Chapter 7

Journal Of Ardency
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"Hyung, why did you covered your lunchbox in gift paper like this?"
"Because it's it's.. it's green. You said you hate green before..."
"Ehh but you didn't have to do this~! hahaha"
"Ng? I'm being weird again..."

"Hyung, life isn't about pleasing others. If you want to have green lunchbox then have it"

"Yeah but... don't we share space together? that's why I... I try to... not that I want to please others, since you always come in lunch... I mean, we always..."
"Hyung... it's alright... open your eyes.."
"What?"
"You never realize that? You always close your eyes if you think hard about your answer. Then you started to blurt out"
"A-am I?"
"Yes you are! Hahaha... don't avert your eyes. Look at me, hyung... I don't bite"

***

"Hyung... hyung... Byunghun-ah... wake up wake up"
I opened my eyes slowly. What were those lips... ah, those peaky eyes. Daniel... I just dreamt about you...
"Hyung... I cooked you a breakfast...", he said, still shaking my body. Why so tired... I tried to sit up and fully open my eyes. I looked to the window and realize something.
"Is it raining outside?", I asked.
"Yeah, since early morning. Yah, hyung, why are you sleeping so carelessly like this?", Daniel lift up the blanket that almost fell completely to the floor and wrapped it around my body.
"What did you cook?", I raised my head to the kitchen. I had my bed in my living room since I turned my bed room into a work room. Mainly to stored my DVD collection and books, though. I still write from my bed outside.
"I cooked a veggie pizza today", said Niel.
"Are you sure it's healthy?", I asked.
"Of course. I used flax seed for its base. Wait here...", Niel walked to the kitchen and excitedly shove a chunk of pizza into my mouth.

"W-wait", I protested, but he kept pushed the pizza inside.
"How is it?", he chuckled, looked very pleased about my suffering.
"Um... it's bit...", I chewed it carefully.
"Not bad", I smiled.
"Yeah? it's my first try. I just looked at its recipe last night", said Niel as he put another bit to his own mouth.
"You googled about healthy foods now", I chuckled.
"Of course... it's kind of a new adventure for me", he said, finished the whole slice himself.
"Nielie, thank you for accompanying me this whole week", I said.
"Hehe, I don't have much to do anyway. It kept raining all day", said Niel, snuggled himself beside me.
"Hyung, are you feeling better now?", asked Niel innocently.

"Yeah, I guess. I'm not fainting", I smiled.
"Humm... it must be hard for you before... going to school. Why didn't you tell any of your friend? or me? or Soojoo... or anyone in movie club about your condition?", asked Niel.
"My condition wasn't this severe before... and I don't like to expose my condition. I hate to look weak in front of people", I said.
"Hahaha... of course. Our distant Byunghun-hyung. Some girls talked about you, you know, they said you have this cool and mysterious aura... like the ones you usually read in manhwa... bad boy who had dark past...", Niel chuckled at his own words.
"What's that... really? ah, I think I'm cool though?", I said.
"Aish. Hyung... no. You're not cool. At all", said Niel in annoyance.

"How about cute? am I cute?", I asked.
"Hell no. You're useless, really...", Niel closed his mouth and took a glance on me.
"Yah! you said that about your hyung?!", I slapped his thigh.
"No no no, hyung...", he turned his body aside as I still playfully slapped him.
"Tsk. Is it still about the milk?", my eyes wondered to the kitchen. Niel laughed hard.
"Oh God. That milk, I still don't get it. How on earth you end up throwing out our milk instead of its bottle?. I mean, it's ing liquid, it required time to be drained out completely, yet you still pouring it out into our garbage can!. Dear God, our garbage can though..."
"I just saw a detergent commercial okay, like, this woman pouring them down to the washing machine...", I tried to defend myself.
"Yeah, but, did our garbage can look like a washing machine to you?", Niel kept attacking me.
"No... I-I think I was just so dizzy that time, I saw the bottle was so pretty! I want it for a decoration or something, then I saw that ad... then, at the same time I wanted to pour it into my glass-"
"That's your excuse? seriously hyung... hahaha", Niel laughed once again and rested his head on my shoulder.

"Don't you have rehearsal for your det

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Angel_Ahn
#1
I re-read this again T_T
This is my first ever Teen Top fanfic .. and you made me fall for NielJoe .. thank you author nim ^^
decemberdaisy
#2
Chapter 33: Author-nim

I dropped by here again just want to say that I still love this story so much. Like muuuuuuucchhhhh. This story is indeed beautiful and heart clenching.

Last time I read this fic, it was one year ago and I re-read this fic again. This story still makes me want to cry so much. It still makes my heart ache on the last chapter.

And I still like Dani and Honey's story even now. That fairytale is really good one. You should make it as published book I think. Hehehe.


Anyway, thank you for writing this beautiful story. I will always like to read this story again and again. You are a good writer. Really.
SungrinBF
#3
Chapter 33: Gosh...I can't ㅠㅠ I finished this story while reading it on a rainy day and a sad piano instrumental ...too much tears on my pillowcase ㅠㅠ Especially the end part where he died....My family looked at me as if I was insane O.o I love this story, it is so realistic! (Lol, I even thought that Honey's disease is a real disease but when you said on Chapter 21 that it is'nt, I was mindblown) You're creativity is just...in the maximum level! To be honest, I find this story better than those cliche ones on bookstores kekeke~
Yunkaisoo #4
Chapter 33: Uwahhh...... T_T
Really really good story...
I'm crying so hard. I was having a hard time sobbing,,
I want to let out my voice but i don't want my sister call me crazy..
The end was so sad..
I don't know what to say anymore...
Love this story But not the die part.. :D
panda203 #5
Chapter 33: This was soo sad ㅠ.ㅠ
How can you write something as amazing and beautiful as this? *~*
I cried so hard when I read the last chapter cuz I really thought that byunghun would survive and finally go to the beach with niel..
But I was deeply touched about all the things that happened to those two ^~^
I hope I can read other fanfics of yours authornim cuz you're really good at writing
Thank you so much for this story~
Hwaiting♡ love you♡♡♡
Sugar11 #6
Chapter 33: All 

Chapter 32: I didnt even notice that I cried so hard once finished ur story, it's beyond awesome, it's beautiful. Thanks for such an incredible story
SaraYun #7
Nice . . !
19twentyone
#8
Chapter 32: OTL, I kind of expected byungie to die because I "accidentally" read one of the comments but I cried so much TT.TT
I just found out about the story and read it in just hours.
I don't know what to do with my NielJoe feels anymore ~
Great ending author nim :)
chunjixbyungie
#9
I finished this yesterday and i was stunned..i guess no matter what , i wanted to believe byunghun would make it alive somehow.
I was having a hard time sobbing until midnight xD.
But i still have a question
How come..he was in coma when niel was in paris but was there with niel as well ..it cant be a dream bec the violin is a proof..besides he told niel that 7th bday thing .
Ugh anyways i gotta admire your creativity ..how u planned it ALL beforehand !!!
It was perfect, so detailed n realistic.Niel's last words eased me a bit.
Are u punishing for those five years..
eE will see ..i have all of my life to love u and when we meet im gonna say i won !!!
chunjixbyungie
#10
Chapter 30: I Hope am not bothering u xD.
But srsly !!!! This ch is beautful in everyway.
Niel 's thoughts and how he missed byunghun was too sweet.
How he wanted to call him again.
How he wished he could ruffle his hair .
The wedding part when Noel teared up with people .