고통 (Suffer)

It has been more than two weeks. Sarang became so close yet so far. She was close to me physically but her mind wasn’t here. She seemed so distant. She would talk to me if she needed to talk to me but after that she would act like we’re a total stranger. I did call her a few times but she always told me that she was busy. It felt like her mind only thought about ‘love’ and even her mother called me about her whereabouts several times. All of the things we always did before, we never did again in these past weeks. Sarang became too busy with her phone. Too busy meeting his boyfriend after school and weekends. I was lonely without Sarang since she was the only friend I had. Rumors started to build up inside the school. They said Sarang dumped me because finally she realized how useless I am and a lot of bull rumors. I became an easy target for queenkas and kingkas who wanted me to became their punching bag and their slave.

It started five days after Sarang and I had the gap between us. Others noticed the situation between us so they started to talk bad in front of me. After they saw Sarang won’t care about me anymore, they started making me into their slave. They wanted me to buy this and that, made me doing their homeworks, cleaning their stuff, and making me into their school’s clown. I still could bear with it. I gladly accepted making their homeworks because I loved doing that, I became more smart because of that and my grade increased in no time but there’s always the consequences. First, too much homeworks I received in one day. Everyday I had to working for 5 books in each subjects so maybe around 15 in total. It was the queenkas’ books of course. For the kingkas, they just wanted me to buy their lunch because they had their own ‘homework slave’, another nerd in their class. Second, they wanted to get a straight A if I got them A-, they would do something to me, something bad or really deadly bad. At first I really didn’t mind because all of they did just yelling at my face or humiliating me.

That day was the beginning of my 'hell' life. In that day, I made a small mistake and lead me into a deep of my new life. I didn't know why I did that to be honest. I always got right in math but it made me realized that reality . Lucky wasn't really in my side that time. The queenkas was furious because they didn’t get a great score in their homework and they blamed me for that. They started using their hands on me. Slapping me, punching me, pulling my hair, and kicking me. I always went home with a several wounds and faint bruises. In the first week, no one noticed because I always wore a sweater and long socks to covering my wounds but after they started punching my face, Cho Hee unnie started to notice my wounds and always asked me why did I wore a bb cream everytime I went out from my room. I made a good lies so she believed in me. But lies won't last long. She caught me c