Quote “The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.” Jennifer Aniston

 Jonghyun P.O.V

“Hyung, don’t forget the food!” shouted Key from his room

“I already took it! Taemin-ah hurry up!”

“I am ready hyung!” said Taemin while running towards me

“What is that?” I asked pointing towards the nice packed box that Taemin had in his arms

“Oh…this?! This is Minho hyung’s present. Today is his birthday!” said Taemin trying to keep his usual smile though his eyes really seemed sad

“I’m sure that Minho will appreciate it! Uh, anyway…let’s go!” I said then Taemin and I got out of the house and headed towards the car

*on their way to the hospital*

“What are you thinking so deeply about?” asked Taemin “Are you thinking about hyung or about noona?

“Actually, I am thinking what a failed brother I am. To be honest…I didn’t even know that today is Minho’s birthday!” I said feeling ashamed of my confession

“I see...but you shouldn’t be too harsh on yourself, even though you didn’t knew until now the important thing is that now you know so today you can say to hyung a sincere happy birthday!” said Taemin sounding really mature

“Oh…when did you become so mature? I can’t believe that such mature words are coming from the boy that still drinks banana milk and throws a tantrum every time he loses a video game.” I said teasingly

“Yah…just because I do this kind of things it doesn’t mean that I am a kid, actually I know a lot more things then you think!” said Taemin smugly

“Such as? I asked while raising a brow

“Such as the fact that you like Jessica noona but Jessica noona like Minho hyung, so this makes the three of you to be part in a complicated love triangle.” Said Taemin with a look that said “don’t ask why because it’s obvious” still I asked because I was curious to know how did the almost densest person I knew manage to find out

“Yah…how did you know? Did Key tell you?”

“No…it wasn’t necessary. After all you did at the club to protect Jessica I think anyone has figured out that you like her, actually not everyone, Onew hyung is an exception, he is still as dense as always.”

“You forgot Jessica…she doesn’t know either!” I added flatly then I parked the car and then we headed towards Minho’s room

When I opened the door I have seen Jessica sitting in the same spot as the previous days, intensively gazing at a motionless Minho. Instantly flashbacks of the kiss Jessica gave Minho popped into my head. Though it was only a small kiss on the forehead still I couldn’t prevent myself from feeling jealous and hurt, I am a man after all so is normal to feel like that when the person I like is kissing another man, especially when that man happens to be my brother.

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Jessica P.O.V

*beep**beep**beep*

*It’s been four days already…when are you going to wake up? Do you have any idea how worried is anyone because of you? Please wake up soon ok?!* I prayed in my head for the probably 1000^th time since I was sitting here. Seeing Minho like this for four days in a row it made me feel worse each day, still all I could do was hope and continue to pray.

“Hi noona! Did hyung have any reaction?” asked Taemin while entering into the room followed by Jonghyun

“No…not yet!” I repeated once again the same sentence I repeated many time in the last four days

“Hyung…you must wake up today ok? You can’t continue to sleep…especially not on your birthday!” said a Taemin in a shaky voice which were cause by the tears that threatened to fall in every second

*So…today is his birthday…today he is 21 years old.* I thought then a flood of sorrow mixed with guilt overwhelmed me. Not wanting to worry Taemin or Jonghyun I quickly got out of the room before I would start crying.

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Jonghyun P.O.V

“Go after her!” said Taemin referring to Jessica “Right now she needs you the most!” said Taemin then I ran out of the room and looked around for Jessica. After 10 minutes I finally managed to find her. She was sitting on a bench in the hospitals garden crying her eyes out. Not knowing what I was supposed to say to comfort her all I could do was to offer her my shoulder.

“Cry as much as you need!” I whispered softly while patting Jessica

* I wish I could cry just like you, but I can’t because I have to be strong for you. I have to stay by your side, even if it’s slowly killing me to see you crying because of another man.*

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Minho P.O.V

“Hyung…you must wake up soon!” I heard Taemin’s voice

*I am wake up…I can hear you!* I whished to say but no word came because I felt very weak

“Hyung…you must wake up because everyone is sad because of you. Uncle hasn’t slept and eaten almost at all for the last four days. Onew hyung…has ordered chicken each day but hasn’t eaten at all because he was too depressed because of you and Key hyung is feels also very miserable, but that’s not the worst, the worst out of everyone is Jessica noona and Jonghyun hyung. Jessica noona feels guilty because you were hurt while saving her. She hasn’t left your side for four days. You know what’s the worst, the worst is that this is hurting Jonghyun hyung even more. Jonghyun hyung is sad because of you but also because he can’t do anything for noona. All he can do is watch her suffering because of you, lend his shoulder for her cry though his heart wants to cry too. Hyung…hurry up and wake up!” said Taemin then I felt something wet touching my hand “Wake up hyung…every one misses you!” concluded Taemin

After hearing Taemin’s sad voice I made another effort to speak which this time had a good result.

“Tae…min!” I whispered weakly

“Yeah…hyung…did you really wake up or I am dreaming?” said Taemin then he pinched his own cheek to check if he was dreaming “Auch…it hurts!” said Taemin pouting like a 3 year old kid “Wait…this means you are alive…no I mean you are awake!” said Taemin jumping up and down and then he hugged me

“Of course I am awake…how can I sleep if you are making so much noise and can you please get off me. I can’t breathe because of you!” I complained because Taemin was taking all my air though inside of me I was really happy that I got to see my donseng again* Was he this heavy before?* I wondered while looking at my precious little cousin who was stronger then he looked

“Good…I am glad that I have such a loud mouth otherwise you would have continued to sleep. And so that you know, you should get used to this loud mouth because from now on I’ll make sure to wake you up at 6 sharp every day, just to make sure that you will never again sleep for so long! Do you know how much you slept? You slept for 4 days in a row…you are so lazy hyung!” said Taemin whose mouth seemed to be blocked in the “smile wide” mode

“Don’t you even dare or else I’ll make sure you’ll that Key will find out that you have been the one that used his super expensive and hard to get perfume.” I threatened

“You wouldn’t dare! Wait…how did you know about that?” asked Taemin who seemed a little tense

“I didn’t. I was only bluffing but you believed me so you just confessed your wrong deed!” I admitted feeling slightly happy to see that the maknae was still as gullible as always

“So unfair…why does your brain need to be so big?!” said Taemin childishly “I’ll go look for Jonghyun hyun and Jessica noona, also I’ll call Key and Onew hyung to tell them that you’re awake…oh …and uncle too!” said Taemin then he dashed through the door

“*Sigh* He is still as hyper as usually!”

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Jessica P.O.V

“Noona…hyung...I finally…found you! Minho hyung …he!” said Taemin panting making my heart stop for a few moments

“What is it? What happened with Minho?” said Jonghyun while shaking Taemin “Speak faster!”

“I… have… to… breathe… first!” said Taemin looking quite frustrated “Minho hyung… woke up!” said Taemin after he managed to store enough air in his lungs then as soon as he finished his sentence my legs automatically started to run at the speed of the light

*Thank you God…my knight is finally awake!* I prayed in my head while running towards Minho’s room. On my way towards Minho’s ward I bumped into a few nurses but I didn’t even stop to apologize because it would have meant to lose a few seconds until I would have got to see Minho. A few minutes later I was finally inside of his ward, where an awake, just as handsome as before Minho was waiting. Without thinking twice I hugged Minho with all my strength, not intending to let go of him for a long time, afraid that once I will let go he might disappear.

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Minho P.O.V

“Jessica…don’t cry! I am fine now; you’re supposed to be happy not to cry!” I said feeling helpless because never in my life has anyone cried for me apart from my mother but Jessica didn’t let go of me instead her grip tightened even more and her tears started to fall even more then before

“Jessica…you are strangling Minho!” said Jonghyun after showing up in the room then he came near me and took Jessica away “Don’t cry!” said Jonghyun gently while caressing Jessica’s hair

*WOW…It seems that I missed a few things ever since I last saw her. Now it seems that now the person that use to make her cry has become the person that can take her tears away.*

“Yeah…Choi Minho you are in deep trouble. Once you will be fully healed I’ll make sure to give you a beating that you will never forget. Do you have any idea how worried everyone was because of you? Do you have any idea how much Jessica has cried, and blamed herself because of you? Aish!” said Jonghyun in a fake angry tone that was betrayed by his gentle gaze

“Thanks hyung…is nice to see you too again!” I said offering him a sincere smile

“Aish…you punk! Don’t ever worry us like this again!”  said Hyung then he ruffled my hair like I would have been a small kid

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Jonghyun P.O.V

“I am sorry for making you all worried, especially you Jessica! And don’t you ever blame yourself because it’s not your fault at all, everything was only my fault so if you want you can scold me, punish me or hit me for making you so worried…so don’t hold back because I am aware that I disserve it!” said Minho looking apologetic because he cause Jessica to cry so much.

As soon as Minho finished to talk Jessica pulled away from my grip and went back to Minho’s side .She gently caressed his hair then she hugged him once again, her eyes not leaving Minho not even for a moment. Out of instinct I put my hand at the chest, in the place where my heart was hurting and then the question that appeared so many times in my head in the last four days appeared once again *Will this pain from my heart ever stop?*

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Yay...Minho's back but *sigh* Jonghyunie is hurting...well please just have a little paciente...him and Jessica will be a couple soon and Yuri will apear soon too. Anyway please comment and subscribe.

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