Quote: “Only the man who crosses the river at night knows the value of the light of day”~ Chinese Proverb

Jessica P.O.V

*It’s so silent…it’s so silent that it makes me go crazy! They just come and go but no one says anything!*

“What exactly is happening there? Why aren’t they saying anything to us?” asked a pale Taemin like he would have read my mind

“Calm down…Taemin! They are doing their best…we have to be patient. We have to believe that everything will be alright…” said Onew tapping Taemin on the shoulder
”But what if…” wanted to asked Taemin but he was cut off by Onew

“It won’t happen! It’s Minho…that you’re talking about, he is strong!” said Onew trying to lift Taemin’s mood though his eyes were betraying his concern

*Minho…please don’t leave me alone. Everyone needs you Jonghyun, Key, Onew, Taemin, your father…I need you. I don’t want to imagine how my life would be without you near me…without your smile!* I thought as flashbacks from the moments spent with Minho went trough my head. Without realizing tears started running down my cheeks, tears that until then I tried to hold back but I couldn’t fight against it anymore.

“Yah…don’t cry. You look ugly when you cry!” scolded Jonghyun as he came near me but his voice didn’t sounded angry or mean but more like he was comforting me so I ignored his comment and buried my head in his chest and cried until my his shirt became all wet

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Jonghyun P.O.V

*Aigoo…stupid girl...I was sure that sooner or later your heart will hurt because of him…why couldn’t you simply hate us…be afraid of us like everyone else? Like that at least you wouldn’t have been hurting so much right now!*

“Excuse me…you are Choi Minho’s family right?” my thought were interrupted by the sound of the doctor’s voice which cause Jessica to instantly stop crying

“I am his father! How is my son’s condition?” said my dad whom I heard for the first time admitting that Minho was his son

“Uh…I am sorry…we have done everything that we could!” said the doctor pausing for a moment, a moment who seemed like an eternity “He is alive, but he is currently in coma. In the moment he arrived here, he was in a very critique situation because of blood loss. We did all that we were capable of, now everything depends on him and God. If you want to see him, you will be able to as soon as he will be transferred to ICU room but please visit him one by one.” Said the doctor then left leaving us all in a state of shock

“Aish!” said my father then hit the wall with his fist using all his strength “None of this would have happened if he would have listened to me, is he wouldn’t have saved that girl at the amusement park one week ago!”

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Jessica P.O.V

*What? Minho…he was already wounded…because of the incident from the amusement park…this means that Minho…is laying on a hospital bed because of me…* I thought putting piece to piece all the information together making me realize that if he would have not tried to protect me then none of this would have happened. After facing this cruel truth I didn’t know how I am supposed to face Minho’s dad, his cousins or his brothers…so I ran away.

“JESSICA!” I heard Jonghyun shouting then I heard him running after me but I refused to look back, I refused to stop instead I used all my strength to run even faster, though I had no idea where I was running to, all I knew was that I had to ran as far as possible so that I would not cause any of them to get hurt ever again.

*DINGGGGG* I heard the noise of a car horn then I saw a big light which made me froze in my spot.( Jessica ran outside of the hospital)

*I guess this is it…this is the consequence for causing him to get hurt…well God, I am willing to pay the price as long as he will be fine* I thought while waiting for the car to hit me but then suddenly someone grabbed my hand dragging me from the car’s sight right before the impact

causing me to fall on the ground

“What are you trying to do?” asked a familiar voice then between my tears I was able to recognize Jonghyun’s face

*Why did you save me? You shouldn’t have to…If I would have died then surely Minho would have survived.*

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Jonghyun P.O.V

Though no answer came from Jessica her tears were enough to understand. She was blaming herself for Minho’s condition…she was blaming herself so much that for a moment she wished she wouldn’t live that’s why she didn’t  reaction at all instead she simply stayed there waiting for the car to hit her

 “Let’s go sit in a quiet place and have talk!” I said while picking an almost lifeless Jessica from the ground .We walked to the hospital’s chapel in complete silence then after we arrived we stayed like that for a long time, none of us knowing what to say then finally Jessica broke the silence trough a note.

**Why did you lie to me? Why didn’t you tell me that Minho was hurt?**

“We…Minho asked us not to tell you because he knew that you would worry. I am sorry!”

I explained to Jessica “Can I ask you something…why didn’t you do anything when you saw the car in front of you? I know you saw it…I have seen you looking at her!” I asked wanting to hear her reasons

**I said to God that I am willing to give him my life as long as Minho will be fine.**

 *Pabo…how can you be so cruel. Don’t you realize that if you would have been hurt too or worse if you would have died you would have crushed my heart and then I would have died too?*

“Pabo…do you think that by dying you will help? If you want to help then you have to continue living so that you could take care of Minho after he waked up? If you die then all Minho’s efforts would be pointless!” I said hoping that my words will help her get back her senses then unexpectedly Jessica hugged me, and then she started to cry again “Pabo…you don’t have to cry or blame yourself for Minho because of what dad said. Dad only said that because he feels hopeless. You should have cried only if Minho would have scolded you…but he never did because he did not regret saving you at all… *If I would have been in his place…I would have not regretted at all either *

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Onew P.O.V

“Minho…please wake up soon! You have to certainly wake up! Do you hear me? You have to wake up so that I could learn to be a good hyung to you. Please wake up…if you wake up I promise that I will share all my chicken with you.” I said hoping that Minho would hear my words and listen to me  then I got out of the room because I felt too overwhelmed because of the image in front of me…Minho looked so lifeless…especially because of those  tons of machines that were keeping him alive

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Taemin P.O.V

“Taemin…” said Onew hyung after he got out of Minho hyung’s room but was not able to continue but it wasn’t even necessary because his words were enough

“Don’t worry…I’ll be fine!” I said though I was not sure about what would I see .Though Onew hyung warned me the image in front of me was shocking.

“Hyung…hyung you have to wake up. You can’t die did you hear me? Who’s going to save me from Key umma’s nagging? Who’s going to teach me self defense…or buy me banana milk? Who’s going to help me find my cell phone when I will lose it? Actually I think I already lost it…so hyung hurry up and wake up, you have to help me find it ok?” I said begging huyng between sobs.

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Jessica P.O.V

After hearing Jonghyun’s comforting words and crying in his embrace who despite of everything that happened, despite of having so many reasons to reject me still continued to offer me only kindness and care….I felt a feeling of regret overwhelming me because I should have been the one to help him instead all I did was to worry him so I gathered all the strength in order to give him the support he needed. I pulled away from his embrace, wiped away my tears then I wrote a not and handed to him.

“Ihm…let’s go see him! Then I will send you home to get some rest!”

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Key P.O.V

“Look at you…you are full of bruises and you look so pale. Bad guy…why do you always have to act like a hero? Why did you try to protect us when I should have been the one to protect you?! I am such a worthless hyung…I treated you bad, like you would have been an outsider tough you are my brother yet you never got angry at me. I can’t defend you at all while you fought against all those guys all by yourself only to save us! Minho…make sure you wake up because you have to knock some senses in me, so that I could learn to be a better brother to you!” I said then I got out of Minho’s room praying in my head that he would be fine “Where is dad? Is his turn to enter!”

“He left a few minutes ago!” said Onew hyung

“What…how can he leave like that without seeing him? He is being too cruel!” I said resentful

“Key…don’t simply jump to conclusions. Probably he just doesn’t feel like he has enough strength to see him right now, I am sure that once he will be ready, he will come to see him.” said Jonghyun hyung showing up from only God knows where with Jessica

“I’ll go see him now /Take care of Jessica for me please!” said hyung then he went to Minho’s ward

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Jonghyun P.O.V

“Donseng…you must wake up soon ok…You have to wake up for me and for Jessica .Jessica loves you a lot and she feels guilty because of what happened to you. Ever since you were like this she couldn’t stop crying. I know that you have no reason to listen to me but please, please listen to me only this once…because my heart hurts very much when I see her sad. I beg you, please wake up so that this sadness that I feel in my heart would stop! Also please wake up …wake up because I need you…I need the serious and responsible Minho that is not afraid to give me a scolding when I make or say something stupid.” I said then I went out of the room to give Jessica some time with Minho too

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Jessica P.O.V

*Minho Oppa…I wish you could hear my voice right now but it’s impossible still I’ll pray to God to say the words that are inside my heard through a dream. God…please take care of Minho oppa, even if he would never feel the same for me as I feel for him, or even if he will never want to be my friend, or even if he will hate me or even if he will completely forget after he wakes up I don’t care…all that suffering, all his hate, I can handle it, but losing him I can’t so please , I beg you to make him wake up fast!*

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Jonghyun P.O.V

“Yah…isn’t Jessica staying too much inside? What if she fainted after seeing Minho? Maybe you should check up on her!” said Key to me since I was the closest to the door. Worried for Jessica’s condition since I knew that she was feeling really bad I immediately followed Key’s advice though I had a fee ling that I might regret it.

*Ouch…I had a feeling that I might regret it!* I thought while closing the door back then I put my hand to the chest hoping that it will lessen the pain

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