So before you read this  I want to appologize from the bottom of my heart:

MIANHAMNIDA (GOMENASAI)

I meant to update from long time ago but this year I started my first year in colege(university- I

am only 19) and I chose the hardest major ever( I'll give you hint: If you are sick come to me!)

so my life has been/is hectic.So please forgive this "iresponsible and immature "author

and thank you all for understanding me, for remaining near me all this time.I also had a writer's

block since I didn't use to make a detailed pre-planning, but now I DO that so it certainly won't happen!

With this being said : Enjoy!!!

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 Jonghyun P.O.V 

“I am fine, I’m just not good with this!” I lied pointing towards the many people that were resting forever “I’ll wait in the car. Don’t worry about me, take your time.” I said to Jessica putting at rest her worries then I took one last glance at the at that familiar room and then I ran towards the car.

I ran and ran all the way hoping that the farther from the place I’ll get that weird sickening feeling would disappear, but it wasn’t so, that feeling persisted .

It continued to hunt me …again…and again.

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 Key P.O.V 

*three days later*

“This can’t go on like this! What’s wrong with you? Ever since three days ago you are acting like a zombie. Do you know how worried is Jessica?” I scolded Jonghyun, worried for him because it’s been quite a long time since I saw him so depressed.

“ I killed her…” was all he said

“What are you talking about?” I asked because his words didn’t make sense “If you mean about Se Kyung noona than let me remind you that it was not your fault.”

“Jessica’s mother…killed her. The reason Jessica is mute is me.” Mumbled Jonghyun looking deadly pale as he said that

“What do you mean? I thought you don’t have any memory from the accident?” I said because until now Jonghyun didn’t remember anything other than Se Kyung’s dead.

“You knew that other people died and you didn’t bother telling me?”

“ It was for your sake, ok? Since you didn’t remember a thing apart from you and Sekyung being involved in a car accident we all came to the conclusion that it is better if we don’t remind you the rest.”

“Better? I killed a woman and made my girlfriend mute? How is that better for me?” shouted Jonghyun looking out of his mind

“You didn’t kill anyone. Your car hit a tree as we said to you, the car that was chasing after you hit another car. Since it wasn’t your fault dad didn’t bother much with it.”

“Well I am ‘glad’ to announce that because of me, one person is dead and one is mute.” Said Jonghyun miserably tears walling in his eyes “

“Are you sure? Did you remember everything?” I asked hoping that Jonghyun’s mind was playing tricks

“No, I didn’t remember anything…but the newspapers and the police reports do. It’s a fact ,I am the reason for Jessica’s misfortune.” Said Jonghyun then the tears he was fighting with started to fall one by one

“Hyung…” I wanted to say something to make it less painful for him but I didn’t know what so all I could do was to be there for him “I am sorry…I am really sorry.”

“I messed up her family…her health…I messed up her life. What should I do now Key? What should I do?”

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 Jessica P.O.V 

“He will be fine.” Said Key out of nowhere probably taking notice of my distracted and worried expression

** Did he tell you why he is acting so weird?**

“He…don’t worry! He will be fine!” said Key patting my head

**I just wish there would be something I could help him with. I would do anything to see him like before.**

“ All you can do for him is to love him more and more each day.” Encouraged Key his words managing to put off some of my worries

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Yuri P.O.V

*Minho had better be grateful for this, cause I worked my off!* I thought while looking satisfied at my work. Perfectly fried bacon and scrambled eggs sat near a plate with delicious pancakes with chocolate syrup on top and near all of them a cup of hot chocolate…Ihmm, the perfect way to start a chilly December day.

“Hot chocolate is his favorite…” a deep voice said startling me. I turned around on my heels and suddenly I was face to face with Minho’s father who was sitting near the door, looking slightly amused because of my reaction…but that smile didn’t last long and soon was replaced by his always mysterious look.

“I…just thought it suited him.” I admitted shyly because I was still really awkward around Minho’s father

“Do you love him?” Minho’s father asked curiously, his question making me blush like a school girl

“He is the best thing that happened to me!”  I confessed from the bottom of my heart

“Better then Kris Wu?” asked Minho’s father in an icy tone sending a shiver down my spine

“How do you…” I tried to say but suddenly I found myself unable to say anything

“I have my ways. Seeing how mentioning his name made you I can easily say that he scared you pretty badly.” He said then he got close to me and grabbed my chin between his fingertips “You are aware that he’s after you aren’t you?”

“I…know.” I mumbled dropping on my knees “I know how bad this is…but I promise you, I won’t let him do anything to Minho. I’ll make sure to protect Minho the best I can…so please don’t push me away.” I begged him

“I won’t…thought I should…I won’t!” he said then he turned around and headed out of the kitchen

“Why?” I said my words seemingly having their own way out

“Don’t misunderstand it’s not because I like you or anything like that, it’s because I owe him this and so much more “Minho’s father said his tone becoming softer as he spoke about Minho

“What do you mean?” my curiosity giving me a newfound strength

“Let’s say it’s for all the moments when I wasn’t there.” He explained his tone filled with bitterness then he left as abruptly as he came

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Minho P.O.V

“Wake up sleepy head, it’s almost 10.”said Yuri cheerfully playfully poking my sides

“Whose fault it is that I am sleepy?” I answered back my eyes still closed

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”  She faked ignorance then she gave me a light peak on the lips

“Don’t play the dumb person role because it doesn’t work for me. If I am like this it’s only your fault.” I said now fully awake

“What did I do now?”

“I think we both know what you have done. You and your insanely tasty lips kept me awake until two in the morning.” I bluntly said making a faint blush appear on her face

“So you think my lips are tasty?” Yuri said playfully after managing to overcome her shyness “Weird, I haven’t thought about what flavor your lips have…let’s see, cherry…no, strawberry…no, I think I’ll have to further think about this.”

“Well, you might have got that right!” I said then I planted a small, butterfly kiss on her lips. After exactly 10 seconds Yuri pushed me away “What is it baby?”

“Nothing…I just remembered that your father said me to tell you that he waits for you in the dining room.”

“You talked with my dad?  Did he say anything else to you?” I asked trying to hide my worry under a mask of curiousness.

“Not much. We barely spoke.” Yuri said avoiding looking at me. I knew she was lying but I was well aware that she didn’t want to talk about it so I didn’t press on the matter.

“Ok, but if he ever upsets you…promise me you’ll tell me.”

“I promise…now go!” Yuri said. I gave her one last short kiss then headed towards the dining room to talk with my father.

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Yuri P.O.V

I silently looked at Minho’s face when he saw my surprise from near the door. On his face were written countless emotions: surprise, gratefulness, pride and more importantly LOVE.

“Surprise!” I said while running from behind the wall and back hugging Minho

“Thank you baby.” Said Minho now hugging me “But, it’s not my birthday through”

“I know…it’s my way of telling you thank you for helping me out, for being good to me for no reason.” I confessed

“I had a reason…I love you.” Minho said cheekily then he peaked me on the lips and then he sat down to eat.

“How is it?” I asked looking at him attentively trying to memorize each and every of his reactions

“Great, just as you.” said Minho while gulping down his food as if he wouldn’t have eaten anything in years.  “How did you know hot chocolate is my favorite?”

“Just a wild guess!

“This is just as my mom’s.” Said Minho referring to the hot chocolate he just tasted then he kissed me the hot chocolate scent filling my mouth and warming up every part of my insides

“You miss her a lot don’t you?”

“Ihm, mom was my entire world.” Said Minho and just like it was fated, just like in dramas Minho’s father descended the stairs. Upon hearing Minho’s words he froze in his spot. I wanted to stop the conversation but like lots of times before my mouth worked without my consent

“What about your dad?” I asked immediately regretting my curiosity 

“He…he wasn’t around as much I had wished…truthfully the first time I met him was a few years ago. It took us quite some time to adjust.”

“I understand, trusting people after being hurt it are hard and it takes lots of work but is certainly worth.

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Jonghyun P.O.V

“Morning honey!” I greeted Jessica hugging her from behind. She greeted back giving me one of her sweet smiles. Then she gave me a light peak on the cheek. After that she took my hand and dragged me towards the couch.

Judging by the look in her eyes I knew what she wanted: she wanted explanations, explanation about my behavior from the past days.

**Are you fine now?** she wrote , looking at me attentively when I read the note as if to make sure it was ok for her to ask further

“Yes…I was, I already told you I am not good when it comes to dealing with dead people, you know…ever since my mom died. But don’t worry, I am fine now.” I lied but Jessica naïve to a foul seemed to believe everything. “Actually, I was thinking that maybe we could go to a date tomorrow. I missed being with you. So, how does it sound a movie and dinner?”

**Tomorrow is Christmas day...** reminded me Jessica

"And you don't want to spend christmas with me?"

**Add a few sweet kisses and a few minutes of cuddling and we might have a deal.**

“You don’t have to blackmail me in order to obtain that! And since I feel like being generous today, I’ll pay you in advance!” I playfully said then started to make out with Jessica

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Jessica P.O.V

*Finally it feels perfect!* I thought as Jonghyun kissed my lips. I craved for this kiss many times a day during the last few days and here I was now, losing all my senses as I tasted Jonghyun’s sweet lips. No matter how much I kissed these lips I never got tired of them, their touch being like an addiction, my very own guilty pleasure.

“Oh my god hyung! Get a room!”

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