Tired of walking around I finally settle my self at the edge of the bridge. The night seem cool but the moon was shinning at its brightest just as the stars. Watching the cold night, I couldn’t help but to wrapped my arms, around me, thinking of those nights that we were together... Will you be mad at me for having nichkhun in my dreams huh? Will you be mad at me for having my heartbeat for someone else other than you?

Those were the questions that kept on flowing to victoria as she looks at the shining moon. You could see tears starting to fall from her beautiful cheeks. Maybe you will think she’s a fool for not giving a chance to nichkhun but how can victoria give him a chance when every time she sees him, she can’t help but to think that she’s betraying her first love....That she’s breaking every promise that she made with kyuhyun. It’s hard when you lose the love of your life but it’s even harder to move on and start over again.

“ Will you ever forgive me if I give nichkhun a chance?” victoria said as she wiped her tears and looked up to the moon. “ Will you, give me your blessing from where you are kyu?” She asked as she took a step closer to the edge, leaning closer to the railing “ Or will you prefer if I meet you in heaven?” 

“Promise me that whatever that happens you will live happy!” Kyuhyun said as he wrapped his arms around the most precious girl, the one and only that owns his heart.

“ What are you saying kyuhyun? Of course I will be happy as long as you’re with me!’ victoria said as she rest her head in his chest.

Kyuhyun felt himself stiffen. How could he tell the girl he loves that he may not be with her forever like he promised? Life was really unfair, but he should be thankful that he got a chance to be with the person he has love. Surely heaven will not be heaven if she’s not there with he couldn’t imagine if she were to die with him. She’s too young, too naïve, to inexperience and she still needs to live at least live everything he wanted to experience.  “ We don’t have our life bought victoria...We never know what may happen in the future but promise me that if I were not to be with you anymore I wished you’ll be happy”

“ You’re scaring me kyu? What’s wrong?” victoria said. Kyuhyun’s gaze softens as he saw her worried face. No he couldn’t tell her about his disease yet...He couldn’t tell her that he was diagnosed with cancer and he has six months more to live.

“ Nothing, I just want you to promise me victoria...I want you to know that I wished you happiness even if you were destine for someone else.”

“ Yah! Are you saying I’m cheating on you?!” Victoria exclaimed.

Oh how I wish you were so we could end this relationship before I die. I will hate to seeyou suffer because of me and I’m too of a coward to be the one to break up with you. “ Of course not! I know what type of girl you are victoria...I just want your happiness”

“ Well I am happy! And if it makes you feel better, I promise you that I will live happy even if we were to separate our ways” Victoria said. She didn’t understand why kyuhyun was acting so strange but his face seemed to search from assurance that she will be happy. She knows perfectly well that she’ll probably die if they part away but hearing how much he wants her happiness she’s willing to try just to make him at peace.

“ I love you victoria, Never forget that” kyuhyun said as he stared in to her eyes. He came closer to her face and gives her a kiss in her cheek. The simple kiss became in to something more intimate, he started to kiss her forehead, her cheeks, and the top of her nose as if trying to memorize every part of her.

Victoria felt herself blushing, oh how his kiss always makes her feel so lightheaded.  He finally claimed her lips sending victoria to heaven. How can he always make her feel forget about everything and everyone around them, she’ll never know....

“wooow I’m really high up..”

She gulped a little in fear. Victoria couldn't really imagine herself jumping down from this height. She didn't even imagine why did she talk such nonsense a while ago. Obviously kyuhyun will have been pretty mad at her if he heard her talk that way, specially after she promised him that she will live happy. 

"But this is kind of scary.." she said as she looked down again. 

Out of curiousity, she picked up a pebble from the ground and dropped it. But because she was so high up, she obviously couldn't see the effect it had on the water once it fell in. 

Victoria pouted slightly as she picked up another pebble and dropped it as well. She leaned further on the railing so that she could take a closer look. 

"Tch. I can't see anything.." she muttered as she got on her toes and leaned even further on the railing. "Hmm... maybe if I find a larger rock I can-- ACK!"

Victoria yelled in surprise as she felt a strong pair of arms wrap around her waist and drag her forcefully away from the railing.

"What--" she gasped as the person held her tightly in his arms as if he was afraid to lose her. Victoria felt her face get pressed against the person's chest, and she was able to get a sniff of his cologne. Just from the smell, she knew that it was Nichkhun.

"Yah!" Victoria squirmed as she tried to hit his chest. "You're squishing me!"

Nichkhun suddenly released Victoria so that he could look at her. Victoria gulped when she noticed that he looked really angry. His dark eyes were on fire and his nose flared in fury. 

 What’s wrong with him? She thought as she instinctively, tried to take a step back from him. But nichkhun quickly grabbed onto her shoulders firmly to keep her in place. He was afraid that if he let go of her, she would run back to the railing again. 

"What the do you think you're doing?!!" Nichkhun demanded as he gave Victoria an intense glare. "Are you crazy?!!"

Although Nichkhkun was relieved that he had come in time, he was also furious that she’ll had even considered committing suicide.

He had seen everything. He saw how Victoria was leaning forward on the railing, preparing to jump. Nichkhun nearly had a heart attack when he saw the scene.  

"Answer me!" Nichkhun yelled angrily as he shook her. "What were you thinking, you idiot!!"

Victoria tried to open to answer back but no words came out. What was she even thinking?! She was seriously out of her mind when she started thinking about jumping but she decided not to after remembering the promise she made to kyuhyun.

Suddenly nichkhun threw a punch to the nearest thing he could find. How can this girl make him go crazy he’ll never understand. After how bad she treated him, he still comes back to her like a lovesick puppy.

“ I’m sorry” that’s all that victoria could manage to say. She couldn’t help but to feel guilty for making nichkhun worry about her once again. Yes worry, she has noticed how much nichkhun worries for her and she can’t help but to feel bad since she’s always trying to push him away. 

Nichkhun could only sigh and wrapped his arms around her. His hugged became tighter, and more intimate as if assuring himself that she was still with him. “ Please victoria, don’t ever do anything as stupid as this...I don’t know what will I have done if something happened to you”

Victoria, look up to his eyes. His eyes reflected his longing, his fears of losing her. “ Ummm you can let go now,” Victoria said as she felt herself blushing so much when she notices how close they were.

“ Please let me hold you a little more” Nichkhun said. He didn’t know what came up to him, but he wanted to keep holding her. Without even thinking, nichkhun hold on to her face and brought their faces together. Victoria could feel his breath, yet she didn’t feel like pushing him away.

Nichkhun looked in to her eyes, as if asking for permission. She didn’t push him away so he thought, she was it was ok to kiss her. It wasn’t like a kiss fill with lust or anything that he felt before with his previous girlfriends. He just wanted to feel she was ok, that she was safe with him. Slowly giving her light kisses in her face, and slowly making his way to her lips.

Victoria didn’t know what came to her, when she let him kiss him but she felt herself responding to his advances. Slowly loosing her in the moment, letting the moon and the stars as their witness of their longing for each other. She may regret this later but for tonight, she will let herself loose in his love.

Reposting since Aff had major issues which cause me to lose my recent subscribers and comments :(....its really sad but oh well the creator of this page try his best and I'm happy and grateful since he try his best !!...So I know I should give you guys a new update but I still dont have internet, I can only update during break hours of school since thats the only place i have internet access...I will update soon, but it will be after my exams T_T sorry, and hope you dont get tired of waiting