YOUR POV

 

It’s the middle of May Super Junior finally made their comeback stage in Music Bank with their new song, Miinah. I personally love the song so much. It’s more addicting than Sorry, sorry. And the music video was really great. I was laughing yet dazzling when I saw Leeteuk oppa’s in the MV. He showed off his abs in the whole MV. I guessed his efforts brought him good results.

 

It’s already one week after their comeback, and today they’ll perform in music bank. Leeteuk oppa said they really expecting their first winning today. What really surprising me is Leeteuk oppa asked me, nope, forced me to come to MuBank today. Hell no. I’m kinda afraid with KoreanElfs. I’m not that confident to be around them. Moreover, Leeteuk oppa told me to seat in the front seat. I was like hell no. And then, after he forced me too much until he told Sungmin oppa to ask me too, I agreed to come and watch MuBank. But in one condition, I’m not going to watch it in the audience seat. I’m watching it from corner stage, where their manager used to watch them.

 

This morning, Leeteuk oppa and his manager picked me up at home. He said he wanted me to accompany him rehearsing. I’m a little shocked. I didn’t prepare my mental to meet the other members of Super Junior. Not to mention I’m used to be their fangirl back then. I don’t know what to wear so I just picked clothes that I saw. I’m wearing a sleeveless flower dress, a white vest, and white wedges.

 

“You’re going to wear that?” Leeteuk oppa asked me when I got in to the car.

 

“Yes, why?” Don’t you say my fashion style is bad, cuz I don’t know what to wear anymore! I just picked what’s in front of me.

 

“It’s too revealing!”

 

“No it’s not!”

 

“Next time you go with me, I won’t allow you wearing this. So does Hyeonmi”

 

“Then, I won’t go out with you anymore”

 

“Geez.. This girl really.. Aish. Whatever. But remember I won’t help you if you’re seduced or something” He is really over react. Who wants to seduce a girl like me? I’m not Korean, I heard Korean male only attracted to Asian girls. And to mention I’m Leeteuk’s sister, no one will ever dare to seduce me.

 

We were the parking lot, I saw so many girls waiting in front of the building. They brought some supporting items like balloons, banner, lightstick, etc. Most of then brought sapphire blue stuffs, that means there was so many ELFs who came up. Leeteuk oppa got into the KBS building with one of his body guard. When he entered the building, every girls around here were screaming. I could here their scream from inside the car.

 

Thank God Leeteuk oppa’s manager is so kind to me. I thought he’s a strict guy that over protective to SuJu boys. But he’s not. He even was willing to accompanying me this whole day in MuBank. So I entered the building from staff’s door with him and he didn’t forget to give me a backstage pass card. He walked me to Super Junior’s waiting room because Leeteuk oppa told him to take me there. When we’re outside the waiting room the manager called Leeteuk oppa and soon Leeteuk oppa came out.

 

{In Korean} “Oh, hyung. Kamsaeyo. I’ll take her from here”

 

{In Korean} “Ne, ne, be careful okay? Now I’m gonna take your lunch”

 

{In Korean} “Ne, Thanks a lot, hyung” Leeteuk oppa said as he nowed to his manager, so I followed him, I bowed to him too and thanked him.

 

“Dae~ I’ll introduce you to the others, then. Haja!” Leeteuk oppa pulled my hand and opened the waiting room door. I could hear my heart beat so fast!!

 

“ANNYEONGHASEO~!!!” Geez, Leeteuk greeted outloud when we entered the room. Everyone was watching at us. What I meant everyone is, Siwon, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Sungmin, Yesung, Ryeowook, Shindong, Kim Heechul!! Hyaaa he was my biased back then when I was still their fan. And.. Kyuhyun. Oh, and also some women that I believed are their stylists and staffs. Siwon, Donghae, Sungmin and Kyuhyun looked surprised when they saw me.

 

“______-ah? You’re here?!” Sungmin shouted cheerfully, ran into me and then hug me. He was so kind to me. He and Donghae comforted me when I was crying in that night Kyuhyun told he hate me.

 

“Annyeonghaseo, Sungmin-sshi” I greeted him.

 

“Yah,______-ah.. Don’t be like that. Call me oppa, Sungmin oppa”

 

‘Okay, oppa then”

 

{In Korean} “Hyung! Who’s this girl??” Eunhyuk asked Leeteuk oppa and then came to us. Suddenly everyone was gathered around me and Leeteuk oppa who embraced my shoulder.

 

“______-ah? You’re here? How? How do you know Teuk hyung?” Donghae asked me

 

{In Korean} “Yaa Teuki hyung! Is she your new girl friend?” Shindong asked,

 

“Well ______-ah, long time no see..” Siwon said politely.

 

{In Korean} “Yah! Why are you using English to her? She’s not Korean? Who’s she?” Heechul kept bubbling. He’s way too pretty!

 

{In Korean} “Hyung she’s your girlfriend? How could Sungmin hyung knows her?” that’s Eunhyuk again.

 

{In Korean} “Hey she’s cute! But, don’t you think she’s too young for you?” Heechul asked again.

 

And then all of them were babbling. Suddenly the room became hectic. They didn’t look like idols but looked more like animals in a jungle. Hectic, loud, wild, and chaos.  I was too confused with their tons of question until

 

{In Korean} “YAAH! KEEP QUITE! You made her confused!” The boys suddenly stopped babbling when Leeteuk oppa spoke, “I’ll introduce you. This is my cousins, ______-ah, she’s 19 years old, she’s not my GF. You guys treat her well!”

 

I think Leeteuk oppa introduced me to his fellow member. They nodded after Leeteuk oppa spoke.

”Anyyeonghaseo, ______ imnida~” I introduced my self as I bowed and smile to them.

 

“______-ah, as you see these are my fellow member. I guess you knew them already, right?” I nodded shyly, ”and you’ve met Siwon, Sungmin, Donghae and Kyuhyun before” I nodded again.

 

“But we didn’t know that you’re Teuk hyung’s cousin” Donghae said.

 

“Yeah, I didn’t know it too when we met in Indonesia, but when I came to Korea everything was revealed. He’s my cousin” I explained a little.

 

Gratefully, I could blend in with Super Junior members, they’re all funny and silly. Except for Kyuhyun and Heechul. I knew Kyuhyun won’t be that easy to get closer to me again, but I didn’t know what’s wrong with Heechul. He still did silly and ridiculous things when he was around the others, but when I talked to him or asked him something he answered it coldly and he always avoid my eyes. Well, I thought he might be just in a bad mood, I don’t know.

 

HEECHUL POV

 

I didn’t know what’s wrong with me, but seeing this girl when she entered the room was kinda irritated me. I thought she’s teuk hyung’s GF or something, but then I knew that she’s Teuk hyung’s cousin. So that’s his cousin that he ever told us. She didn’t do anything wrong until now, but I don’t know, being near her made me nervous.

{In English} “Leeteuk oppa, what should I call Heechul?” she said it to Teuk hyung in a low voice and in English too. Did she think I didn’t understand it? I was a student in English major! And why should she whisper like that?

 

{In English} “Ask him” Teuk hyung answered. Silly Peter Pan. Why should he whisper like that too? Like I wasn’t in front of them!

 

“Yah! Hyung! I can hear you, you didn’t have to whisper! It’s useless” OMO. That girl looked shocked and embarrassed. Teuk Hyung laughed at her embarrass face. “What? What did she want to say?”

 

“Ahahahahaha. You ask him, ______-ah” Geez. Teuk hyung’s laugh was really annoying. The girl looked at me shyly, what was that?! How could she being cute like that? Her shyness reminds me of Wonder Girl’s Sohee.

 

“Heechul-sshi..” hah, she called me hechul-sshi? I thought she’ll call me oppa, like she used to call the other members, “emmm.. What..  what.. emm… what should I call you?” she was blushing after she said that. I thought she can’t speak Korean?

 

“Whatever you want” aawwhhh.. Did she just disappoint with my answer? Because she looked so., “Or you can just call me oppa, like.. like the others”

 

“Nae, Heechul oppa, then” she said and smiled at me. WTF. She just smiled for God’s sake! You didn’t have to be that nervous, Kim Heechul-sshi! I just nodded to her and left her with the others.  I couldn’t stand near her for too long. She’ too attractive.. no, too seducing. I don’t know. Maybe I should just hang out with Kyuhyun. He’s busy with his laptop.

 

“Hyung. Are you okay?” Kyuhyun suddenly asked. He asked me without looking at me. His eyes were always on the laptop.

 

“Nae, Kyuhyun-ah. I’m okay”

 

“Hmm.. You look pissed” This boy’s really.. How could he know that? He didn’t even look at me.

 

“Yah! You didn’t look at me, how could you know that? You’re a psychic?” Kyuhyun didn’t show any reaction except a smirk. Jinja.. This boy is getting more and more like me. *sigh* “I’m pissed off because of that girl”

 

“Which girl?”

 

“Jungsoo’s cousin” Kyuhyun startled a bit. He closed his laptop and ended his game. It’s weird.

 

“What’s wrong with that girl?”

“No..Nothing. Why are you starring at me like that? You scared me for a sec.  So what’s happened with you and that girl?”

 

“What? No. Nothing. Why?”

 

“No, it’s just that.. You and the girl didn’t talk to each other. I heard about you, donghae, sungmin, and siwon met her in a concert, the other 3 was happy and excited when they saw her, but you were not. You didn’t join us yet playing game in the corner room”

 

“No hyung~ I just can’t get along with new people. You know that”

 

“No, no. It’s not just about you. She’s weird too. She didn’t bother to greet you and talk to you. Jinjaeyo! What happened?”

 

“Hyung, you’re too observant, aren’t you? *sigh* Okay I’ll tell you. That girl is our fans”

 

“Oooh.. I see I see” So he still didn’t want to get close to a fan. I thought he had forgotten about that terrible accident. I didn’t blame him, I will feel like that too if I found my fans pretend to be my best friend but actually they did bad things like stole my boxer behind my back.

 

“Heechul, Kyuhyun! Come on, we have to go now! It’s already our rehearse turn” Teuki hyung shouted. Me and Kyuhyun hurried and walked with the others to the stage.

 

KYUHYUN POV

 

Heechul hyung and the others really disturb my rest time today. I couldn’t play games for a minute. Heechul hyung always pulled me to another idol’s waiting room one by one. He said he wanted to see our hoobaes. The visit ended up in f(x) waiting room. That was good, because heechul hyung was busy with Sulli, so I could manage to sneak out and went back to our waiting room.

 

I entered the room and to my surprise, there was no one in the room except for Leeteuk hyung, Sungmin hyung, Ryeowook and ______. Sungmin hyung and Ryeowook were busy taking selca and chatting. Leeteuk hyung and ______were sleeping in the couch while ______’s head on his shoulder. I sat beside ______ because that was the only space left in the couch, not because I want it!

 

“Hyung, where are the others?” I asked Sungmin hyung

 

“They’re in the next room” Right, we got two different waiting rooms.

 

“Hmm..”

 

I was thinking to move to the next room, but seeing Leeteuk hyung and ______ sleeping, I felt like sleeping too, so I closed my eyes and take a rest for a while. I wasn’t going to sleep. Just closed my eyes for a while. But somehow I felt comfortable and sleepy..

 

“Oppa~ it’s too heavy” what??

 

I opened my eyes and I saw ______, Leeteuk hyung and Heechul hyung.

 

“Kyu oppa~” Kyu oppa? Why did I find her cute when she calls me that? “It’s so heavy. I can’t hold it more” what did she say? What is it that so heavy?

 

“Yah! Kyuhyun-ah! I thought you hate her” Hecchul hyung said and giggled. What did he mean?

 

“Kyuhyunnie, wake up!” Leeteuk hyung shouted

 

“Oppa~ it’s too heavy!!”

“Kyuhyun-ah! Wake up! Wake up!”

 

All of a sudden, I opened my eyes and realized that it was a dream. I saw Leeteuk hyung’s face. He was the one who shouted at me to wake me up.

 

“Kyuhyunnie, are you awake already? Come on, we’re on stage in a minute”

 

*Yawn* “Dae, hyung~” And then I looked clearly around myself, Heechul hyung, Sungmin hyung, Leeteuk hyung and Ryeowook were holding their laugh while looked at me. Why? I was just overslept. Then I realized that I wasn’t sleeping with a pillow or something. I found out that I was sleeping on ______’s lap!! I rose at once in surprised. ______’s face was all red. She didn’t look at me. I knew my face was red too, that was why the others were laughing at us now.

 

{In English} “I.. I’m sorry, but I found out you were laying your head on my shoulder, and then Leeteuk oppa moved your position on to my lap, and then everyone told me to not waking you up.. and .. and..” she babbled in one breath nervously, trying to explain this.

 

{In English} “No, no. It’s my mistake. I’m sorry I’m troubled you”

 

“Ahahaha! Come,on! We’re late.” Leeteuk hyung said,”You can continue your sleep later, Kyuhyunnie”

 

“Hyung!”

 

{In English} “Ahahah. Ok, Ok. Now, ______-ah. Do you want to wait us here or..”

 

{In English} “I’ll watch your performance with cody onnie, she asked me earlier. So maybe I’ll watch you guys from front seat”

 

{In English} “But you said you don’t want..ah whatever, just be careful okay?”

 

{In English} “Okaaay~ Oh! Forget something, oppa fighting!”

 

“Fighting!!” Leeteuk hyung shouted back cheerfully.  We quickly walked to the stage. The audience was screaming when we appeared. It was crazy. It was really good if we could win MuBank today.

 

 

YOUR POV

 

I was watching them on stage and speechless. They’re amazing! I never had been watching them for this close! They’re all professional. But even as pro as they are, when Leeteuk oppa saw me he smiled to m and gave me a code with his eyebrows. And I couldn’t help but laugh.

Now, the MCs and the entire artist gather in the stage and wait for today’s winner announcement. I’m very nervous, really hope Super Junior is No.1 and win today’s Music bank.

 

{In Korean} “And today’s winner is…..” the mc shouted, I could hear the drum rolls….”SUPER JUNIOR, MIINAH!!!! CHUKAHAMNIDA!!!”

 

GOD! It’s them! They’re the winner for today’s Music Bank! It’s Bonamana 1^st win! The boys were hugging each other, I almost teared up when I see them. Leeteuk oppa mentioned..like everyone in his speech. But one thing for sure, he mentioned Hankyung, Kangin and Kibum. Geez.. I really wished they’re 13 again.

 

So after the encore on stage, Super Junior rushed to the backstage and celebrated their winning with the other artist. Everyone congratulated them. Me, their cody noonas and their manager waited for them in the waiting room, and when they entered the room we threw confetti on the air and congratulated them.

 

“CHUKAHAMNIDA!!!”

 

“CONGRATULATION!!”

 

Leeteuk oppa bowed to their manager and their cody noonas and didn’t forget to say thanks. And when he saw me, he abruptly run into me and hugged me.

 

“Ugh! Can’t.. Breath!”

 

“_______-ah… we won!!!”

 

“Yes,.. you won. Congrats, but I can’t breath!”

 

Leeteuk oppa didn’t say anything. He just hugged me in silence. But then I realized he was crying. He made my shirt wet with his tears. And when I looked around me, all the members of Super Junior were crying. All of them. Well this situation was really sad. I really wish there was Hankyung, Kangin, and Kibum in this room. Leeteuk oppa might hold his tears really hard on the stage.

 

“Oppa, you’re great. You guys did an excellent job…” I said as I hugged him more and patted his back, “Gwenchana.. You could cry all night all”

 

“Ah minhae..” Leeteuk oppa released his hug on me.

 

“No, it’s okay. You could hug me all night long. As long as I’m still breathing. But are you okay?” Leeteuk oppa nodded and smiled, “Okay you need something? You should drink something”

 

“Nae.. Can you get my mineral bottle in the other room? I left it there”

 

“Yessir!”

 

I immediately went to SuJu’s another waiting room. And to my surprised, the room was supposedly empty since everyone was celebrating in the other room. But there was Heechul in the room. He sat on the dressing table. His head was down. What should I do? I was deliberate to greet him or just went out the room without saying anything. But he caught me first.

 

“Oh. Hi”

 

“Mianhae, I’m gonna take a mineral bottle…”

 

“Oh, It’s there….” Heechul pointed some bottles on a table. He spoke to me ion English. That’s surprising me..

 

“Okay, thanks..” I took 2 bottles with me and walked out the room. Heechul didn’t pay attention to me. Was he… Crying?? I could see the tears’s sparkled oh his cheeks.

 

“Heechul oppa…” he raised his head a little. I could see his tears and his blank eyes. What happened to him? I thought he use to be happy with this winning, “Do you want some water?” I asked him as I offered him the bottle.

 

He didn’t answer me but looked at me. His eyes met my eyes I didn’t know but somehow I couldn’t avoid his eyes. Suddenly he took my hand held it.

 

“Hee, Heechul oppa..” He was so strange that he only stared me with painful eyes. Suddenly his hand was on my waist then he pulled me to him. Now my body and his body are inch apart.

 

“What do you want?” I was a little afraid of him, but I still couldn’t resist his beauty. Now that we were so close like this, I could see that his face was really pretty for a man. All of sudden, surprisingly, he pulled me closer and all I could remember that he kissed me on my lips! I tried to push him away but I couldn’t. He kept kissing me. His hands were both holding my face. I was surrender, after all. The kiss was rough, yet I enjoyed it and kissed him back. I didn’t what’s inside on me! I just fell into the atmosphere.

 

“Krack~” suddenly the door opened. It was Kyuhyun who entered the room. He saw me and Heechul kissing! I pushed heechul away from me. God! What did I do?!

 

“I thought hyung.. was alone. Mianhae” Kyuhyun bowed a little and went out the door. What should I do??

 

I looked at heechul slowly. Actually, I didn’t know how I should see him. He was looking away. He didn’t look at me. But I could see he was blushing because his ear was red. And then I realized that his hands were actually still n my waist.

 

“Oppa~” I touched his hands and tried to release it gently.

 

“Mianhae” he abruptly released his hands from my waist, “Mianhae.. I didn’t mean it.. I’m sorry, really sorry” he kept saying sorry to me. But I couldn’t answer anything because I was too embarrassed. Thank God my phone rang and broke the awkwardness. It was Leeteuk Oppa who was calling.

 

“Dae, Oppa?”

 

“Where are you? Why aren’t you comeback?”

 

“Dae, dae. I’m coming” I said as I hang up the phone. I didn’t know what should I said to Heechul anymore, so I just ran out of the room and got back to the others. I should forget this. I really should.