I woke up in the morning with my puffed eyes, too much crying last night, I guess. I’ve been thinking before I fell asleep. Heechul oppa was right. I was being selfish. It’s all Leeteuk’s oppa choice if he wants to enter the military next year, and I have to respect his decision. And to my surprise, I found Leeteuk oppa was sitting in the dining room, having breakfast with Audrey, Eunhyuk oppa, and Kyuhyun oppa.

 

Ugh… I don’t mind with Leeteuk oppa, or Eunhyuk oppa. But Kyuhyun… I’ve been avoiding him since ‘SeoKyu’ incident. My mood wasn't so good if I was near him. Not that I’m jealous or something, but isn’t it rude to leave me dumbfounded alone, after all the fun we had, and then he left me for another girl? I mean.. He couldn’t just leave me there.. With no explanation at all, right? So that's not wrong if I mad at him.

 

“Hey, sunshine! Sit here, join us!” Audrey said to me. I smiled to all of them awkwardly. Apparently, I had to sit beside Leeteuk oppa and facing Kyuhyun oppa.

 

“Hey..” Leeteuk oppa smiled and greeted me. His eyes were puffy too. I bet he’s having a hard night too.

 

“What’s with those puffy eyes, oppa? Were you having late night snack again with Wookie oppa?” I . They all chuckled.

 

“Naah~ It’s not that..” he said, “What’s with yours? Your eyes are puffy too..”

 

“Yeah.. about that... Oppa, I’m sorry about yesterday..” They all were staring at me, ugh… “You know.. I was being selfish and childish..”

 

“Aniyo~ Gwenchana.,” He ruffled my hair, “So you’re staying up late because of that?”

 

“______-ah, you shouldn’t stay up late.. Look, your eyes are terrible. You look messed.. I don’t know if makeup still can cover it..” There she goes, Audrey is always like that when it comes to beauty things. I just rolled my eyes.

 

"Don't worry, Hyeonmi.. She still looks beautiful.." Kyuhyun oppa said as he smiled at me. Ugh. I bet my face's flustered.. I could see all of them except Kyuhyun was smiling meaningfully at me and Kyuhyun oppa.

 

“You want some?” Kyuhyun said to me with a low voice and handed me a plate of toasts.

 

“Yeah, sure. Thanks” I said awkwardly as I took the plate, “Can you get me the peanut butter? And chocolate sprinkles”

 

“Sure thing..” He handed me the peanut butter and the sprinkles jars. Just when I smeared the butter, I realized everyone except Kyuhyun was eyeing me and smiling ear to ear, “what?!” I said to them

 

“Nothing” Leeteuk oppa said. Eunhyuk oppa and Audrey continued eating their toast. I knew they might think something. Kyuhyun oppa who didn’t know anything just looked at me questioning. I just sighed and shook my head.

 

“Anyway! What are you guys doing here? Leeteuk oppa might drag you here, right?” I asked. Eunhyuk oppa and Kyuhyun oppa chuckled and nodded their heads enthusiastically.

 

“How could he only come here to eat and eat? Now he’s bringing his kids to eat here too..” Audrey mocked him as she shook her head. Leeteuk oppa grinned innocently.

 

He chuckled, “Yah! I just love hanging out here. If you don’t like me to come here, then I won’t!” He said and pouted. And if I didn’t remember he’s my cousin, I would turn into fangirls mode and squealing when he pouted

 

“Ewww.. Stop acting cute! You’re old!” Audrey grumbled at him and made us laugh.

 

“Ahaha! Hyung! That’s the first time a girl told you to stop aegyo-ing!” Eunhyuk oppa said between his laugh, “Yah, Hyeonmi-ssi, you should hang out more with us! You could mock him more”

 

“Yeah, hyung. Hyeonmi’s right. You’re old already. Stop acting cute, it was supposed to be me who’s acting cute, not you..” Kyuhyun added. Leeteuk oppa laughed his famous laugh and ruffled the magnae’s hair.

 

“Oppa.. Seriously, what are you doing here? Don’t you have schedules?” I asked him again when we stopped laughing.

 

“We just came back from our work place..” Leeteuk oppa said, “And we haven’t eat anything, so..”

 

“They had an early schedule this morning, right oppa?” Audrey added.

 

“Yeah, we went out the dorm at.. 4 am, right?” Leeteuk oppa said as he looked at the guys who nodded in agreement.

 

“And no one is apparently in the dorm right now, and no food! Because we’re so hungry, Teuki hyung brought us here so we could eat!” Kyuhyun oppa said.

 

“So.. Do you have any schedule after this?” I asked

 

“Hmm.. Me and Hyukjae have a radio program tonight, but Kyuhyunnie.. you don’t have any schedule again, right?” Leeteuk asked Kyuhyun. And the kid just nodded.

 

So they technically dragged here by Leeteuk oppa, since they were bored and too tired to drive, they decided to just stay at my house. Leeteuk oppa and Eunhyuk oppa went to the guest room and slept there. Kyuhyun oppa was busy talking to Audrey about their college while I was playing with my Laptop.  Mostly I was ignored by them, because I didn’t understand anything they’re talking about.

 

“I was helping my friend to pass her singing exam as her piano accompanist, you should know how tiring it was just to fulfill what was the professor want..  She said we’re not that harmony, I played harshly, that she sang with no soul..Geez!” Audrey blabbered to him about his college

 

“Seriously? I heard a lot that Prof. Kim is that killer, but she always treat me nice.. I through my singing exam easily..” Kyuhyun oppa said

 

“Because you’re an idol!” Audrey scoffed, “And your God voice!” Kyuhyun oppa laughed at her

 

“Well I take that as a compliment” he said, “Listen, do you play classic? Cause I got this tutor who force us to do classic pieces, and I’m not really good at classic”

 

“Of course, piano piece, isn’t it? What do you prefer, Debussy, Beethoven, Lutz?” Here they are.. The alien talks. Debussy, Beethoven, Lutz, and this and that. Let’s just leave them here. I got myself up, walked to my room and left them. Maybe I should take a shower.

 

“Where are you going?” Kyuhyun oppa asked me as I walked to my room.

 

“I want to take shower.. Wanna join me?” I said teasingly. He blushed because of it and looked away from me. What.. I was just joking! Don’t be so cute like that!!

 

NO ONE’S POV

 

______ just finished taking shower and walked to the living room. Kyuhyun and Hyeonmi were still in the living room, but they’re not chatting about their college anymore. Kyuhyun was sitting on the couch and playing with ______’s laptop, while Hyeonmi just sat beside him and read some comics. ______ looks to her laptop through Kyuhyun’s shoulder. She was surprised that Kyuhyun just hit a new high score in her solitaire game.

 

“Oppa!! Nooo!!” She squealed and made Kyuhyun and Hyeonmi startled. “You made a new highscore?! No! No! No!”

 

“Huh? Ye-yeah.. why?” Kyuhyun was puzzled by her reaction. She hopped and sat beside Kyuhyun and stared at her laptop.

“You beat me!! Noooo!!” ______ groaned..

 

Hyeonmi rolled her eyes, “There she comes..” she muttered before left the two.

 

“What? But this is just Solitaire...” Kyuhyun said

 

“Yeah, but, but I love it! I’m not that into game like you, but this solitaire.. Aaaargh! Oppa how did you!” She whined.

 

“I’m sorry! I thought you didn’t play this. It’s just solitaire, you know, people rarely play it seriously and.. It’s not like starcraft and..” Kyuhyun tried to explain. He was panic and confuse because of her reaction.

 

“But still!” She whined again, “Now you’re no.1 on the list! It’s not me anymore”

 

“It’s just a game, you can beat me again if you can” Kyuhyun said as he ruffled her hair, “I’m sorry, can you forgive me?”

 

______ sighed, “Oh, whatever. You better not play games in my laptop again. And treat me something”

 

Kyuhyun laughed at her, “Okay, okay. I’ll treat you something later.” He continued exploring her laptop, “Do you mind if I see your photos?”

 

“Yeah, sure” ______ answered. Then, Kyuhyun looked over her photos in the laptop and found a folder named “DO NOT ENTER!”

 

“What’s this?” Kyuhyun asked. ______ was startled and panic, before she could say something, Kyuhyun had opened the folder already. He was surprised that it was actually a folder filled with thousands of Super Junior photos!

 

“Whoaaaa…”

 

“No! No! No! No! No!! You can’t see that! No! Close it!!” ______ was trying to close the laptop but Kyuhyun held her.

 

“Let me take a look at this first” Kyuhyun said as he looked at the pictures one by one, “Whoa.. You got lots of picture of us! Mostly Heechul hyung.. and me?”

 

“NOOO!” she tried to grabbed the laptop but Kyuhyun kept blocking her with his hand, “Please, oppa, please, please, you can’t see that!!”

 

But Kyuhyun ignored her and keep looking at the pictures. He grinned and sometimes laughed when he saw the pictures. When he finished, he looked at ______ and smirked,

 

“So, you’re one of MY FANS, huh? You were ‘Kyuhyun Biased’?” He . _______ was blushing and embarrassed. She was so embarrassed and pissed that she started hitting Kyuhyun.

 

“Yah, yah, yah! Stop it!” Kyuhyun said between his laugh.

“Oppa, you’re so mean!!! I hate you, I really hate you!!” She groaned and kept hitting Kyuhyun randomly. Kyuhyun once grabbed her hands and stopped her hitting him.

 

“I said stop.. *chuckle* why are you mad?” Kyuhyun said, “You really hate me? But you save hundreds pictures of me” Kyuhyun asked softly.

 

“Ohh!! Oppa!” _______ groaned, “It was old folder! Old pictures! Stop teasing me!!”

 

“So you hate me now?” he asked with his puppy eyes. _______ blushed and she was about to hide her face with her hands, but she realized that apparently her hands was held by Kyuhyun. And that made her blushed more.

 

“Oppa.. ergh.. You can take off my hands now..” She said awkwardly.

 

“Nope. I don’t want to..” Kyuhuyun said whispery, “I might never let you go of me..”

 

“Eh?” ______ stunned.

 

Kyuhyun smiled at her, “Listen.. I tried to talk to you about this..” he changed his tone into serious tone, “I want to apologize to you, you know.. at the photo shoot and Seohyun..”

 

“Oh.. That..” ______ murmured, “No need to apologize..”

 

“No. That’s so rude of me.. I’m sorry.. I didn’t want to leave you there. But Seohyun.. I had some things that have to straighten up with her..” Kyuhyun explained, “Maybe you’ve heard things about me and Seohyun.. This may sound greedy, but trust me, it was over from long ago..”

 

“And what does it have to do with me?” ______ asked.

 

“I just want you to know. It’s important for me, if you know about that” He said as he brushed ______’s hand with his thumb.

 

“But, why?”

 

“Nothing” he smiled at _______ who’s confused, “So, here’s my apology. I’m sorry for leaving you there alone with no explanation, would you forgive me?”

 

_______ was confused yet embarrassed. With her hands being held by Kyuhyun, with Kyuhyun who was staring at her with his puppy eyes, ______ was dazzled and speechless.

 

“______-ah?”

 

“Da-dae~ I think.. I forgive you…” ______ answered shyly.

 

“You think?” Kyuhyun asked, “So you’re not sure about that?”

 

______ sighed, “Oppa, I forgive you. Please, stop dazzling at me like that”

 

“What? Dazzling you?”

 

“Yeah, stop staring at me with those eyes. You made me speechless and stunning and....”

 

“So you’re stunned and dazzled by me?” Kyuhyun asked her with a big grin on his face, he again, “Am I that stunning?”

 

“Yah!! Oppa! Cut it off!! Stop teasing me!” ______ mourned as she hit Kyuhyun’s shoulder. Kyuhyun just laughed at her. He enjoyed making fun of her. ______. “Oppa! Stop laughing!” she groaned

 

“Okay, okay *giggles* Omo, too much laughing, I need to go to the bathroom..” he said as he got up and walked to the bath room.

 

______ was left there alone, she felt her cheeks were warm. Her heart skipped fast, her hands were sweating, and her face was flustered. She somehow enjoyed it when Kyuhyun was holding her hands. And she couldn’t stop thinking about him.

 

She whispered to herself, “Gosh..Why am I like this?”