Super Junior was practicing in their usual practice studio with the rest artist in SMTown. They’re practicing for their upcoming SMTown World Tour ’10. While everyone was busy practicing or taking rest, Kyuhyun was following Leeteuk everywhere he goes. He was begging Leeteuk for giving him permission to meet ______.

“Once a no always a no, Kyuhyun-ah” Leeteuk said for the nth time.

“Hyung, come on~ I don’t see why you should prohibit me to see her..”

“Well you go talk to Heechul, make up with him and I’ll let you seeing her now” Kyuhyun gave him an are-you-kidding-me? look and then shook his head. There’s no way he would talk to Heechul at the time.

“If you don’t want to, so I won’t let you, then..” Leeteuk exclaimed and then walked away.

“Hyung, wait~” Kyuhyun followed after his hyung again, “What’s the point, anyway? Even if you won’t let me see her, thing still doesn’t get better between me and Heechul hyung”

“What’s so difficult from apologizing and forgiving, Kyuhyun-ah?” Leeteuk stopped walking and faced the magnae, “I knew you love her, but is it worth? We’re family. How could you make enemies with your own family jus because of a girl?”

Kyuhyun was taken back with the leader have said. He always listened to Leeteuk and never against him. He could only stay quiet and pout whenever Leeteuk scold him or telling him something he didn’t like.

“But Heechul hyung… I feel betrayed by him..” Kyuhyun murmured

“Betrayed? He didn’t steal your girlfriend. He didn’t stab you from your back. How could you feel betrayed? Just because you tell everyone that you love her, doesn’t mean that the other can’t fall in love with her too, right?”

“Right…. But that’s not the point! I want to see ______-ah, hyung! That’s the point!” Kyuhyun said eagerly and made Leeteuk sigh.

“Don’t you try to call her? I thought you have her phone number” Leeteuk asked uninterestedly

“She never answered my call, and Hyeonmi said she’s busy..” Kyuhyun murmured in sad tone

“Yeah, she’s busy preparing her college entrance exam. That’s why I won’t let you or any men meet her. Arasso?”

“But it’s months away, hyung! You won’t let me see her for months?!” Kyuhyun whined to Leeteuk, but the leader just ignored him.

“Go away, Kyuhyunnie. Stop following me around like a puppy. It’s ‘SeoKyu’ rehearsal turn” Leeteuk shooed him and pointed to a girl. Kyuhyun looked towards the girl. It was Seohyun, his duet partner –slash- ex girlfriend. She’s waiting for him in the center of the room with a microphone in her hand. “Hurry up! She’s waiting!”

Kyuhyun walked to the girl halfheartedly. Seohyun smiled to him as soon as she saw him stood beside her. Kyuhyun smiled her back, but didn’t bother to talk to her.

“Rough day?” Seohyun asked, “You look pissed”

“Yeah. Teuki hyung acted like a strict mom again”

“What did he do?” Seohyun asked again.

“Nothing much.. Let’s just start practicing, shall we? I’m really tired..”

Seohyun frowned. She thought she could talk more with Kyuhyun but Kyuhyun made it impossible for them to start a good conversation. She just nodded and signaled the pianist to start practicing.

The practice became chaotic after SNSD girls kept teasing him and Seohyun in their practice. The worst was their concert director who came to watch the practice told them to do some intimate movement in the concert like holding hands and Seohyun’s hair. Feeling exhausted, Kyuhyun walked outside the studio after he finished the practice. He sat on the chair outside the studio and started calling ______. Unfortunately Kyuhyun had to hear the voice mail again.

“This is Park _______, I’m sorry I currently can’t pick up the phone. Please leave your message or call me back later...*beeb*”

Kyuhyun sighed, “Where are you? Please pick up the phone…”

Kyuhyun never called her repeatedly like this before. He never wanted to meet her so badly like this. This was all because he knew that Heechul had confessed to her. He realized that he needs to make a move to. He needs to meet her and made her stop thinking about Heechul. Just when he was about to make a call again, someone sat beside him. It was Seohyun.

“Seohyunnie…” Kyuhyun was uncomfortable with her presence. “Why are you here?”

“I just want to accompany you. Is that a crime?” She asked back, irritated.

“I don’t need company, but it’s up to you if you want to sit there”

“Oppa, am I that boring? Am I that annoying to you?” Seohyun asked solemnly. She was holding her tears.

“What? No… I’m sorry if I’m rude to you, but it’s not like that.. I’m..”

“Then why are you so cold to me?” Seohyun stared at Kyuhyun’s eyes as Kyuhyun was taken back with her question.

Kyuhyun sighed, “Look, Seohyun. I never want to say this, but you make it hard for me. Don’t put any hope in me, Seohyunnie. We had a thing in the past.. But now, it’s all over..”

“Nope!” Seohyun shook her head and covered her ears with her hands, “I don’t wanna hear it!”

“Seohyunnie.. Please, listen to me. Don’t be like this” Kyuhyun said as he grabbed Seohyun hands and tried to make her listen to him.

“Don’t say it was all over! I still love you! And I believe you too!”

“Seohyun, I don’t love you.. I never love you, I’m sorry but you have..”

“No! You said that without thinking! Maybe we should try one more time, we can start all over again, you’ll realize that you love me.. Please, please..” Seohyun pleaded Kyuhyun with her tears streaming from her eyes. Kyuhyun felt guilty to her but never want to be with her. She wasn’t the girl he wants to be with.

“I don’t deserve you, you’ll find someone better than me. Please, Seohyunnie.. You have to understand. I’ll hurt you more if I make it a try with you…”

“Andwe! Please, don’t do this to me, please, I just want to be with you, please, please…” Seohyun started crying out but Kyuhyun just stared at her in silent. He didn’t even know what to do anymore. Her cry was heard by everyone in the studio, Taeyeon and Jessica came out from the studio to check their magnae.

“What did you do to her?!” Taeyeon hissed at Kyuhyun. Jessica pulled Seohyun into an embrace and let her crying on her chest.

“What did you do, oppa? She never cried before!” Jessica asked him too.

“I’m so sorry Seohyunnie, but I really can’t be with you.. I’m sorry..”

Taeyeon and Jessica rolled their eyes. They already knew things will happen like this. It’s about time Seohyun should get over with Kyuhyun.

“I get it now..” Taeyeon murmured, “Kyuhyun oppa, you can go now. Your members were looking for you”

“Are you sure it’s okay? I, I could take her home..”

“Nope. You’ll just make her hope for nothing again. Go, just go!” Jessica said. Kyuhyun was hesitant at first, but then he bowed them and left.

Kyuhyun got a lot of things in his mind. He never wanted to treat Seohyun that bad or make her cry, but what else he could do? He doesn’t love her. ______’s disappearance was also driving him nuts. He needed to see her no matter what.

“______-ah?  You’re with her now?” someone’s voice stopped Kyuhyun from his path. He peeked through the wall and found Shindong was talking on the phone. Kyuhyun was eavesdropping to his hyung’s call because he just mentioned ______’s name.

“Aaah~ So you’re teaching her.. Ani~ the practice is over.. I’ll pick you up now, okay? It’ll be raining outside. Hmm..  Okay, just stay there. Hmm.. Bye~”

“Hyung!” Kyuhyun approached to Shindong after he hung up the phone. He made Shindong startled. “Who’s that?”

“Mworago?”

“Who’s that? The one you just called before? Is it Nari noona? She’s with ______-ah??” Kyuhyun asked him eagerly

“Err.. Yeah, it’s Nari. She’s tutoring ______-ah now in the course. Why??” Shindong asked back.

“You want to pick noona now, right?” Shindong answered with nods, “Hyung! Take me with you!!”

“Mwoh?!”

“Hyung, please, please, please!! I want to meet ______-ah! Please hyung, take me with you!” Kyuhyun said excitedly. He was jumping on his feet like as he begged to Shindong.

“But, Teuki hyung doesn’t allow you to meet her. He’ll be mad if he knows about that, Kyu..” Kyuhyun’s smile faded instantly and turned into frown. Shindong felt guilty after seeing a frown in the magnae’s face. “Err.. But I guess it’s okay if Teuk I hyung doesn’t know about this..”

“Jinja???!” Kyuhyun eyes brightened, “So I can go with you now?” Shindong nodded, “Aaah~ Hyung, gomawo!!” he abruptly jumped into Shindong and hugged him until he almost fell on the ground.

“Yah! Stop it! I almost fall!” Shindong shouted.

“Oh, mianhae hyung” Kyuhyun said as he released his hug, he grinned so big to Shindong “Let’s go now, hyung!”

“Aish, jinja… *sigh* Let’s go!”

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Finally an update~ Sigh. I'm really sorry to you guys, it takes me so long to update. I's just that I hv no time to writing, my college exams is coming soon (again) and tons of college assignments.. Btw, I'm a Law faculty student.. Can you imagine how hard to study law is? Sigh...Aaaaargh! I'm going crazy soon!

Oh, I wanna share you this. FINALLY I GOT MY TIX FOR SS3SPORE! Wohooo!! I'm so upset that the tix was actually sold out in minutes, and it was all only for priority first, not the public sale. When the public sale was finally opened, it really pissed me more that the ticketing server from Spore couldnt connect the internet server in Indonesia, bc their server was down. GEEZ! Once again, I failed to get the tix.

But yay! Thank God they hold a 2nd show!! And I finally got my tix! And soon I found it later that there are so many people selling their tix for the 1st show.. then I bought one for me! kekekeke. That means I'll attend both 1st and 2nd show.. Yippie! So... Does any of yoiu here come to ss3spore too?