Painful

Enough ..! I'm already suffering

Lay POV

"!!!!! She's burning” Kris said panicked and my heart was banging so fast, I was really shocked at the moment..!!! I was so lost seeing all the members panicking

 I just stepped back blankly looking around me seeing what's happening at the moment Kris carried her bridal style running to the room

"Bring cold water and call manager hyung quickly” Suho said rushing after kris to the room  

I couldn't move; I just stood in my place seeing everyone panicky, running from here to there ..

The dorm door suddenly was opened reveling manager who came running along with Baekhyun toward the living room

"What's going on!!" he asked me concerned

I looked at him blankly ...  I was lost … All I did was taking the car keys and headed out of the apartment! Although I knew I’ll be scolded later but I just needed to clear my mind

 

Kris POV

She looked like a dead person what made me more scared, the only thing that made me relax a bit is the hot, heavy breath she was breathing;  I needed to take her clothes off, this maid dress is so tight, she can't even breathe

" Hyung over here " I called him from ___'s room

"Yah! What’s wrong? Why is she like this!! " he said coming rashly to my side

"Come … we need to take her clothes off and put this cold cover over her " I said pointing to the cold, wet cover

"What? Do we really have t do this? Let’s call a doctor “ He said looking at me with an awkward look

" HYUNG!Come and feel her body temper if its fine then we still have time to call a doctor!! " Manager hyung came closer

“Yah! Is she really –“ He said then suddenly his eyes went wide

" Yah yah ..  go out for awhile " Hyung said and I looked at him and nodded

Manager hyung after a while called us inside; ____ now was fully covered with the cold, wet blank, she was shivering and had a painful look on her face that ached my heart

“She will be fine soon, you guys go and have some sleep tomorrow is your comeback stage” Manager hyung said

“I’ll stay by her side till the fever goes down fully" Luhan said while looking at her

"Me too " Chen and chanyeol said looking at her sadly

“You all go and sleep … I'll stay by her side “ I said making it final and they all nodded slowly

 

Manager POV

"OMG!!  She is really burning" I thought touching her forehead, I tried to take her clothes off but I couldn't do it alone I needed help

" Yah ….. " I shouted out

" He called me? " I heard them saying

" No ! me! "

" KRIS! " I made it clear for them who I needed; the one who’s thinking straight out of them

"Done?" He said entering the room

"No … I need help!" I said while holding her

"What! How can I undress a girl!!! “ He said embarrassed and I slowly laid her back down again

" Yah!!!! She burning we need to take her to the hospital" I said standing up worriedly;

 Kris then looked at me and came closer with a full of worried face, I barely saw that face on his face... He doesn't really worry about others … a lot..

 

Kris POV

I saw ____ trembling and shivering and that really scared me; I approached her bed and helped Hyung taking her clothes off

" Omo! Why is she so skinny like this!!!! " Hyung said surprised, making me realize that I didn't really saw her eating any meal since she stepped inside our dorm, I didn't notice that! I’m really stupid! I was actually blaming myself

“Doctor is here" We heard Sehun and the doctor entered the room; I and hyung stepped back and the Doctor started treating her

“What happened to her?" He asked looking at me and I told him everything

 

" Her body is so weak, she skips a lot of meals, and the most important thing that she's so stressed out, shouting at her face like what your friend did made her blood pressure suddenly increase furiously and that’s not really good …… I'll give you this medicine so make sure she takes it in time and please make sure she never skip meals “He said and left

“Kris, I’m leaving too; Let her rest and go have some sleep " Hyung said and I nodded slowly and went to my bed although I couldn't stop thinking about her

 

Lay POV

I stood in front of the beach inhaling the cold chilly air, I was thinking about ____, I don't know why …… but I wanted to see her so badly right now; I wanted to ease her pain and to apologize, I don't know why I get pissed whenever I see her face although she's so innocent .. I thought my fingers through my hair; I went to my car; started the engine ready to head home but then I I saw a note?

"Hi hyung; it's me Tao ... I know you love me and you'll not hurt me, I know how your stuff are precious to you but honestly …… I broke your camera by mistake ….. I swear I'll pay for it, just forgive me! I love you hyung .. I’M SORRY T.T “I clenched my fist along with the note in my hand …. I was so angry and called him …

"H-hyung?" he picked up after a while

"Where are you?" I hissed

“It was late so I stayed in the company and right now you're disturbing my sleep!" he said like nothing happened

"You ……. broke my camera!!" I said pissed enough to kill him now

" Huh! A- Y-yeah;  H-hyung I'm sorry I put the note for you in the car; I couldn't tell you myself, I'm REALLY sorry .. I knew you'll be so angry!! " he apologized  

"YAH!!! YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL YOU JUST DID!!!” I shouted angrily

" Ah~ hyung I said I'll pay for it for what I did, I’m really sorry "he said apologizing again

 

“NO! …. You can't pay for it ….. You just can't! “I said whispering the last words, blaming myself;  I hung up on him

I sped up and reached home … It was around 12:00 pm now; I entered the apartment it was so quiet; I went to ___ room -- I knocked softly but no response

 Slowly, I opened her door and peeked inside … It was dead silent; I could hear her heavy breath and her soft humming from pain .. My heart was hurting so much to see her like this because of me .. I approached her slowly and touched her forehead

"Fever is gone" I whispered reveled

 " ____, I-I'm sorry, I really am " I whispered again kissing her forehead, I backed again and saw her face and pain shoot my heart! She frowned; She was really in pain … I thought that will ease her even if a little bit

“ I was the one who caused this pain to you … I'm sorry, ___ " I thought and I couldn't stand her state anymore so I went to my room and changed, I couldn't even sleep … I was still thinking about her …

 

At 7:00 am

____ POV

I opened my eyes; I was feeling better, so much better than yesterday … I touched my forehead it was a bit warm,  suddenly what happened yesterday flashed in my head aching my heart … I felt tears in my eyes ..

"How could he?! Nobody believed me! They hurt me so bad with their glares yesterday .." I thought trying hard to hold my tears back .. I soon remembered that I should wake them up.. It’s already 7:00 am

 

 

 

 

Kris POV

The alarm rang and I was about to step down to wake up the guys when the door suddenly opened slowly… In a flash I went back to my bed and pretended to be asleep yet I peeked from under the cover at her, I saw her staring at us just like the first time but this time …… with tears?

“I’m not lying …… I swear" she whispered and it was clear enough for me to hear it, she then approached Luhan's bed

"Oppa …… You also think I'm lying! I thought you'll be the only one to believe me here ….. Yet you suspect me ….. I'm so disappointed …" she whispered again and I really felt bad for her

" Luhan-ssi , Luhan-ssi ….. Wake up please it's 7:00 am " Luhan hummed and slowly got up and looked at  ____ who just stood up and approached our beds to wake us up

 

Luhan POV

" Luhan-ssi , Luhan-ssi,  wake up please it's 7:00 am" I heard ___'s angelic voice, I looked at her straight face then she stood up before I say anything ..

“Why is she calling me Luhan-ssi?” I thought still looking at her

I saw her approaching the other member’s beds without asking me to wake them up …. I guess she's really upset with me, she woke everyone up and went outside without looking at me ..

“Is she going to wake Lay up!!! I don't think so ..” I ruffled my hair annoyed that she’s pissed with me and headed to wake Lay but I saw her in front of his door she was about to knock when the door opened suddenly startling her!

Lay POV

I woke up and I was going to check on her, but she was right in front of my door …. I was so pissed but this time because she was supposed to be relaxing yet she is going to work?!

"What are you doing?! " I asked her dryly

" I-I was about to wake you up" she said softly and I just looked into her eyes

 

"Why are you scared? I didn't mean it that way .. I just --- I just want you to relax " I thought spacing into her beautiful eyes

 

____ POV

He was staring deeply at my eyes and it was killing me, those eyes …. This tongue that always hurt me … I felt uncomfortable so I bowed and left to make breakfast for them

"Good … morning" Xiumin said 

"Good morning .. " I said shortly putting his plate on the table … The others also came,  I put the food for them and  was about to head back to the kitchen till they finish eating when Kris suddenly held my wrist

 

Kris POV

She was going to start working after serving us the food when I held her wrist … she looked surprised as she looked at her wrist and then at me

"Sit and eat your breakfast, you need to take your medicine " I ordered

“I’ll just eat later …. in my room " she said slowly looking at me and the others uncomfortably, then I stood up bringing her plate and put it on the table

" Here! " I said finally and she looked at us again with a rounded eyes

"Yeah~ " she said smiling cutely to me but I just continued eating as I felt awkward with all the stares from the members

"Aish~ I wanted to smile back but I don't know why I couldn't!!" I thought blaming myself for treating her coldly again

" ____ ….. I'm sorry " Luhan said suddenly when we were eating; he was looking down playing with his food without eating any

 Slowly she looked up … She at Luhan for awhile .. I could see how hurt she was because he suspected her

“Its okay … " she said shortly acting like nothing happened and looked again at her food to avoid any eyes contact with anyone

" NO! IT'S NOT!" he said startling us … getting up; he went back to the room and we all were surprised by his sudden action he must be really feeling guilty

___ POV

" NO! IT'S NOT!" Luhan said suddenly leaving his untouched breakfast

I know he's feeling guilty because what happened yesterday … I heard them talking about Tao and that he was the one who did it but Lay didn't even apologize to me ..

Knowing that they were all at fault and had caused me wrong really hurts me; and that pissed me off even more, and to tell the truth I was so disappointed with Luhan oppa that's why I'm treating him ….. differently …

Silence occupied the place, I was staring at my food now … I felt all the eyes were on me for awhile but then they quietly started to eat again

I was feeling bad though … I couldn’t eat anything so I was just holding the chopsticks while staring at my food thinking...

 It's their comeback stage today I don't want to be the one to affect his performance … I stood up and all of them looked at me

"Where are you going?" Chen said slowly

I looked at the room door where Luhan was in, then I went to it without answering Chen; I knocked softly

 

Luhan POV

She called me Luhan-sii, and she’s acting cold toward me !!!! I got really pissed I was angry with myself … I promised her to take care of her …. Yet the time she needed me I didn't believe her!

I left the food table going back to the room, I said I was sorry because Lay told us in the morning that Tao was the one who broke his camera … Lay was really feeling bad because of what happened .. I saw it clearly at his eyes and we all was feeling the same.. we shouldn’t have treated her this way ..

I heard someone knocking softly and the door was opened slowly and she peeked inside and looked at me 

"Can I come in?"  I didn't reply and looked down while sitting on my bed

"Okay, thanks” She said entering the room … I wanted to laugh at her cuteness

"You don't want to eat your breakfast?" she said approaching me as I could see her footsteps getting closer to me

"Mmm I don’t want to …" I said playing with something in my hand while hanging my head down

“And why?” she said coming closer to me and I just said nothing

" Oppa …. " I heard her saying oppa; Slowly.. I looked up and my eyes met her soft lovely eyes .. My heart started beating really fast ..

“Please eat your breakfast “ She said looking straight into my eyes while blinking cutely; those beautiful eyes of her are … killing me, how could she be so beautiful like this ?

" I don’t want to! You are upset with me " I said pouting and looked down again to avoid her eyes and trying to calm my heart down

" Omo~ Omo~ Who said that! I said it was fine!!" She said while blinking cutely again and I smiled;  I motioned for her to come and sit beside me and she came and sat beside me with a cute smile; I held both of her hands

"I know Oppa was bad yesterday and I know you're disappointed with me; I’m so sorry; Oppa really cares about you; I promise I'll always be by your side no matter what .." I said and she looked at me with a soft smile

" Oppa is the best " she said and lightly hugged me …

 Yes! She hugged me her arms were around my neck for seconds but I felt like everything stopped; her hug was so warm …. I wrapped my hand around her waist and she let go first and looked at me

" Oppa is going to eat breakfast now, and get ready for his comeback stage so he can the most handsome and cool one today!" she said cutely taking my hand dragging me to the table again, everyone looked surprise and eyed us weirdly; I looked at her with a smile and started eating  

" You are the best when it comes to cooking " I said winking to her

"Aha! You already told me that oppa! " She and me and her laughed together while the others were still looking at us weirdly blinking

"Call me oppa also~ you sound cute when you say it " Chanyeol said shyly

“You guys are same age!” Baekhyun said and he gained a look from Chanyeol making ___ laugh at their cuteness

 

Sehun POV

I was really glad she was feeling good today and was smiling brightly

" ___, you should see our comeback stage today come with us " Luhan hyung said

"NO! She will disturb us it's enough seeing her at home now we want some fresh air " Lay hyung said dryly again; I seriously don’t understand why hyung treats her this way! Lay hyung is so soft and caring why is her like this towards this poor girl

 

Lay POV

I saw her holding Luhan's hand dragging him back to where we were having breakfast …. I made my own breakfast by myself so I wouldn't eat her cooked food although it looked really good

 I could see how Kris was staring at her secretly …. I couldn't take it when Luhan told her to come see our performance today … I know I shouldn't have said such thing specially after what happened yesterday; but Shinee sunbae-nim will be there and I know Jonghyun hyung likes her from the way he looks at her, dropping by our dorm more often! And she said he was handsome!!!!! I hate to admit but I think I'm jealous!

 

“NO! She will disturb us …. It's enough seeing her at home now we want some fresh air" I could see how her smile faded away disappointed ….

" HYUNG – " Luhan began

" Oppa! It's okay I have a lot of work to do anyway “ She said smiling to him

“We’ll be late let's go " I said getting up and we all went to the company

 

 2 hours later

___ POV

I cleaned the apartment and went to the refrigerator when I saw a note that read

 "DON'T forget to take your medicine" I knew it was the kris … I smiled at the thought that he actually cares about me; then took my medicine

"I should make them something delicious to eat for dinner" I took my bag and went to bring some grocery

“How much?” I asked the cashier after paying for her …. I held all the stuff and I was heading back to the apartment direction when suddenly

"OH! ___ ? “A handsome guy called me sliding his car window down coolly looking at me

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AttractiveJunmyeon
#1
Chapter 32: I cried a lot with this story, It was amazing though. I love Yixing so much!! I like it! Great ending very cute with full of emotions :3 Great job Authornim! Keep writing Fighting Fighting! :)
jessi828 #2
Chapter 30: aish....i want some more chapters...more happy and romantic moments....anyways good job author nim :)
nerdyviv #3
Chapter 30: wow this is one damn good story!!! authornim i salute to you!! :D good job!!! hehe
SeoMate01
#4
Such an AMAZING story author!!! one of my new favorites! :) its so sweet and you got me crying on some chapters. Keep up the good work!
RiRiCassiEXOtic
#5
Chapter 1: i love this!!! good job author-nim!
nurili #6
i think i read it somewhere but the main is junghyubg from beast..hahaha ur the same author right,,,,
Jiyeon_JN
#7
Chapter 33: Cool! I'll be checking it out! ;)
exosaranghae0 #8
Chapter 31: I loved this story..i cried when i read this...You're such a good writer authornim <3
Murena
#9
Hiiii i just want to say that this is really GREAT i couldn't stop reading till the end !! normally o/c stories annoy me but this one has a very good scenario !! Thank you !!!! Love !!!
wardah27
#10
Amazing story 。◕‿◕。