____ POV

We all finished dinner, and they helped me cleaning the dishes before we went to sleep; we were so excited for tomorrow’s trip; I washed up and headed to bed; I tried to sleep but I didn't feel like sleeping

 I went out of my room wrapping myself with my blanket; the dorm was so quite since everyone went to their beds already; I sat by the huge window in the living room; I spaced out at the quite, cold street with the dimmed lights

Lay POV

I finished dinner silently and went straight to my room; I didn't even help cleaning; I couldn't stop thinking about her from that night; I couldn't forget her hurt face; she always takes care of me and I didn't give her anything in return not even a ….. Thank you; All this time I couldn’t feel less guilty from the harsh words I spat at her face

 "AH! This is really driving me crazy!" I mumbled annoyed turning to the other side of the bed; I tried to sleep and again I just couldn't forget

 Flashbacks were coming again from that night; when I fed her in the restaurant; Her laughter; when SHINee called; when I hurt her; when she said she hated me ..

I closed my eyes as I tried to stop thinking about everything; I put the pillow over my head to force myself to sleep; I heard the door being shut; I looked at the bed beside me and it was already occupied

"Did they finish? Is she already asleep?" I thought and I turned again to sleep

"I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HATE SEEING ME HAPPY! I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HATE SEEING ME SMILING; I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT'S KILLING ME WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE! I HATE MYSELF THAT I EVEN LOVE YOU" I opened my eyes again at the thought and sat up on the bed

“Love .. you?” I thought trying to think carefully about her words

“Did I really hear well? She said that she loves me?” I thought again totally confused

“I'm not sure though  ... am I putting all my hopes up for nothing?  All I remember was that she really hates me!" I thought again hopefully

“No, no! There’s no way she loves me; she love Jonghyun! But? …..  Maybe? no …. There's NO way … “I thought as my hopes went all down again; I sighed heavily exiting the room heading to the living room but soon stopped when I spotted ___ sitting in front of the window looking outside deeply

She was wrapping herself with her blanket; I stood far enough from her in a place I can see her from clearly

She sat there peacefully looking at the cold, dark sky smiling softly; she started murmuring something

"Appa … you were right when you said life is not fair " She whispered softly but it was clear enough for me to hear every single word she’s saying

" Umma … you were right when you said that there are many reasons why we never let go of something, we will always try our best to hold on what’s precious to us …" she said again softly; I can see her soft, beautiful smile slowly forming on her lips

"Appa … once you asked me if I know how to feels to love someone who doesn’t love you back” She said and paused a little bit then I heard her sniff

 “Back then I didn't really understand your words but I never forgot it; because I know exactly how it feels ….. Now" she said and stood up opening the window and the cold wind hit her hard on the face; I was going to approach her but soon stopped when I heard her words

"It feels … just like this! The piercing cold air hit your body like knives and it … really hurts!" she said sitting again letting the piercing cold wind hit her

"I-Is she … talking about me?" I thought as I felt pain in my heart that made me breathe hardly, I clenched my fist hard; I felt tears in my eyes

 "Did I make you suffer that much?" I thought looking at her direction when I heard her humming a song that made me lost in my own deep thoughts

“http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDeiaszZ_DE” (A\N: Taeyeon - And One >  this is the song she was singing)

She stopped and I felt tears burning my eyes; I looked at her direction again; I really wanted to hug her tightly and not let go ever; I took one step hesitantly ready to approach her but she stood up again closing the window; she looked outside again

"Appa … Umma … Goodnight…..” She said heading to her room and I hid myself behind the wall till I heard her closing her door; I looked at her room door again and my heart was feeling so heavy;

____ POV

I opened my eyes; I stretched yawning; I looked at the sun that was occupying my room and then shifted my eyes to the clock and it was already 7 am!

"Waaah~ the weather is awesome" I said excitedly getting up; I washed up then prepared my bag for the vacation and went to cook breakfast for them; my mood was so hyper as I was so happy and excited; I tested the soup  

 "Perfect!" I said taking the apron off and headed to their rooms to wake them up; I knocked at the door and burst in

"Aigoo! You're supposed to be excited for today yet you're sleeping!" I said but they didn’t even move

"WAKE UP ~~~~~~~~~~" I said loudly and they all shifted annoyed

"Mmmm …!!! W-wae~~~~~? " Kris Oppa mumbled annoyed and turned around putting a pillow over his head; I chuckled at his cuteness

“ Oppa~ come on wake up its vacation day! " I said but no response again

"Should I go to the other room and try?" I said but hesitated; I didn't want to go where Lay is; but I should wake them up

"How can all the sleepy heads be in one room!! Aishh!" I murmured as I saw how they were sleeping here and there; they just sleep anywhere; some sleeps sometimes in their supposed to be their shared room but I can see that they just sleep at any spot; I laughed at their cute sleeping pauses

Having no other choice but to go there; I went to the other room; I opened the room slowly peeking inside but Lay bed was empty

"Oh? He's a wake?" I said looking around the room

"I think he went somewhere?" I murmured looking at the figure under the cover, Sehun-ie?

"Close the light "I chuckled at how he sounded really irritated now; I smirked and approached him

"Yah! wake up ~~~~~~ " I said loudly standing right beside him

"SHIRO!!" he said deeply annoyed as he was burring his face in the pillow  

"Are you sure you don't want? Want me to wake you up by my own way?" I said smirking trilled enough while irritating my cute maknae; he didn't even response

"Okay then!" I said standing on his bed

Lay POV

Sehun woke me up at the early morning telling me to wash up first because he'll go buy something

"When I'm back, I want you to be done washing ok hyung?" he said and I nodded while yawning

I stood up lazily; I was about to enter the bathroom but I ended up on his bed; I felt my eyes shutting again so I covered myself and went back to sleep; But again NOISE!

I was really irritated I said to the person to close the light but he insisted on irritating me, I was half awake that I don't know what he was saying! I decided to ignore him but I felt someone jumping on the bed what made me so angry!

"Still don't want to wake up huh?" that person kept on jumping and jumping making me really angry

"YAH!!!!!!" I said angrily taking the cover off of me and the person fell straight flat on me, faces 2 cm apart, I looked at the eyes! EYES! ___ ?!!

“What is she -- doing?” I thought looking at her widened eyes; her hot breathe was heating my body up

"What - are you doing?" I heard someone saying and she immediately jumped off me embarrassed; I looked at the voice direction, Sehun was standing by the room door eyes widened; I’m sure he got the wrong idea

"I-I …” she said blushing trying to explain what happened still shocked

"It's not what you're thinking Sehun-ah" I said heading to the bathroom coolly to hide my embarrassment

___ POV

I was jumping on Sehun’s bed; trying my best to annoy him; he suddenly pulled the cover making me slip straight on him; I looked straight at his eyes as our faces were just centimeters apart but my eyes went even wider when I realized the person under me!

"LAY! What is he doing on Sehun-ie bed! What should I do! Ah~ stupid me!! Stupid me!" I was fighting mentally with myself while still looking at his deep, mystery eyes; I heard Sehun’s voice suddenly and I was even more shocked, I jumped off of Lay quickly; clearing my throat awkwardly

"I-I …. " I tried to explain but I was stuttering

"Ah~ so embarrassing" I whispered softly while looking away; I just wanted to run away now

"It's not what you're thinking Sehun!" he said coldly heading to the bathroom; I went out of the room quickly straight to the kitchen; I looked at Sehun who was still giving me a stupid dull look; I walked toward the room door awkwardly and looked at him

“Don’t give me this stupid look!” I said but he kept looking at me

“Kwaaaak!” I said as I threatened him to punch his face; he backed his face and looked at me and smirked

 "Ah! Michyeoso !!!! michyeoso " I said hitting my head while heading out of the room

After 15 minute

"Good morning beautiful" Kris oppa said sitting down to eat his breakfast

"Good morning Oppa " I said putting his plate on the table

"Morning Pretty" the guys came one by one greeting me cutely; I was smiling happily to them till Lay and Sehun came out of the room; I was still really embarrassed; I tried to act busy avoiding their eyes; we started eating

"Are you okay ehm~ ___ ~ah?" Sehun said smiling to me cutely obviously teasing; the moment I heard my name food chocked me; I started coughing as he was looking at me with a cheap smile; I gave him the ‘You are so dead’ look

" Oh?  " Tao stood up giving me a glass of water while patting my back softly

"Thank you Tao" I said smiling to him then shot Sehun a deadly glare again and this time he looked at his plate immediately and started eating

"READY FOR TODAY! " Kris Oppa said after we finished eating

"YEEEEAH~" They all cheered and I smiled at their cuteness

"LET FUN BEGIN!" he said and all of them headed to get ready while cheering

"Guys its hot today; Am wearing light clothes what about you?" they were chatting on their way to their room

"Is it really hot? I guess I should wear something light too "I said heading to my room excited

15 minute later

" ____ ah~  what are you doing! Hurry up!" Baekhyun shouted impatiently

"1 minute" I shouted back

"That what you said before 5 minutes!" Sehun said laughing

"Girls need time to get ready!" I said while doing my hair; I took one last glance at myself

"Okay then, we're going, keep on getting ready till tomorrow" I heard Kris Oppa saying those words my eyes widened

"NO! Oppa wait!" I said taking my bag and opened the door when I saw 12 guys staring at me from head to toe

"Woohoo~ whose this y?" Luhan Oppa said approaching me

"Oppa! Stop that!" I said laughing

“Noona, let’s Date!”  Sehun said with a flirty tone like Luhan; I looked at Sehun arrogantly  

“I would even date Chanyeol and not you” I said with attitude

“What does that mean!!” I heard Chanyeol whining upset and everyone started laughing

"Let's go!" I said excitedly wearing my sunglasses

"Let's go …." they said but were still standing looking at me while blinking; I blushed a little

 “What’s wrong with these guys … “ I mumbled eying them from head to toe and pushed them away

“Am sitting beside the window” I said running before them

“NOONA! NO!” not other that the cute panda Tao ran after while the others started laughing

“Yah! Careful careful” I heard Kris saying in between his laughs

Kris POV

She opened the door and I was like "WOW!" she looked y, it's my first time seeing her dressing up like this; I couldn't take my eyes off her that I noticed her blushing face; I mean all the guys were staring too; she really looked so beautiful!

Lay POV

"Oh.My.God!" I thought looking at her

"She's really … beautiful!" I tried to look away but I would look at her again; I really admire her blushing face

"Why it's so hot here!" I thought sighing

We all left the apartment and manager hyung was waiting us on the van! ___ was the first to go in since she stopped everyone saying ‘Ladies first’ in English; we all laughed at her cuteness along with manager hyung

___ and me and Sehunie sat at the back seat while the others in the front seats in the front and Kris hyung beside manager hyung

" Let’s have loads of fun!" Chanyeol said and cheered and manager hyung drove away

"Is it far? " ___ said to manager hyung

"2 hours far from here" he said

"AAAH! I hate far places" she said annoyed

"You were the one who choose it!" Kris said turning to her; she looked at him pretending not to know anything with cute angry pout  

"Give me this " she said taking Sehun’s iPod

“Noona!!” he protested but she smiled to him cutely putting the headphones on; he looked at me when I looked at him

“Hyung .. her smile kills” He said pretending to whisper but intentionally made his voice clear enough for everyone to hear; I smiled at his cuteness and totally agreed in my thoughts that her smile kills

It’s kind of our first time to see the hyper ____, she was so excited and funny; showing us her now fun side was so lovely; she's making the vacation mood crazy, this vacation sounds interesting

It was kind of quite now; everyone was busy doing whatever to kill the time; suddenly we heard ___’s voice again but this time singing our song 3.6.5 while moving her head and her hair was covering her face now as she was so into the song

All the guys looked at each other's but didn't look at her so she wouldn't stop; I could see their smiling faces as they wanted to burst out laughing; the headphones were so loud that she didn't hear that her voice was clear for everyone to hear

All the guys burst into laughter including me when the song ended; she was really surprised;  she took the headphones off her ears and looked at us

"What's wrong!" she said blinking cutely

When all of us started to sing the song again and she looked at us then widened her eyes looking at me; I nodded and she shyly smiled covering her face

‘This vacation sounds really interesting  ...’ I thought smiling happily at the fact that she’s a bit opening up to me now 

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