___ POV

I went straight to the bathroom to take a hot, relaxing shower after this hard day

 "Why is he hurting me with his sharp words like this? What did I do for him?” I thought really hurt remembering what happened earlier

“Maybe he's stressed and tired because of the endless practices? Hmmm yeah~ maybe this is the reason -- but he didn't eat anything!! -- Is it because I cooked it? Why are they so mean to me?" I thought spacing out under the hot water 

Kris and Suho acts so cold towards me, and those sharp eyes of them makes me nervous -- Even Sehun he is so quiet and cold although he is so active and cute around his hyungs but he's like hmm I'm not here? I can't describe it; it's only Xuimin and Luhan who is treating me like a human!" I sighed closing the shower

 " Wah~ so refreshing" I said after getting dressed I was wearing an XXL hoodie that was so loose;

 I went to my room, I was combing my wet hair when I heard the sound of the T.V I went outside again and found all of them watching a verity show  while laughing, I looked from behind the wall hiding a little bit not wanting to bother them but Luhan Oppa saw me

"Oh?  ___ come here, lets watch this, it’s really funny they're Shinnee" Luhan said excited and I looked at the Tv and smiled, I stepped forward

"Let her do the chores first" Suho said coldly again and I stopped and backed again pouting,  when Chanyeol shouted

" Oooh~ Hyung let her relax it's her first day !!!! " he said hitting his hyung playfully; I smiled to him

"Whatever" Suho said

I walked slowly and all of them were sitting at the sofas, there is no place for me so I sat at the floor in front the TV

"Oh~ come here ___ " Luhan said right away before I sat down fully standing up offering me his place

" Ani, Oppa It's better here, trust me " I said smiling to him, for some reason I feel so comfortable around this oppa, he cares a lot about me although I told him I don't really like flirty guys he still flirt -- He's so cute though

"Ok, I'll sit beside you then” he said smiling cutely and sat beside me

"Wah~ so handsome" I murmured while watching the show

Lay POV

I saw her coming out of my … I mean her room freshly while smiling, I ignored her presence and continued watching when Luhan called her to sit with us she looked so happy but she didn't found a place to sit in so luhan offered his but she sat in front of the TV like a little baby that is watching cartoon, a smile formed on my face but disappeared when I heard her saying  " Oppa!"  When did she start to call him Oppa! It's her 1^st day!!!

 "Wah~ so handsome” I heard her murmuring when  Shinnee Key who appeared 

“You like him?” Luhan asked her

"No, He's not my type" she said and I don’t know why but I was relieved

 "What’s wrong with you Lay!!  You hate her remember? She's a maid! " I thought annoyed but she's really cute; I saw her happily watching the show when Jonghyun appeared she was like

" Waaah~  so cute" she said laughing at his gag with Key

 "OMO! Hahahahahaahhha" she laughed loudly hiding her eyes shyly

“Wah~ she's really beautiful” I thought gazing deeply at her natural beauty

Kris POV

" Ani, oppa ----------" she called him oppa again! AAH~ this feeling is killing me! She looked cute watching and laughing she has such a cute laugh while covering

I saw Lay staring deeply at ___ while smiling, I wonder why he hurt her earlier..?  This poison tongue of him is killing people!

Looks like she admires Shinnee Jonghyun her eyes were sparkling when he appeared, then she started to laugh along with the other members

___ POV

I was having fun watching this verity show when this cute guy along with the handsome guy started doing some really funny stuff; they made me laugh my heart out, when I remembered the last time I laughed this hard -- it's been like 6 months now

 I remembered when me and my parents used to watch gag concerts together and Laugh out loud; I remembered how I used to live with love and comfort and how I’m afraid of everything around, no peace, you have to act tough in the outside yet you are about to faint from being scared; having no one to back you up when you need them -- I felt someone poking my shoulder

" ___  --- why are you crying? " Chen asked me concerned

Kai Pov

For some reason this girl is weird, I feel like she's hiding something! Although she smiles a lot she looks so sad *Oh? Is she crying?*  I thought looking at the hyungs

Sehun POV

___ is so cute I feel bad for her because what hyung said to her earlier! She always has tears in her eyes but she's always smiling too!

What's up with her? I feel like hugging her and protecting her -- She seems lonely but I hate it that I can't trust people easily!

I saw a single tear escaping her eye while she was spacing out I looked at her with a concerned look

“Oh? Why is she like this?” I thought and shifted my head to look at the guys if they noticed and everyone was silent and looking at her and at each others

Kris POV

Suddenly she stopped laughing and her face darkened and tears started forming in her eyes!

I felt bad for her she looks so sad and week yet she is smiling all the time and acts tough – What’s going on in her life!

I want to protect her but I feel like there's something behind her character and am going to discover it soon I looked at her and she was crying

“Oh?” I shifted my position and looked at the guys with a clueless, questionable face

Lay POV

I was watching her laughing, when her smile faded away slowly from her face and tears escaped her eyes -- I wonder what made her cry it’s not because of me right? She was just laughing …

"Come on LAY!!! Why do you even care?" I thought scolding myself again

" ___ .. why are you crying " Chen said all concerned

" Eh? Ani~ it's nothing Chen ssi, It's just tears from laughing hard, let me bring you something to drink" she said nervously while wiping her tears and laughing awkwardly; she stood up quickly and headed to the kitchen

"From laughing?! Huh! She's lying!" I thought looking at her and the other members

___Pov

I heard footsteps coming to the kitchen -- I wiped my tears quickly and peeked behind me .. It was Luhan Oppa

"What's wrong ___ ? " he asked me softly

"It's nothing Oppa really I wa—"

"Don't lie to me!" he said cutting me off and I looked down

"Look ___  -- I just want you to see me as your friend as a brother as anything you want -- I'm here whenever you need someone to talk to Okay?" he said softly, and I nodded slowly, looking up at him

"Thank you Oppa" I said smiling weakly

" Now  give me this" He took the juice from my hand

"Go have some sleep okay?" I nodded walking to my room

I lied down on my bed and shut my eyes and I was fast to fall asleep from tiredness

Lay POV

"I'm going to sleep now” I said standing up

" Night " they said and I went to my shared room with the guys and started searching for the CD I always listen to before sleeping when I remembered that I left all my CD's in my room

 I went to ___ room and knocked actually it was more like a bang ..  But no reply! Why she's not opening it's not like she's already asleep!

I opened the door slowly, peeking inside I found her sleeping, I went directly to my shelves to bring the CD's, but before going out I heard her murmuring something so I came closer to her so I can hear clearly

" Umma! It's hard! It really is" she murmured while a tear was escaping her eye

"Ah~ she look so sad! Is she suffering that much! I feel like hugging her and erase all her sadness, I want to make her feel safe" I thought,  approaching her  I bent down to her bed level, looking at her frowned face, slowly reaching her face, I was about to wipe her tear

“Lay, what are you doing!!!!” Luhan said, eyes wide