Lay POV

"I wasn't imagining Doctor, I swear she did" I said but he patted my shoulder then left; I looked at her peaceful face again  

" ____, open your eyes again --  I can't even breathe -- It hurts to death really “I said tears falling down again; I held her hand gently and laid my head over it not willing to let go anytime …..

___ POV

I opened my eyes; I saw him; I clearly saw Lay but as soon as I saw him he disappeared again; I closed my eyes and started hearing mixed voices tht was killing me as my head was hurting me so bad but then the place was filled silent again!

" ____, open your eyes again --  I can't even breathe -- It hurts to death really” I heard him saying with shaky voice and he said the last words with cracking voice and a sigh while laying his head on top of our locked hand

‘Ah .. He's here again??  Why I can't see him?!  …. No I can't leave him suffering …. I can't bear with it …… my head hurting so badly!" I thought in unbearable pain while fighting to open my eyes; He was holding my hand I felt warm and safe  … 

Kris POV

‘Ah this headache is killing me  ...’ I thought running my fingers through my hair; It's already 9:00 am …..  I couldn't sleep the whole night

At 1:00 am last night, I was going to the kitchen, I saw Luhan; He was crying quietly while looking outside the huge window in the living room; I felt tears burning my eyes;  I went back to the room; I saw Sehun sitting on his desk

"Sehun-ah?  what are you doing? you should sleep .. " I said and he slowly looked at me with teary eyes

"I'm w-waiting ___, I need help with my homework and she promised she w-will …" he said smiling while wiping his tears;  my heart dropped at how weak he was right now; He was the most shocked among us; he was treated specially by her; she used to stay up all night with him in her room and help him study for his exams and help with homework since his hyungs in the room would be sleeping and he would be tired from practicing; she means a lot to Sehun

"Sehun-ah~ …….  " I hugged him tight

"She'll be fine right hyung? S-she can't just l-leave us like this ; Noona can’t just leave……" he said crying; I hugged him tighter; Sehun never shows his emotions but I think he’s really hurting right now

"She will be fine -- stop crying now -- neh?” I said patting his back gently

“Come --  let's have some sleep so we can go see her in the morning" he nodded slowly and went to his bed

I went to to check if Lay came back but I saw Tao sitting on his bed; his face was so dark and pale

 "Are you ok Tao? " I said in chinese approaching him

" No ……  I'm not hyung " he said looking at me, I looked at him concerned

 "We were so mean to her … I always made her work .. I treated her so bad, she never even once complained about my attitude although she’s my Noona … In fact she cutely said "Okayyy" while she look so tired ….. she showed us her cheery side all the time “ He said feeling so guilty

“I want to make it up to her; Does she even have any good memory with us? " He said breaking into tears

“I’m sure she will be okay so we will make it up to her, just have some rest so we can go to her in the morning ok? " I said hugging him, he calmed down and I left him so he can sleep …

I went back to my bed but Baekhyun;  He wasn't in his bed ….?  I got up again searching for him

" Baek-ah?" I said looking for him in the apartment

In the kitchen, bathroom, other rooms, living room!

" Baek ---" I saw ___'s room door opened ….. I went there and I saw him sitting on her bed while Chanyeol is standing beside him looking at him sadly

" Baekhyun-ie " I said softly approaching him

" Ah! Hyung “he said wiping his tears, with a cheery smile

" I was waiting for ___, Chanyeolie kept on nagging that I go out and sleep but I'm sure Lay hyung will bring her with him " he said and I looked at Chanyeol who looked at me sadly and worried about Baekhyun and how he’s totally not accepting the fact that she’s not home

" Baek-ah~ " I looked at him concerned

"I'm sure she will come and make me dinner …. She said I'll never let my big baby sleep without having dinner “he said smiling to me

“She calls me her big baby and am not even her dongsaeng .. funny ..”  He chuckled and wiped a tear that escaped his eye and forced a smile not to cry; I looked at Chanyeol then back to Baek

" Baek-ah ……. “ I said sitting beside him putting his head on my chest

 " ___, is a bit tired -- she want to rest – and hospital is the best place for her now so you shouldn't wait for her now" I said comforting him

" hyung …….  “ He said and start crying again

" shhh, everything will be okay, don't worry " I said patting his head until he slept

I was comforting people and I was the one who need it right now; I was part of what happen to her if it wasn't me fighting with ……..  Aish~!

Hours later     

Kris pov

At the morning we left for our practice although we were not concentrating, manager hyung refused to let us go!

 I called Lay and he still wasn't responding! He wasn't here yet! Manager will be so pissed! That guy is killing me! I'm really scared something happened to him

" Kris!!!!!! Focus PLEASE!!!!!!" I heard manager hyung shouting

"AH! Sorry “ I said bowing a little bit

" Hyung .. can’t we just go to ____? " Sehun said tiredly with a pleading tone

"I can't stop thinking about her, I-I missed her so much .. " Chen said bringing tears to my eyes again

"Ok, guys that’s enough!!!!! No practice today! “ All of us looked at him

"Let's go to the hospital" he said and all of us walked with him so happy for going to see her but in the same time sad that we'll not be able to hear her voice …..

Lay POV

I was sleeping when I heard someone opening the door I looked up and they were EXO

" Hyung … " Baekhyun said looking at me surprised

"You stayed here all the night? " Kris asked me; I nodded looking at her

I let go of her hand when Luhan approached her …..  I stepped backward

" ____, good morning " he said brushing her hair softly

 "I missed your smile” he said and the others approached her too; I could see how much they were in pain seeing her like this, I was feeling so guilty and hurt to cause everyone pain

____ POV

I heard noises when he let go of my hand; I wanted him; Where did he go? I can't feel his breath anymore…..

I recognize EXO voices …. I was so happy they were around me but I can't see them … I want to but ….. I can't!

I heard Luhan Oppa saying how much he missed my smile ….. I missed his too

"Good morning ___, come on open your eyes, I want to see them” that was Sehun-ie

" ____ ah~ we missed breakfast today! you wasn't there to cook for us, wake up, I know you hate us missing breakfast ….  you said it’s the important meal of the day" Baekhyun said cutely

I heard them all greeting me I wanted to see their faces; I know I can do it; I will open my eyes; I missed them .. I missed ….. Lay

Lay POV

I could see how tired they were, I was sitting beside ___, they all surrounded her and slept on the bed they looked really cute that I was blaming myself to put them and her through this pain ……  I put my head behind her head ….. I was so close to her …. My heart was beating so fast …..

____ POV

The place was silent, and I felt hot breathe tickling my neck

I felt light on my eyes; I could see the surrounding, I looked at my side I saw him; I saw Lay; He was so close to me

 I examined his face closely, I smiled --  he was sleeping peacefully, I looked at the bed; I saw another heads sleeping; I smiled when I realized that I opened my eyes …….  I can see them ….. I can see …. Lay!!

I moved on the bed a bit causing it to shake, I saw their annoyed faces …..  I wanted to laugh but my head was hurting a little bit; Sehun was the first to wake up; I closed my eyes quickly …. 

" AH~ " he yawned and got up to drink water; Kris was the second to wake up ….

" Sehun-ah are you up ? " he said and I felt so happy hearing their voices again

"YAH! YIXING! " Kris screamed in a whispering voice calling lay by his real name

I could feel how startled Lay was from the sudden action from Kris  … I wanted to laugh really hard ……

" HUH! " he said standing up

"Why are so close to her, she will have trouble breathing"

“oh~ the Captain is concerned about me “ I thought smiling softly at the thought

I heard them all awake; I felt someone was so close to my face again

" Wah~ she look so beautiful! Like an angel"

" Yah~ Luhan stop! " Suho said hitting his head lightly

I slowly opened my eyes; they were all sitting on the sofa; they didn't notice me looking at them; I was smiling softly; my eyes went straight to where Lay was quietly sitting; He wasn't talking, he was spacing out …. His eyes slowly looked up and met mine

I smiled warmly at him the moment our eyes met; shocked enough; He stood up slowly

" ____ " he said whispering  and I could see the tears in his eyes 

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