Hello my beautiful readers :D

Before reading this 'short and late' chapter; I nocticed from the comments that some of you might not know but unfortunately Lay actually has blood diorder disease for real :( 3; if you want to know his story; here is the link ...

http://love-exo.tumblr.com/post/23742698930/translation-lays-coagulation-disorder

EXO and the staff takes special care of him and it's quite obvious in airports spcially Kris and Luhan; am so glad he has those amazing guys beside him to take care of him <3

You can search it on youtube and see how he's always being carefully treated and protected since it's not really good if he got hurt and some fans just push like .......

Okay now I hope you guys enjoy the chapter ...

plzz comment and I'll update soon :) <3

I love you guys <3

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___ POV

“Lay hyung-ie … has blood disorder disease …” he said and my heart sank; I looked at his deep, soft gaze that was still looking at Lay; he shifted his eyes slowly to meet mine

“W-w-what do you mean … blood disorder?” I said trying to digest the heavy words that just felt like a stone in my stomach that started hurting me; he just sighed and looked down

“It’s dangerous if hyung … got hurt; he will lose a lot of blood; if  he got sick he might start coughing blood …” he said and I was in major shock now; I wasn’t fully functioning after what he said; he looked at me slowly; meeting my shocked eyes

“Hyung’s life wasn’t really  ... easy when he was younger” he said with sad expression

“Hyung is so fragile inside …”

“Noona … my hyung … Don’t hurt him … please …” he said slowly looking at me and I swallowed hard the tears that were chocking me now; I looked deep at his soft eyes; I knew he already knows about Lay loving me or else why would he tell me that …

‘I already … hurt your hyung Sehun-ah …’ I thought looking at his eyes and soon shifted my eyes slowly to the window and looked at how they were carefully letting Lay get inside the van; I looked down and softly sighed …

‘I didn’t know he was suffering ... too’ I thought and my heart was aching me; me and Sehun stayed quiet for awhile now; our eyes fixed on Lay who was holding on Luhan’s shoulder tight for support while getting inside the van

“You guys! Hurry!” Kai brought us to reality; he came and snatched Lay’s bag from Sehun and headed before us

“Let’s go Noona …” Sehun said and I nodded blankly; I was still under shock; my heart was oddly paining; I was blaming myself that I hurt him earlier on top of being in pain because he’s sick; I felt Sehun’s hands on my shoulders as he guided the lost me toward the van

I was about to get in when I saw Lay laying his head tiredly on the window with his eyes shut; I swallowed hard again as I was trying hard not to let tears appear in my eyes; I got in slowly and sat next to him; Sehun then got in and closed the door

“Done? Everybody is here already?” Manager Oppa said and looked at the back of the car

“Lay; are you sure you don’t want to go see a doctor?” Kris said as he turned back from the seat next to Manager Oppa

“Am fine; just take me home” He said the words heavily pronouncing it with his eyes still shut; Kris sighed softly with a worried expression and turned around

“Let’s go hyung” Kris Oppa said and Manger Oppa took off

I kept stealing glances at Lay who didn’t move since we took off; all the guys slept and I just couldn’t close my eyes; I couldn’t stop blaming myself for causing him extra pain; my eyes were fixed on him the whole time

*Cough* *Cough*

He suddenly coughed and then started to move with an annoyed and pained expression; my eyes widened and then I looked away before he opened his eyes; I saw how Manager Oppa kept stealing glancing at him in the mirror; I can see his worried face   

*Cough* *Cough*

He coughed again and frowned his face; I looked at him again; growing worried; I tried to hold his hand and make sure he’s fine but he opened his eyes and I backed my hand away quickly; he held his neck tiredly moving it back and forth …

“Are you … uncomfortable?” I said softly and carefully looking at him

“I’m fine …” He said without looking at me still massaging his neck

“Here ... drink some water ...” I said and handed him a bottle of water; he looked at me and then looked at bottle in my hand; I opened it for him and handed it to him again trying to make it as less awkward as possible; he then slowly reached for it and took it from my hand; he drank some and looked at me; I was holding the cover while looking at him so he gave it back to me awkwardly; I closed it and looked at him

“If you are uncomfortable … I can go sit at the back so you can –“ I stopped when he suddenly leaned his head on my shoulder and made himself comfortable; my eyes widened; he closed his eyes

“Stay still … just for awhile” he said and my heart started beating so fast; I looked at his peaceful face and I can hear his steady breathe; I softened; I slowly took the cover that was on my legs and covered him with it; he pulled the cover closer to his upper body and squeezed it to warm himself without opening his eyes; showing that he’s mush comfortable now …

Lay POV

“Stay still … just for awhile” I said as I felt warm and comfortable beside her; I wanted to be her side even if it’s just for awhile ...

From the moment she got into the car; I can feel her eyes on me; I couldn’t understand why but I was just feeling a bit at ease with her being next to me; I just couldn’t understand why she’s suddenly treating me like this;

The moment I laid on her shoulder; she froze; but soon enough relaxed; my heart was bounding like crazy at the moment; I felt warm and I peeked and saw her covering my softly with the blanket that was covering her legs; I squeezed the blanket closer to me; I thought she would be uncomfortable with me being like this; specially after I confessed to her but to my surprise she wasn’t; although I kept on thinking and thinking I just brushed the thought and relaxed on her shoulder …

____ POV

2 hours later

Manager Oppa stopped the car finally in front of the apartment; Lay automatically opened his eyes when he felt the car stopping; he looked at me and I awkwardly shifted my eyes trying to avoid his sleepy, tired gaze

"Waah~ finally we are here!" said Chanyeol while stretching; we went up to the apartment and everyone went to their room; I sat there looking around the apartment; to be honest I missed it; I remembered the first day I stepped here; I smiled as I remembered each moment but frowned when I remembered that I soon will have leave this place … for the best

"What are you doing?" Tao’s voice brought me to reality; I turned and looked at him

"You missed the place?" he said smiling and I nodded with a soft smile

"Give me your bag, I'll take it to your room" he said and took it from me and I sighed softly as the thought of leaving them … was slowly killing me now; he turned around

"Stay here and I'll join after putting the bag at your room" he said and winked cutely

"Okay …" I said with a smile and he went to my room; I looked at his back

 "I'm really going to miss you; my cute baby panda …” I whispered smiling softly

Tao POV

I opened ___'s room and entered; I put the bag on her bed and I was about to head out but I noticed the picture beside her bed; I held the frame and looked at it …

"Probably her parents" I thought looking at how cutely she was smiling; the man looked pretty much familiar to me; I felt like I saw him somewhere

 "She never really mentioned her parents? That’s weird" I thought but put the frame back and was about to exit the room when I saw that small calendar that was for last year? Why she’s having a one year older calendar? I saw a circle on the date "20-september-2012" written beside it "Happy birthday to me!" I smiled at how cute it was written; I put it back and went out straight to where she was

"What took you so long?!" she said and I jumped in the couch next to her

"Nothing, I just saw the picture next to your bed; you still look really cute" she looked at me shocked and then smiled nervously

"T-thank you; you want to eat something? Awwf!!! I'm so hungry" I looked at her weirdly and nodded but soon I remembered that her birthday; I ran to the room again

" Hyuuuuungs, ____'s Birhtday is in 20^th- September ~~ "