Kris POV

I closed my eyes; trying to sleep but I saw ____; she was staring out of the window, so I stayed awake but I was closing my eyes since she might need something; I heard light footsteps coming towards me; I was about to open my eyes when I felt warm

"She covered me!" I smiled in my thoughts and then I felt hot breath tickling my face at the moment and I heard her soft voice and touching words; I felt tears forming in my eyes; I wanted to hug her tight

"Did she just kiss my cheek?" I thought surprised; heart beating fast, I was afraid she might hear it

"Thank you Oppa for everything; for staying with me every single moment; for caring about me; for being the older brother I always dreamt to heave; thank you for being my new family; I'm really scared I would lose you one day; I wish I would die before this day comes …"  She said when I felt hot liquid dropping on my hard

"She's crying!!" I thought

"I'm afraid from that day too ___ ah ..  I feel like you’re hiding something ….. Something really serious, and because of it we might be apart forever …… "I thought opening my eyes when I was sure she was far enough now; I looked at her direction, she was standing watching the stars with a soft, sad smile

Luhan POV

We left the hospital for practicing, we couldn't go back because it was late; I called Lay telling him to stay with ____ ,  because we all have schedules at the early morning except for him,  and told him we'll come after we finish, he didn't say anything but I'll take it as OK! I wish they can just have sometime alone to sort things out; but I already missed her, I looked at the time it was 9:00 pm

"Guys, what do you want to eat?" I said looking at the tired EXO

"Anything hyung " said Sehun with a smile

"I miss ____~ah cooking …… " Baekhyun said with a pout

 “Me too " said chanyeol coming out of the room with a sigh and sat beside Baek

"wanna call her? " I said smiling to them

"Maybe she's sleeping?" said Chanyeol

"Let’s call Kris hyungie first and ask him" said Baekhyun excitedly

"Good idea" I said taking my phone and dialed Kris number

Kris POV

LLuhan called me earlier telling me to come back because LLay will stay with ___ah tonight because he doesn't have schedule at the early morning; I saw her sitting on the bed; I stood up and approached her

"Oppa you're up …." she said smiling cutely

"Mmm, you feeling better? " I asked her sitting on the chair beside the bed

"Mmm " she nodded smiling to me softly

"Look, ___ah~ Oppa will go home, and Lay will stay with you tonight ok? " I said looking at her carefully to see her reaction; she hesitated for a minute, then looked at me again

"It's okay Oppa, I can stay by myself no worries, Lay- ssi will be burdened!" she said shifting uncomfortably .. I think?

" Ani~ he said he's ok with it " I said assuring her, she smiled shyly; My phone suddenly rang startling me

“Oh god!” I said in English obviously started by the sudden vibration; ___ started laughing at me I looked at her with an embarrassed smile, I liked her laugh

 " Umm Luhan-ie, what do you want? " I said picking up

"Ah~ Kris,  ____’s still awake?" he said

"Yeah" I said looking at her questioning eyes

"We want to talk to her then" he said happily

____ POV

"Lay is staying with me tonight?" I thought biting my lower lip

I hope nothing bad is going to happen, it's uncomfortable!  But I think it's my chance to get closer to him

 "I'll try my best!" I thought smiling when Oppa's phone suddenly rang he jumped surprised I laughed at him and he laughed too

 " Oppa's so cute " I thought looking at him

 "Yeah" he said looking at me, and then he gave me the phone with the video call I was surprised at how EXO were all crowded on Luhan

" ____ah~~~~ " they said waving to me

"EXO ah~~~~~~ " I said imitating them while laughing at their cuteness

" ____ah~ I miss you " Baekhyun said with a pout

" Eyyyyyyyyy~ you saw me this morning! " I said in a way like *come on*

"Still, we miss you so much " Sehun said in his irresistible manly voice; I don’t how he’s my Dongsaeng he’s too much like an Oppa to me

“ I miss you too, you guys should rest why are you still up? " I said

“we’re preparing dinner " Luhan said smiling cutely

" Ah~Am sorry oppa, I'll get better soon so I can cook for you again " I said softly

"Yeah~ you better do, because we miss your food too" Chanyeol said cutely

"You know how lonely we feel without you around?" Sehun said

" Yeah~ ___ah~ you should get well soon, we can't go on a vacation without you " Xiumin said excitedly  

"Oppas are doing well ___ah~ don't worry, just rest and come back safe and healthy " Luhan oppa said softly

" Oppa~ " I said softly tears forming in my eyes; I was so touched by their phone call

“____ah~ get better soon" They said waving

"yeah~ " I said voice shaking as I waved to them too

"Thank you guys" I was touched by their phone call they really care about me ; but I still need one person .. Lay

" ____ah~ saranghae " they said

"Me too …. Saranghea " I said as tears were still blurring my vision

"kkeunh" Luhan oppa said ending the call

" Neh .." I said handing the phone to Kris Oppa who was staring at me the whole time; I wiped away the tears in my eyes while smiling happily

 "You're lucky to have each other, your dorm is full of warmth and love, I feel like I'm in my own home" I said looking at him

"You miss your own home?" He said softly

"I wish I can come back to my home" I said tears again in my eyes

" Want Oppa to take you there ? "He said suddenly; I was shocked and obviously taken aback

" A-Ah …. An-Ani Oppa …!!!  It's ok, I'll go some times by myself " I said laughing nervously

Kris POV

She was really touched by the guys call; they really love her, I can feel it …. But something is really weird; I looked at her; I saw tears at her eyes while talking to the guys

"I'm pretty sure you're hiding something, those tears that always appear in your eyes; holding tones of sadness; I just hope I can ease your pain ____ …" I thought looking at her; She handed me the phone, wiping her tears

"You're lucky to have each other's, your dorm is full of warmth and love I feel like I'm in my own home" she said smiling softly like remembering some good memories …..  She looked really sad

"You miss your own home? " I said softly holding her hands

"I wish I can go back to my own home" she said tears again in her eyes

"Want oppa to take you to you there? " I said but she was shocked

" A-Ah ….. An-Ani Oppa ….. It's ok, I will go some times by myself “she said laughing nervously!

 “What's up with her? Did I say something wrong?” I thought; I was about to ask her but Lay entered the room

"Hey.” he said lying down on the sofa

Lay POV

I was still sitting behind the huge building; time passed; I looked at the stars in the dark sky

"I can't hold you ____ …..  You're so far from me just like the stars" I said and my phone rang after awhile bringing me to reality again as I was lost in my thoughts; it was LLuhan

 "yeah?" I said picking up

"Lay, we just finished our work but we're heading back to the dorm, manager hyung said you have no schedule in the early morning like us, so can you please stay with ___ tonight? We don't want her to be alone" he said and I hesitated

"should I go? I'm afraid she'll be uncomfortable with me around? But I don’t want her to be alone too?" I thought

" Mmm " I said dryly

"Thank you Lay " he said and the line went dead

I stood up heading back to the hospital; I looked at ___'s window lights were half opened, Maybe she's sleeping now? I went up and knocked softly

"Hey. " I saw Kris so I went straight to the sofa

"Yah! LLay take care of her Okay??" He said and I didn't response

"____, Oppa is leaving now, take some rest Okay? If you need anything tell Lay Oppa neah?" He said in a caring tone while brushing the back of her hair softly and she nodded slowly while smiling to him softly

"Wah~ I wish I can hear Oppa from her, Kris " I thought looking at them …

"Yeah~ Oppa, take care  " she said softly to him; KKris shot me a glare telling me to take care of her before he left the room

*Dead silence*

I can hear how she’s shifting from side to side on the bed; I opened one of my eyes to see what's with her? She then sat up on the bed uncomfortably

"You want something?" I asked with my eyes still closed

"Y-yeah?!!!  Ani .. I don’t need … Anything …..  "She said nervously; She stood up and went to the window and she looked outside

"Waah~" She said amazed, I opened my eyes and looked at her back then I stood up and left the room

____ POV

I was really bored; I was dying to go out of here, I'm sick of this place; Lay suddenly asked me if I need something; I was surprised, I thought I bothered him while sleeping

After a while I stood up slowly heading again to the window, when suddenly I heard the door shut

 I looked at the sofa it was empty? Where did he go? I was wondering when suddenly he opened the door again

"Wear your jacket and let’s go out of here for a while" he said and my face brightened, I was really excited and happy, I ran to the closet taking my jacket and put it on me

"Let's go!" I said excited

" Let's go … " he said smiling to me softly, my heart stopped beating; It’s the first time he smiles to me like this

 "He's so … handsome" I thought looking at him dreamily

"You don't want to go anymore? Okay then "he said and was about to head back to the sofa

" Ani~ Ani!!!!! What's wrong with you?!" I whined leaving the room quickly and he laughed at me and we went out of the hospital

Lay POV

I went out of the room straight to the doctor room

" Annyeonghaseyo Doctor " I said with a small bow

"Oh! Hello …  How can I help you?" he said smiling kindly

"Actually,  I'm here to ask your permission to take ____ out for awhile? She really looks bored?" He thought for a second then smiled to me

"Make sure you take extra care of her then" He nodded

"Thank you Doctor " I said happily bowing again; I went back to the room; she looked at me from the window

I told her to wear something warm so she will not catch a cold and referred to *going out* her smile grew bigger and bigger while wearing the jacket, I was so happy that she's happy, I want to make it up to her but I'll make sure not to cross the line this time, she likes Jonghyun and he likes her back, I don't want to interfere between them, I'll just stay away ….. Although it hurts so much but this smile is so important to me now

"Let's go" she said; I smiled to her

" Let's go " but she stopped suddenly looking at me

"You don't want to go anymore? Okay then ….  " I said jokingly pretending to go to the sofa but she hold on my arm tightly

" Ani~ Ani !!!!! waegraeh~ " she whined cutely leaving the room before me quickly, I smiled at her cuteness

 "How I wish you'll never leave my arm" I thought taking her out of the hospital

" WAAAAAAH~ so refreshing " she said like she was in jail stretching her hands breathing the cold air

"Wanna go somewhere? " I asked smiling to her

" Ani~ let's just walk around " she said happily running

" haha be careful" I pulled her hand to stay beside me; she's not fully recovered yet right?

" Waah~ people eating here? " she said pointing to the small hut restaurant in the street

"yeah~ you want to try? " I said confused

 "She doesn't know? I mean she's a normal common person …..  How come she doesn't know this kind of place ….. " I thought taking her to the small restaurant

" Waaah~ smells good" she said happily

" let's eat some " I said, but I was still confused about her not knowing this kind of places?

"Please enjoy" the Ajummah said handing us chopsticks

"Waah~ chincha mashta! " she said enjoying the food

"Try this " I said feeding her

" Hmm ….  i-it's r-really good " she said shyly

" Aigoo, you really suits each other's, how sweet, look young couple …. Hold tight in each other, life is hard to deal with" the Ajummah said smiling sadly, although I didn't get what she meant but her words gave me hope!

" Ah! Nae?" ___ said Looking at the Ajummah surprised

"Thank you Ajummah we will" I said smiling, ___ looked at me confused but I ignored her looks and continued eating; we finished eating and went on a short walk

"waah~ the weather is awesome " she said holding tight on my arm

"I wish I can leave the hospital as soon as possible" she said cutely I just looked at our linked arm without talking, I was just happy to see her bright smile ..  

"Want some hot coffee?" she looked at me with sparkling eyes

"Perfect" she said thumbs up; I went and brought coffee, she took the first sip and looked at my eyes

"Thank you for today" she said thankfully

"Anything for you" I said smiling to her, she smiled shyly

"Waaah~ Oppa is REALLY the best when he smiles" she said hugging my arm

   *Heart beats crazily*

____ POV

He took me out, fed me with his hand, brought for me coffee in this cold weather , I felt really thankful to him, I couldn't resist his charming smile I hugged his arm laying my head on his shoulder for seconds, he was warm, so warm that I didn't want to let go …

Lay POV

"O-oppa? "  She just called me Oppa! Finally I can hear it from her; Did she just hug me?

My heart was beating so fast, I felt really warm, I didn't want her to let go, I wanted to hug her back but I couldn't the only thing is that she gave me hopes I feel that I can make her happy, I can make her smile!

"I guess we should get back to the hospital now" I said and she let go of me

"Already!" she said sadly and I nodded

"I'll piggyback you, so you'll not be tired" I said, she smiled shyly, and approach my back

" Cha~ "I said and stood up " let's go"

"I guess it's the perfect time to apologize to her now" I thought

" ___ah!~" I said softly

"Naeh~" she said lying her head on my shoulder, now she can see my face from the side

"I'm ---" I was about to start when her phone suddenly rang! Always at the wrong time!

" Ah~ one second Oppa" she said answering her phone that was loud enough for me to hear every single word as the phone was so close to my ear as well

"OPPA!" she said happily, I thought it was one of EXO Members

"___-ah~ you're sleeping?" I heard Minho voice; I got really pissed! As usual happy because of SHINee

"Ani~ I'm out with Lay oppa" she said, I was listening carefully

" Minho oppa? Yoboseyo?" she said confused

"Where did he g- " she whispered looking at the phone confused

"Yoboseyo!" I heard Jonghyun voice! Is he angry?

" Ah~ yoboseyo" ___ said confused

"___ah~ why are you out now hunni, its cold outside" he said softly

"Oppa I'm fine, I just wanted to smell some fresh air that's all" she said softly

“Lay take her back Okay!! I don't want her to catch a cold! "He said through the phone

I was really pissed! If she loves him so mush; Why she hugged me earlier? Why holding me hand?!  Why smiling to me lovingly? Why giving me hopes! Why calling me Oppa!!!

I didn't say anything; she ended the call with a sweet goodnight after talking to almost all of them! And they sweet-talk her! Say what hunni?!!

I could see her smile; I could feel her happiness because of what? A call from SHINee! I was burning at the moment

"Why are you that happy? You enjoy being popular among charming men?" I said dryly smirking

" Neah? What are you talking about …… " she said confused

"Maybe you're planning on dating Jonghyun or maybe Key? You know girls like you want any man that got looks and money!!!!" I said emphasizing on girls like you!

"Y-yeah?!" she said getting off my back; I stopped and looked back at her

"Wae? You don't like money? You just like being with celebrity men huh?" I said hurtfully

"O-oppa .." she said tears in her eyes

"Oppa? Who are you calling 'Oppa'? Huh?"  I said glaring at her disgustingly; I was really pissed I couldn't control myself; I wasn't thinking; and her acting all innocent was killing me

"W-what did you ….. s-say!" She said hurt obvious on her face

"Yah! Tell me! Which one of SHINee members you want to sleep with? I can talk with him if you want? Because seriously I can't tell which one you like the most maybe Jongh---"

*SLAP*

"Why? -- Why are you always like this? Hurting me? Can't you see? Can't you see how much I'm in pain!" she said and a single tear escaped her eye

"You'll always be the one to darken my life; you'll always be the one to bring me pain ……"

"YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU!!!!" she screamed, I was surprised that I was speechless at the moment

 "Did I go ……  too far this time!" I thought looking at her hurt face that’s full of tears now

"I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HATE SEEING ME HAPPY! I HATE YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HATE SEEING ME SMILING; I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT'S KILLING ME WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE! I HATE MYSELF THAT I EVEN LOVE YOU" I was shocked, What did just she said, I was about to approach her

"DON'T! …….  Don't you ever come near me" she said dryly while glaring at me with tears

"Sleeping with-- what?! …….  How dare you! "She looked really hurt; she wiped her tears furiously

"Those tears -- You're not even worth them ….. " she said walking away, passing beside me in the opposite direction, she stopped

"Let's stop till here … let's pretend not to see or know each other ever again. “She said walking away

*Shock*

I was shocked … I didn't move one step "I broke my promise not to … Hurt her … " I said eyes burning; I looked at her direction

 "I lost her, but this time … Forever" I whispered with a tear escaping my eye 

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Hello people :D a bit late right? sorry thought am attending training classes these days :(

Here is a chapter :$ I hope you like it :( Lay is just 3 

what will he do now with you ignoring him all the time?

Plz comment :D