Chapter 27
Secretly Married With Her
Taeyeon's pov
I felt guilty whenever Tiffany is in front of me.
I can't even face her.
I want to tell her the truth but I'm afraid..
I'm afraid that she'll get angry and leave me..
This is all my fault. I shouldn't drink too much.
I've been thinking about Hyuna too.
What if she'll file a case against me?
But I don't care about it. All I care about now is my wife.
I may sound selfish because I committed a sin but I don't know what would I do if Tiffany leave me..
As I got home.
I saw Tiffany sitting on the couch. Her eyes are red. Did she cry?
"Fany,w-what's wrong? Are you okay?" I asked her
"Yeah I'm okay, I'm just tired. Taeyeon, where did you sleep last last night?" She said while looking at me with a weak smile
What have gotten into her? She already asked me about that on the other day.
Ahh. Maybe she forgot that she did
Should I tell her the truth?
But I'm afraid.
I'm afraid that she'll leave me if she will know the truth
"H-huh? I told you I slept in Yuri's house why?" I said trying to look calm but inside I'm very nervous
I hate lying to Tiffany but here I am...
I lied again. I'm sorry
Tiffany's pov
I tried to act normal in front of Taeyeon although I cried all day since I got home.
I asked her the question that lingers in my mind throughout the day.
"Yeah I'm okay, I'm just tired. Taeyeon, where did you sleep last last night?" I asked with a weak smile
I wished that she would tell me the truth.
Cheating, Is the only reason that crossed my mind behind her lying statement.
I wished I was wrong.
Seconds of silence passed before she answered me.
"H-huh? I told you I slept in Yuri's house why?"
I felt needles prick my heart when she lied.
I can't take it anymore I wanted to know the truth.
"I'm asking you once again. Where did you slept the other day?." This time I asked her in a serious tone. The same tone I'm always using to her to spill the truth out of .
She bowed her head and didn't say something.
From that gesture I know I'm right with what I am thinking.
"I s-sleep at hyuna's h-house" She said while looking at the ground.
Hyuna? Her choreographer?
"Why did you lied to me? " I asked trying to hide the anger the builds inside me
"S-something happen between us. I didn't meant to-" she said still not looking at me
My blood boils when I heard her explanation. So that's it! I know she had with her.
"Stop! I don't wanna hear it anymore!" I stand from the couch and yelled at her.
"I-I'm sorry I was dru-" She tried to explain but I know it will be all lies.
"Damn! So are you telling me that your ually frustrated and hyuna is there to replace me as your ing buddy!" I screamed
I can't control myself anymore. I'm angry at her
Unknowingly, my tears started to fall but I brushed it off before another tear could escape from my eyes
"Y-your not my fuc-" she said but I cut her off
"How could you do this to me! What did I do wrong?!" I yelled again.
"Y-you didn't do anyth-" She said
"Tell me! Why? Taeyeon am I not good enough in bed that you needed to other girl behind me."
"It w-was an accident"
Accident? So it's also an accident that she didn't even show me a sign that she misses me the time I came back. I feel like I don't exist in front of her. And now I know the reason behind that she have other woman.
"Accident? Don't fool me! The accident is US! I shouldn't have trusted you! I shouldn't have loved you. I shouldn't have marry you!"
"I should have known that you just played with me. I can't believe I fell into your trap." I said in a low tone. I'm tired of yelling. I felt like my heart is crushed literally into pieces. It hurts
"F-fany. I didn't played with you. It's all real! I love you. I really do" She tried to touch me but I pushed her hands away
My tears threatened to fall but I held it in.
I don't want to cry. Because it will make me more weak
"Enough! I don't want to hear any of your lies."
"We're done." I hate to say it but I did.
I stormed out of our house but before I could open the door of my car...
Taeyeon hugged me from behind. I felt her tears dripping down to my shoulders.
"Please Fany, *sobs* don't leave me. I love you."
"You should have think of that before you cheated on me." I said sternly
"I did'nt cheat on you. *sobs* It was an accident. Pleaseee don't go. *Sobs* Please I'm begging you" I felt her hugged me tightly
I hate that with just her single touch. My anger fade away.
No Tiffany she cheated on you. She deserved to be punished. My other head says
"Let go of me. I regret all the things that happened between us. I wished you never came into my life." I said sternly
Those words I said, we all know it's a lie. But anger brings me to the point that any hurtful words can come out into my mouth.
I know she got hurt by the words I said but I can't take it back.
I felt her loosen her hug until she completely let go of me.
"I just want you to know that *sobs* I didn't regret all the things *sobs* that happened between us." She said in a low tone before she walked away from me.
I felt my knees weaken as I stepped into my car and burst out crying.
I tried to act strong earlier. I even stopped myself from crying but I can't held it anymore. All I can do right now is cry.
Taeyeon's pov
I hate myself for being a jerk.
I shouldn't lied to her, maybe right now she's still in my arms.
It's all my fault
How could I hurt the one I love?
Now I feel like I don't have the reason to live anymore.
I decided to let her go although it hurts me. I gave her space to think because I know it's for the best. She needed it and I understand her.
But the words she said hurts me.
It hurts to the fact that she regret all the things that happened between us.
While me, not even a single percent. I treasured all of it
It also hurts that she easily gave up our relationship. But I can't blame her, I hurt the girl I love.
I'm hoping that she didn't mean it
Because I'll definitely get her back. Back into my arms again.
I cried non stop from the moment she left until something catched my attention.
*beep* *beep*
A text message.
I just recieved a message from the girl who unconciously made my life miserable but I can't blame her since it's all my fault.
From: Hyuna
"Come to my house. "
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I'm sorry if I didn't update for I don't know how longg... I'm really sorry. I still don't have an internet connection at home so I'm having a hard time updating on my phone but here it is...I updated.
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