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I feel so bad having fun while back in korea there is still chaos going on with the whole situation with Seunghyun oppa. 

"hey, why the long face?" 

"I feel so bad going out like this oppa." 

"Why?" he asked

"Seunghyun oppa is in the hospital and here I am having fun" 

"Its not a sin to have fun mari. You cant do anything about it. You're far from korea, you can't go back to korea since you still have a few more shows. You did what you can do and that's enough already. You stayed with Seyoung noona while she waited for news about Seunghyun hyung. Stop feeling bad Mari, Im sure your unnies will say" 

"Thanks for being here Chanchan. Im sorry, my mind's really messed up right now" 

"Its okay mari. Let's just go to the cinema now, the movie will be starting real soon" 

The fiasco with Chanyeol and Luhan seems so long ago now. Chanyeol and I rebuild our friendship. Actually I think its stronger than before. That didnt do me good since the feelings I had for him that Im trying so hard to bury, actually resurfaced.

The Park Chanyeol I'm seeing now was the same park chanyeol I met when i was young. 

"Mari" 

"hmm?" I asked while I was looking at the menu

"Have I apologized to you before?" He asked

"what for?" 

"For everything" 

"You dont have to apologize for anything oppa" 

"I have to. I hurt you mari. I hur