iKON has been busier than ever. They haven't made a comeback yet but they have been active internationally doing concerts and fan meetings. 

Jiwon and I are still going strong. There were moments were I got jealous of the girls around him and likewise, he got jealous when it comes to the guys around me but its normal since the last time we saw each other was 2 months ago. 

I was working on a new track when my phone started to buzz. 

Fr: Jiwonnie

Aly, check the news

I panicked when I read his text message. 

I didn't know what to expect but my heart was pounding so loud that i didn't know what to do. 

My heart dropped when I saw the different versions of the article. 

Seunghyun oppa was supposed to enter the army last week but there was an investigation involving him. 

He was charged with illegal usage.I didnt know what to do. I tried checking the date and saw that it was around the time where Seyoung unnie and Seunghyun oppa took a break from each other. 

I called his parents to check on them and to calm them down. Knowing his family, they are worried sick and are currently panicking. Seyoung unnie was not any different than his parents. She was crying nonstop and no words of comfort I offered her made her stop. She's currently in Las Vegas for a photoshoot and she can't get a hold of him. I can't blame her, I would probably reacted the same way if I found out something bad happened to Jiwon while we were apart from each other. 

Seunghyun oppa came clean to her about the and his fling with that trainee. She knew everything but she didnt expect that the police will find out since seunghyun oppa never used it again. 

I try to console her and promised that I will check on Seunghyun oppa after I called her. 

She calmed down after that and tried to proceed to all of her remaining activities for that day. 

I tried calling oppa but he wasnt answering. 

I grabbed my car keys immediately and tried to go to his house which was an hour and a half a way from the studio. 

When I went there, it was very silent. I opened the door with the spare key he gave me back when we were still dating. His house wa