Weeks turn to months and I’m getting used to the change that I forced in my life. Sometimes, I do feel lonely… but I hardened my heart and over time I got used to being ignored or being on the background.

I almost feel invisible… well that is, “Almost”.

Except for Wooyoung-

Who always have a ready smile when he sees me, sometimes even saying “Hi” or “Have a Good day” or “Goodbye” when he’s close enough for me to hear.

And even when I kept ignoring him, he still walks behind me from our self defense lessons. I tried not to feel anything but, in some way, knowing he’s behind me , makes me feel safe.

5 months have passed and I know sooner or later my uncle will tell me the same thing. The “We’ll be moving” talk.

That was what I was thinking about when I entered the self defense class. And for some reason, I can’t help but scan around to see if he’s there.

Guess he’s late.

Halfway through the lessons and I knew he’s not coming, so I concentrated again in class.

On my way home, I can’t help feeling unease.

Maybe it’s just because I got used to him walking behind me and now that he isn’t, I felt weird. I tried shaking off the feeling.

When I rounded the corner, that’s when I saw them.

The 2 of them.

I turned around to take another route when I saw a third guy blocking my way.

Taecyeon…

I saw a way on my right, and for some stupid reason or I just really panicked; I satrted walking fast in that dirction; just to get away from them.