Chapter 9
Marrying Lee Jinki or SHINee's Onew ?
* Onew's POV *
I'm running around the place in hopes of finding Ji Hyun. I went back to the hotel but I found no traces of Ji Hyun. I was beginning to panic each second that pass without Ji Hyun. 'I'm such a babo. If I didn't let Nara hold my hand, this wouldn't happen.' I was battling with my inner conscience when a place begins to pop out on my head.
I made my way to that place. It's where Ji Hyun always wanted to go with just the two of us at night time. 'Luck, please be on my side this time.' Just a little more, and I'll be there. I don't want to lose her. We just got married and this happens? This is not what I wanted it to be. I love her and it will kill me if I lose her forever.
I arrived at the place after driving for about 5 minutes. I walked on the sandy pavement and continued to walk along the shore. Yes, It's the beach. Ji Hyun always wanted to be here alone with me. And because Nara always spoils our plans, we never came here. So, maybe this time, Ji Hyun might want to go here. 'Please be here...'
As I was walking, I saw Ji Hyun, sitting on the sand, hugging her knees, and buried her face on her hands. It looks like she's crying so hard that her breathing is not normal. She's talking to herself. I wanted to go to her and hug her tight. But after hearing what she said, my feet were glued to the ground.
"Jinki-ah, take me away from here. Please..."
* Ji Hyun's POV *
I saw him. I also saw her holding his hand. It broke my heart in half. I don't know what to do and I just ran where my feet takes me. And they brought me to the calmest place I know, the seaside. All you can hear is the waves crashing on the shore. And fortunately, I was the only one here. I began to cry my heart out.
I can't believe what I saw. Nara holding Onew's hand and Onew didn't even mind it a bit. I can't believe that he could do that to me. All of what he said on the wedding, were they lies? I feel horrible believing in them. But still, I love him and I can't bring myself to hate him. And all of a sudden, a person made his way to my mind. Lee Jinki.
"Jinki-ah, where are you? Did you forgot your promise? I'm so lonely without you for 10 years. I have something to tell you. I'm married. Well, it was an arranged marriage. I began to love that person but he hurt me so bad that I don't know what to do. Why did you have to go? If you didn't go, maybe this wouldn't happen. I loved you and you failed me. You never came back. You never did. So please, Jinki-ah, take me away from here. Please..."
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