[Joon's POV]

I woke up to soft cry's, my head was aching making it hard to open my eyes.

I heard the door open, and something cool was placed on my head. "H-hyung.." I recognized the voice, my Mir is seeing me like this? After all this monster has done to me this is the worst. Mir has seen even I- His Hyung cannot even protect himself.

I didn't want to see the disappointment in his eye's so I continued to keep them shut, "DooJoon-Hyung, we shouldn't have left him.. He look's so sad even in his sleep. It's like he know's I have seen him in his weak state. But what he doesn't realize is that I  don't need someone to protect me every waking moment, I just need someone who cares for me. Like he does. I need him to smile, not the fake ones when he try's to make it seem as if everything's alright. Because I miss the old him, the care-free, wonderful, loving hyung I know he is.. He is just pushing himself too hard. I love him soo much he doesn't seem to notice it though.. Why can't it just be so easy as to tell him those simple word's, 'I Love You.'..?" At the last sentence the tear's I have been holding in burst out uncontrollably, my heart is overjoyed.. why? He isn't disappointed in me.

I wrapped my arm's around him quickly, placing him in my embrace. I pulled him down with me as I fell back down in the bed, both of our weight made the bed dip more than usual. "I am so sorry.." whispering in his ear made him shiver as he broke down again.

I felt a hand ruffle my hair and the door opening and closing once again.

Feeling as if I can live this messed up life I have, I smiled- I smiled knowing I can be happy, That my life hasn't lost all it's meaning.

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Aww~ It's soo sweet! <3

I will update tomorrow!

It's just really late and I wanted to make you all remember, "I"M NOT DEAD! :3"

Well, see you when I update, which will be tomorrow! XD

Ah~ I will give you a hint on what's happening, Joon doesn't know that Mir actually loves him MORE than a dongsaeng should love his hyung.

SeungHo will be in the next chapter!

DooJoon is feeling threatened by Joon because he (HUGE SPOILER!!!!!) LOVES MIR TOOO!!! X33

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Post on your profile that you are an ADDICTION. XD