(Your POV)

“Yeah, I am full!” as both of us were walking at the public park.

There were still many people walking around. I could see couple kissing and holding hands.

‘I wish I could do that …’ I thought.

“I am sorry …” Kris said while holding my hand.

It felt different. Really! It didn`t felt like Il Hoon but I didn`t mad at him to look so hypocrite, so I just let him.

It didn`t mean I don`t have any pride but sometimes Kris took care of me like I was his sister.

“Why? Why do you feel sorry for me?”  I asked.

He stopped us. He turned me to look to him.

I was looking at the ground like I didn`t dare to look at him.

“___________ …” he held my chin and lit it up.

Our eyes met. It was too awkward.

I just don’t like the situation. It sounded so quiet and awkward. Quieter than a cemetery!

“What if …” I wait for him to continue, Kris didn`t look so comfortable!

“What if he didn`t show up? Just like he promised,” Kris said.

I was shocked.

“What made you ask me this thing?” I asked.

“It seemed like things …” I cut with, “Because you are afraid I am going to get hurt. You are afraid that Il Hoon going to cheat on me …” I screamed madly.

It seemed like my head had explode after 3 years I had kept.

“It is not like that but … I was just …” Kris looked pathetic.

“What is it, Kris?” I asked.

His eyes that had looked around had stopped on me when I asked.

“Preparing …” Kris sounded not so confident.

“Is that even a right word that you used? Preparing for what? For me … I don`t understand, Kris!” I said to him.

I was trying not to cry. I just don`t want to cry anymore. It felt so … weak.

“_____________ …” it sounded like a spell for me.

“I am sorry!” he whispered but I could still hear him.

My eyes moved to other scenery to avoid myself from crying.

I took a deep breath and let it go.

My hands was moving slowly and shaky to his face. I cupped his face softly.

He flinched. I smiled.

“I am sorry. I should not mad at you. You should not apologize to me. You just came back from China and pick me up. And now here we are, I mad at you for just you concerning about me, I should ask you about how you doing at China or is it fine or not but here we are, I mad at you …” I looked at his sparkling eyes.

He was not looking at me.

“Kris … how is your business?” I asked.

He smiled lastly. “It is fine,” he took my hands and held tightly.

“Thank you for asking. It is so good to hear. Beside Lay, you are too asking about it …” Kris said.

I hugged him tightly.

We stayed like that for a few minutes before he sent me home.

To be continued …