“Hey let’s get know to each other since we didn’t know how long are we going to stuck in this place” Jin Young suddenly broke the silent, I looked at him smiling

“Ok, fine with me but can you really reveal things about you? I mean you are a celebrity, don’t you scare that I might you know ‘betray’ you?” I asked still looking at him, I couldn’t help but to stare at him as I waited for his answer,

“Nope! Why would I, you doesn’t look like someone that will ‘betray’ someone” he smile back at me,

I quickly change my gaze towards the fire hoping that he didn’t see me flustered; does he know that he is my bias? Doesn’t he know that he shouldn’t look at a girl that will kill her mentally??? I took out all the berries in my bag and put it on the cloth that was place between us.

“Since I saw you in the fan-meeting, I guess you are one of our fans right?” he kept his genuine smile on his face as he looked at the berries he’s holding on the tip of his thumb and index finger,

I nodded as an answer, then suddenly his smile change to a smirk knowing my answer satisfies him.

“Then may I know who is your…. bias is?” he sneak in front of me which took me in surprise,

Seeing him TOTALLY grinning in front of me right now, does that mean he know my answer?? How can he be so confidence that my answer will be him. Well he is not exactly wrong, he is so kind to others, had leadership appearance which most girls like about, he is smart and wise; not to forget his warm and gentle smile. CRAP!! I’m lost in my thought again…

“Well…” he still waiting for my answer,

“Gongchan!!!” I mentally slap myself, seriously I don’t know why I said Gongchan when my answer obviously is him!!

“Oh I see” he sounded a bit down and went back to where he sat before, looking down while playing with the berries,

Even though he tried to hide his face from me by buried his head into his crossed-arm, but I couldn’t help to notice that he had this cute pouting face. I giggle to myself silently so that he doesn’t hear it but it seems like he did since he turns his head towards me as soon as I made a sound. Damn now I will be in trouble!!

“A-hump” I cleared my throat and kept my eyes staring at the fire trying to avoid him,

“So… since when did you started liking us, I mean become a BANA?” he asked then started eating the berries,

“Since the first time I saw you guys debut with the song ‘OK’ in Music Bank” I slightly smile knowing that the first time I saw him on stage I couldn’t kept my eyes off him,

“So does that mean you have been our fans from the beginning!” he asked with widen eyes, I don’t get it is it a surprise to know me being their fan from the start?

“Y…Yeah” I gave him a weird looked and quickly distract him by eating the berries and looked at the fire,

“Wow, it is rare to found BANAs liking us from the start. Most of the BANAs we’ve met started liking us when we release our second album.” He nodded as he smile,

“That’s not true, there are a lot of BANAs from the start, they just doesn’t showing it off that’s all” FACEPALM!! What am I saying?

Remembering that I have been to a lot of concert before but never actually been in B1A4s’ concert makes me guilty as a BANA. Is not that I don’t want to go, I REALLY wanted to but because of school… Aish!!! Don’t want to talk about it!!

“So you saying that the fans doesn’t had the confidence to be our BANAs” Jin Young said with a depressing tone,

“No!! It just that I haven’t had the time to go to your performances because of school” I ranted and quickly covered my mouth with my hand when I realise I just raised my voice,

I can see that he was shock by my action just now, but what is this? Is he a bipolar? Why did he suddenly laughing?

“Chill out, is not like you’re the one who causes the fans not appearing their selves” he pat on my head still laughing,

“Don’t worry, it just a nature reaction” he tried to assure me it was fine,

Not long after that me too started laughing with him; thinking back on how he was shocked just now and fall back a little bit it’s hilarious!! We spend the night talking non-stop about our embarrassing moment and some other funny things that happened in the past, I can’t believe the members were so childish!!

Jin Young is such a perfect person, he is the closest person that achieve my ideal type. He had a cute eye-smile, the smile that can make me sway forever, his height is perfect since I was a bit shorter than usual girl, he had the appearance that make girls think he’s safe to be with.

But still it was impossible for me to even have any relationship with him. After we’re out from this place, we’re going to go our own way and maybe by any chances we might still able to meet each other maybe in their fan-meeting or performances. I already lucky enough to be able to sit in front of the fire and having a conversation with him, it had reached far beyond my imagination.

I brought both of my hand in front of the fire to get more warmth since it so cold here without any heater. Jin Young had gone into the kitchen to search for something, I don’t know what, but I hope he find some candles, lots of candles with big size cause I’m freezing here.

I heard some noises from the kitchen, I wonder what happen so I went and checked. The kitchen is dark without the light from the fire, I had my hands on the wall guiding me to the kitchen without falling. I was worried what happen to Jin Young, I called him in the dark but he doesn’t reply.

“Jin Young-ssi” I called out still no reply, I heart fasten its pace as I was afraid that he might have fainted from the pain on his ankle. But that couldn’t be, there’s just no way for any person who will fainted due to sprained ankle.

“Boo!!” a figure suddenly appear in front of me which shocked me to death,

Well maybe I was wrong, he’s not perfect at all!!! Lie~ I love surprises… But still can’t he realize that I was worrying about him. Haiz… guys can be so clueless sometimes.

“Jin Young-ssi!!!” I scolded him,

“Mian, do I scare you?” he asked as he showing off his innocent face,

“No.. You just shocked me.” I lowered my head feeling guilty for yelling at him just now,

“Just don’t do that again” I mumbled but able to let him hear it,

“I’m sorry, I just thought it would be not awkward for us” he too looked down I guess since I can’t really see him in the dark,

“Well you got the wrong person to mess with cause I’ll make sure to pay you back far more worse than what you’d did just now. So you better watch out” I sing the last part as I laugh and slightly hit his shoulder telling him that I’ll be comfortable with him, but will he think that I’m threatening him?? No way, I’m just an innocent girl.

“Really? A girl like you” he flash his phone at me and looked at me from head to toe while shaking his head,

“Seukaebae” I turned myself and my arm form a crossed in front of me, hehe he wouldn’t know what I just said about him just now as I laugh,

“No I’m not!!” he suddenly defend himself, well it seems like he knows some Japanese word.

“Hehe I’m just kidding, of course you’re not. Or maybe you...” I ,

“I’m telling you I’m not” he whined, cute…

“Gotcha!! Hehehe.. See I told you you’ll get it from me.” I giggle some more, he too laugh with me. Well at least things doesn’t get awkward anymore.

“Oh yea.. what was making the noises just now?” I asked curiously,

“Oh that..” he flash his phone over the ground and I can see there were candles and bowls everywhere.

“I was being clumsy that’s all” he jokes and smile at me, he SHOULD stop smiling at me or else I’ll die before my I could make it out from here.

“Tch tch tch..” I pointed my index finger at him,

“Jung Jin Young, the leader that everyone said is perfect was being clumsy?” I again,

“What? I am a human too.” He raised his eye brow smirk,

“Alright alright, so what were you searching for anyway?” I asked him while pick up the bowls on the ground and place it on the table,

“I can sense that you’re getting cold so I thought about finding candles to get more warmth?” he said as he lift both of his shoulder and smile awkwardly,

“Thanks Jin Young-ssi” I said as my cheeks getting redder, glad that it was dark here so that he wouldn’t notice it,

“You know what, drop the honourific and just call me oppa” he said as he put both of his hand on each side of his hips.

“W..what?” I’m not sure of what he was talking about, for someone we just met I don’t think us is close enough for me to call him oppa yet.

He walked in front of me to the fire place with me followed behind,

“Come on try it, call me oppa” he said again more like commanding me,

Well it doesn’t hurt to try right, its not like I haven’t called him oppa before. Hehehe just act like usual.

“Jin Young oppa” I said realising that I was wrong about being natural, I can’t help it I was blushing hard and kept on looking on the ground,

“That’s better isn’t it” he smile to himself, while I avoid looking at him

He chuckled at the side of me being embarrass, how mean!! Haiz I shouldn’t had just listened to him. I covered myself with blanket and sat near the fire still not looking at him, I can tell that he was lighting up the candles because I can see light coming the surrounding.

Finally some more warmth, I smile to myself and cuddling with the blanket.

“Let’s sleep for now because tomorrow we will had a long day” his lips form a curve upward as he laying on the ground and looked at me,

I just nodded my head and lay on the ground with my back facing him.

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Sorry for the late update!!!

You see school has started so I was busy preparing for my new life at new school. I hope you guys doesn't stop reading my story.

I promise you I'll try my best to keep on updating ASAP!!!!