”How’s Hoya?” Woohyun looked around the room.

“Not so good” Sunggyu sighed.

“Have anyone talked to him lately?” L asked.

The five guys all looked at Dongwoo. They knew that Hoya and Dongwoo had been best friends since they were little and if someone would have talked to Hoya it would be Dongwoo.

“Don’t look at me” Dongwoo sighed “I haven’t talked to him in a week”

“He’s been depressed ever since he broke up with Jinae” Sungyeol said.

“He liked her a lot obviously” Sungjong sighed.

“Does anyone know who told him about Jinae and Kai?” Woohyun asked. Dongwoo froze.

Did anyone know it was me? Were they going to judge me?

Dongwoo looked up to see the guys shaking their heads.

“I would never had told him if it was me” Sunggyu said. Dongwoo tensed at the leader’s words.

“Why not?” Dongwoo tried to act normal. Sunggyu shot Dongwoo a glare.

“Why?”

Dongwoo nodded his head slowly.

“Jinae is the nicest girl I know, she would have made Hoya understand”

A wave of guilt washed over Dongwoo.

I shouldn’t have told him. It wasn’t my decision to make.

Dongwoo was standing outside of Hoya’s front door.  He slowly lifted his hand and knocked on the door. It was a long time since Dongwoo knocked on this exact door. When Dongwoo was five he had knocked repeatedly until Hoya’s mom had opened the door for him. She had told him that he was always welcomed at their house so he did not need to knock. But today was different. He didn’t feel welcomed.

After a minute or so the door opened.

“Dongwoo?” Hoya’s mom was surprised to see him “Why did you knock? The last time you knocked were…”

“Is Hoya there?” Dongwoo cut her off. He didn’t want to explain what had happened. Hoya’s mom looked at me with a confused look.

“Uhm, yeah. He’s in his room” She stepped aside so Dongwoo could enter. Dongwoo nodded to her before he headed up the stairs. He slowly walked down the hallway as he tried to come up with what he would say to Hoya. As Dongwoo reached his room he slowly pushed the door open.

“Hoya?”

No answer.

“Hoya”

His normally neat room looked like a bomb exploded in it. His bed was full of clothes and th