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My Little First Love

 

TIFFANY POV

It’s been few hours passed since we say goodnight with each other but still I can’t sleep Sooyoung is sleeping next to me.. waaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

I try not to looked at her cause my heart will be crazier..

But I couldn’t help myself..

I opened my eyes and looked at her.. She’s so pretty even when she’s sleeping.. I was looking at her face for a moment then she moves.. I pretend to be sleeping.. Then I feels her breathe.. I opened my eyes and waaaaaaaahhhhhhhh her face is close to my face.. I’m really blushing and all crazy stuff happening to me right now..

After I while I calmed down and She start hugging me.. waaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

My body is in the state of exploding in happiness… But my happiness soon ended.. I looked at Sooyoung’s face and she’s tearing.. She’s crying.. Why???

This is maybe why she said she don’t want to be alone tonight.. This person has a loneliness hidden inside..

I hug her back this time it’s a comfort hug.. I hope I can help her ease her pain… I want to know more about Sooyoung.. So I can help her forget her pain..

That time I fall asleep..

“Miyoung… “

Huh someone called me.. Young-ah???

I opened my eyes and this is the second time it happens I heard Young’s voice..

Then I realize that I’m still hugging Sooyoung.. I looked at her face and..

OMO she’s going to wake up.. I turned to the other direction and pretend to being asleep..

She didn’t move that time but I know she’s awake

Then I felt that she hugs me..

Waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.. That hug last for a while

“Maybe it’s about time..”

She said..

What??? I’m still pretending to be sleeping.. I just didn’t move cause I like what’s happening..

 

JESSICA POV

When I got back to the dorms I can’t find Sooyoung anywhere.. She’s a tough person but she’s really a softy inside especially when it comes to her family.. She needs me now or never..

I try looking for her but nobody know where she is..I try calling her but she didn’t answer.. Is she with Tiffany??? No she’s not..

She just help her cause she being kind to her..

The next day I still can’t find Sooyoung..

Then I over heard some girls talking about her..

“I really saw Sooyoung in our dorms last night.. I’m not lying..”

“Why will she be in our dorms.. She never went there..”

Dorms??

I try not to think anything..

I just went to the dorms where the other student told they saw Sooyoung..

She will not gonna be..

I found myself walking to Tiffany’s room direction..

Sooyoung will not gonna be here..

Then a door opens up.. and and and..

It’s Sooyoung..

What the… she came out of Tiffany’s room..

She’s leaving and..

“Youngie,..”

She turned around and looked at me..

She still awkward and uneasy with me..

“I need to go now..” She said and left..

She spend the night with Tiffany and she’s avoiding me..

WHY?? I run to my room and cry…

SOOYOUNG POV
I dreamed about Miyoung again last night every time I’m with Tiffany it feels like I’m with Miyoung..

I don’t know why.. But it makes me feel more relax and calm..

I woke up and Tiffany is still sleeping..

Then I hugged her..

I just really miss Miyoung.. The feeling I felt everytime I talk, and I’m with Tiffany I felt like I’m talking to Miyoung..

“Maybe it’s about time..” I said

They have a lot of things in common but Miyoung is dead now..

 I don’t want her to wake up.. I just leave a note for her and I left her room..

“Youngie…”

I turned around and Sica is outside Tiffany’s room..

I’m still uneasy with her…

“I need to go now..” Then I left..

Sica is one of most important person in my life but I don’t know how will I act around her..

It is better to avoid her for a while..

I went to my room and rest..

That afternoon..

“Sooyoung..”

Seo rushing to my room..

“What’s the matter??”

“Sooyoung, Jessica just dropped out from the school..”

“What did you just say..??”

“Jessica just dropped out.. She’s leaving.. I tried looking for her but I can’t find her”

Why is it because of me?? I’m just avoiding her for some time to think..

But I don’t want her to leave..

But what can I do..

Then.. Tiffany came in my room..

“Seo I receive your message what’s the emergency?”

“Jessica just dropped out from the school”

“What??”

“Sooyoung do something about it..” Seo said

What will I do..?? What will I say to her..

I just stay in my seat..

Then Tiffany come closer to me..

“Hey, Sooyoung are you not gonna do something???”

“I can’t do anything..”

“You can.. If there is one person that Jessica will listen to..it’s you.. She will listen to you..”

“But..”

“Sooyoung, Jessica is your bestfriend right.?? It’s hard to find a true friend.. I know something happened with  you guys but true friends can resolve anything.. you don’t want to lose her.. “

Tiffany is right.. BUT…

“Leave me alone you two.. I need to Think…” I said

Then before they leave..

“Sooyoung you need to bring her back..” Tiffany said..

I tried calling Sica but all my calls are just went to Voice mail..

Tiffany is right I need to find Sica..

I run to my car and try going to the place I think she might go

BUT in the end I couldn’t find her..

Then that night..

My phone is ringing.. It’s SICA>…

“Hello, Sica where are you?”

“Hello, Ma’am the owner of this phone is passed out here at our bar. I’ll message you the address please pick her up..” A girl on the other line said..

“Alright, thank you so much..” I said..

Bar…. Aissshhh Sica she got drunk..

I receive the message and drove to the location..

I looked around the bar and saw Sica passed out in the counter..

“Sica.. wake up..”

I tried waking Sica but no use..

“Are you the person I talk to?” The Blonde hair chick said..

“Yes, Thank you for calling..”

“No problem, She kinda drunk a lot and some guys are trying to hooked up with her but I stopped them cause I know she’s drunk.. BTW I’m Kim Hyoyeon owner of the bar..”

“I’m really thankful for what you did.. AHm Here’s the payment for everything.. and for your time..”

“Waaahh this is so much..”

“That’s not, you save my sister’s life..”

“She’s your sister??” she asked

“Not really by blood but I treat her as my own Sister..”

I looked at Sica’s face..

“I need to bring her home now.. Thanks again..” I said

“Wait Miss.. What’s your name again??” She asked

“Sooyoung.. Choi Sooyoung..”

Then I put Sica on my back and gave her a piggy back ride..

I’m walking out to my car..

“Aisshhh, why did you drink so much? You’re not really good on drink”

She’s really out..

“Do you remember when we were kids I used to do this always to you.. You like having a piggy back ride right??”

“Youngie…”

“Huh, What’s that?”

“I miss you..” She giggle and hold me tight..

“I miss you too Sica…”

 

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Dhinonono #1
Chapter 55: Uodate update update
Good ficc!!
jaekwons
#2
Chapter 55: omg what's going on haha. i really hope they sort this mess out soon lol.
tbh, i'm also curious about what happened to kevin and natsumi, it's like they disappeared from the face of the earth or something. specifically kevin.
shikshinJagiyaSoo24
#3
Chapter 55: please update soon author sshi...
SY-YoonSicaKpopper #4
Pls update. I love your fic .
bianchi21 #5
Chapter 55: I cannot wait for this next..please upload
bianchi21 #6
Chapter 55: Author do have the pdf vers?
bianchi21 #7
Chapter 55: please upload!!!!
Taengsoong #8
Chapter 54: And then what happen?????
wanikuroishi
#9
Chapter 54: Yah I want SooSicFany in the end huhuhuhu!!!
So that Jessica and Tiffany can't be broken hearted. :'((( It's hard to choose between Jeti.
Francean #10
Chapter 54: Soo and Fany can be together but later on Jess meets TaeTae? Lol as long as Soo and Tiff end up together in the end.