I love you Choi Sooyoung..

My Little First Love

 

SOOYOUNG POV

“Young Lady don’t be shocked… That’s Miss Miyoung Death certificate…”

What???

“Death certificate??”

“Young Lady I’m sorry… Miss Miyoung is already dead…”

Am I hearing it wrong???

It can’t be…

“Miss Jo this is not a good joke”

“Young Lady I’m sorry but that’s the truth.. Miss Miyoung was Kidnapped when she was in Middle school.. The kidnappers killed her.. Her father was devastated after  what happened and now he is nowhere to be found…”

This can’t be… but I thought Miyoung and Tiffany…??

I’m wrong.. I just hope too much…

Miyoung…

I just bowed my head…

“You can leave now Miss Jo, and tell everyone I don’t want to be disturbed..”

Too much pain that I’m feeling now…

Miyoung why did you broke your promise you said we’re going back here in Korea and see me…

I started crying…

I’m sorry Miyoung I’m not in your side to protect you…

 

Tiffany POV

I was in my dorm and the light just turned off..

Ahhhh… I’m afraid of the dark…

Now there’s no Sooyoung that can comfort me…

Then I remember bad memories..

I was in Middle school…

I was Kidnapped…  they took  me to a dark room and left me there for days..

So I’m afraid of the dark now cause I always remember that times I’m so scared..

I wish that Young was there to help me but he’s not around…

Then the Police rescued me… and we testify to the court against the kidnappers

As a part of witness protection program…

Me and my dad change our identities

That’s why I change my name to Stephanie/Tiffany..

And we stage our deaths.. Now Miyoung is dead…

I always remember these scary memories when I’m in a dark place alone…

Then I heard my door opened and someone came in with a flashlight…

The light blinded me…

Who are you??? Sooyoung??

“Steph are you alright?”

“Kevin?”

“Yeah, it’s me… When the light turns off I rushed here cause I know your scared of the dark.”

He smiled…

I start crying…

“Kevin…I was scared…” then I hug him…

“Don’t be scared now.. I’m here”

Then the lights came back..

He really cares about me..

“You’ll be alright now” He said…

He bid goodbye..

 

The next day

I went to class…

I’m still down..

And I notice Sooyoung is not yet at the classroom…

“Seo, where is Sooyoung?”

“She’s not feeling well this morning”

“Is she alright?”

“Nothing serious, you worried quickly about her Tiffany”

Am I? I’m just concern…

I wondered what happened to Sooyoung…

“I’m going to visit her later Seo..”

“Ahm, Tiffany she doesn’t want anyone to enter her room”

“Why is that?”

“I don’t know.. but it is best to leave her alone for now”

What really happened to Sooyoung…

The Next day same thing happened she didn’t went to class…

“How is Sooyoung?”

“I can’t talk about her Tiffany”

“Ha?? Why?”

“I just can’t.. I’m sorry”

What is happening…

I went to her dorms after class… and I over heard Seo and Jessica talking..

“Miss Jessica, I’m worried now for Sooyoung… She haven’t eat anything since 2 days ago.. and she locked herself in her room.. She doesn’t want anyone to enter the room”

“What happened to her?”

“She just change her attitude after she talk to Miss Jo about something”

Now I’m so worried about her…

Jessica tried knocking on the door but no respond…

“Sooyoung opened up.. It’s Jessica”

“All of you go away.. Leave me alone..”

“Youngie we will leave you alone but you need to eat”

“I don’t want to eat…”

OMG Jessica is mad now…

She kicked the door..

WOW she’s strong too…LOL

But the door wasn’t broke

“Are you planning to die by not eating.??”  Jessica yelled

She keeps kicking the door..

“You always told me to grow up.. but you are the one that acting so Childish now…” She continued…

Then the door opens…

“You don’t need to yell like that Sica”

Then Jessica hugs her…

“You make me worried Youngie”

“I’m sorry I just want to be alone..”

“Do you want to talk about it??”

“No I don’t want…”

Then she went inside her room and Jessica follows her…

Good thing she’s alright now..

Knowing she’s alright makes me happy…

 

The next day…

I was happy because Sooyoung is in the class now…

The class ended… Sooyoung is walking towards us.. but

“Soo…”

“Seo see you later I’m leaving now…”

Then She left…

She didn’t even say anything to me…

She didn’t even look at me…

Why is she like that to me..

Did I do something wrong to her?

I was walking to the dorms… and I saw her…

I’m going to approach her but she just walked by me…

What’s going on???

 

My heart is breaking right now…

She’s cold again to me…

 

SOOYOUNG POV

Miyoung is dead now…

I need to mourn…

My heart is in pain.. I didn’t even say what I felt for her…

I locked myself in my room and didn’t eat cause I don’t have an appetite…

I’m just so sad…

After few days..

Jessica tried knocking on the door but I didn’t respond…

She start yelling and kicking my door

I opened my door

“You don’t need to yell like that Sica”

Then she hugs me.. I realize that time.. I need to stop mourning

“You make me worried Youngie”

“I’m sorry I just want to be alone..”

“Do you want to talk about it??”

“No I don’t want…”

I don’t want to talk about it… cause it just hurt my heart…

Then I went inside my room she follows me..

“Are you sure Youngie you don’t want to talk about it”

“I’m sure..”

 

The next day…

I start ignoring and avoiding Tiffany cause she reminds me a lot of MIYOUNG..

It just reminds me of the pain…

Tiffany is not Miyoung…

 

Tiffany POV

Why is Sooyoung avoiding me??

I can’t stand this anymore

I was walking to her dorms to talk to her and a group of goons again appeared…

“Hey Missy remember us?”

How will I forget those ugly faces..

Then

“Boss the Princess is here”

Sooyoung is here to rescue me again..

She is walking with Seo…

But she just looked at us didn’t say anything

The goons are just scared and flee

Then she just continue walking, it’s like she really didn’t see me..

“Choi Sooyoung, what’s your problem? Why are you keep ignoring me? ”

She keeps walking away..

“Answer me Sooyoung!!!”

“It doesn’t matter does it?” She said…

“To me it matter.. it does… it does matter because….”

I paused then she’s going to walk away again

“Let’s go Seo…” she said..

“I Love you Choi Sooyoung”

She didn’t even face me at all…

“Well sorry I don’t feel anything for you like that, I helped you cause your Jessica’s friend… That JiYong might be looking for you now go back to your dorm”

I was reaching her but my mind just blackens…

She continued walking and left me…

 

 

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Dhinonono #1
Chapter 55: Uodate update update
Good ficc!!
jaekwons
#2
Chapter 55: omg what's going on haha. i really hope they sort this mess out soon lol.
tbh, i'm also curious about what happened to kevin and natsumi, it's like they disappeared from the face of the earth or something. specifically kevin.
shikshinJagiyaSoo24
#3
Chapter 55: please update soon author sshi...
SY-YoonSicaKpopper #4
Pls update. I love your fic .
bianchi21 #5
Chapter 55: I cannot wait for this next..please upload
bianchi21 #6
Chapter 55: Author do have the pdf vers?
bianchi21 #7
Chapter 55: please upload!!!!
Taengsoong #8
Chapter 54: And then what happen?????
wanikuroishi
#9
Chapter 54: Yah I want SooSicFany in the end huhuhuhu!!!
So that Jessica and Tiffany can't be broken hearted. :'((( It's hard to choose between Jeti.
Francean #10
Chapter 54: Soo and Fany can be together but later on Jess meets TaeTae? Lol as long as Soo and Tiff end up together in the end.