"He hated that confused feeling since he's a kid."
Having Faith
Myungsoo backed away from the window. He doesn’t want to hear what Sungyeol would say. He had been following them two.
Myungsoo heard all of it. All those things Woohyun said to Sungyeol, he heard them all.
Myungsoo took shaky steps and started to walked away from the house, unaware of his own feelings.
“Should I be sad? Should I be angry? Should I be happy?” Myungsoo thought.
He keeps on walking down the streets to his own house.
“Why should I be sad? Because I’m scared that Sungyeol might leave me for Woohyun? He can’t leave me because of Woohyun. He cannot.” Myungsoo mumbled.
“Should I be angry? Because Woohyun just confessed to Sungyeol. He can’t love MY Sungyeol. Sungyeol is mine, forever mine.”
“Or should I be happy? Because finally Woohyun confessed to Sungyeol. I don’t have to be worrying about their relationship anymore.”
Myungsoo is confused. Very confused.
He flopped himself on his bed and took a pillow to cover his face and screamed. He screamed until his throat is hurting so much but he doesn’t care. He hates it how he’s very confused right now. He hated that confused feeling since he’s a kid.
Myungsoo’s phone vibrated. He grabbed it and saw a new text from Sungyeol,
“What’s up? Meet me, please? I need to talk to you.”
“Sorry, I can’t. I have something else to do. Will talk to you some other time.” Myungsoo texted back.
He can’t face Sungyeol at this moment because he’s not ready for what Sungyeol might tell him later on. He’s not ready yet.
Myungsoo closed his eyes and dozed off.
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