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A New Start 2

2 months later.

Your POV -

I was walking around my home in only my pajamas, I was hungry.. I really want some peanut butter and crackers. While I was looking around in the cupboards, I found my peanut butter. But it was more like chocolate with some cookie chunks in it.. it was very delicious, but I couldn't find my crackers.. the heck. I shrugged and grabbed a spoon, I walked out of the kitchen and looked at my sleepy husband walking down the stairs with his bed head. I had the spoon in my mouth while trying to open the jar,

" Ya.. neo mwohya?" I looked at Jonghyun,

" Mwoh?" I said with the spoon in my mouth. He walked towards me and grabbed the jar from me, I pouted..

" Ya. I could've done it myself." I said with the spoon still in my mouth, he just smiled and opened it for me.

" I'd do anything for my beautiful pregnant wife." I smiled, yup. I'm pregnant, uhm about 3 months now. We got hitched the day I found I was pregnant but I didn't tell oppa until after the wedding, I didn't want him to think we were getting married because of the baby. Of course.. when he asked I wasn't pregnant, but now that we were married... we wanted to start a family. I took the jar and walked to the living room, I had a little belly popping out but it's not that noticeable so it's okay. I the tv and started to flip through some cartoons until I found a channel that was playing old cartoon shows, I sat there and watched and ate my cookie spread. While I was eating the spread, it was taken away from me. I pouted,

" Ya!!" Changjo put it on the table.. I tried to grab for it but he pushed it away farther,

" Oppa! Give me back my cookie spread! Jiegum!" he only chuckled,  

" ani. eating too much of that can make you and the baby sick, yeogi. eat your fruits and vegetables. We have an appointment today." I pouted and I started munching on my carrots when the doorbell rang, Changjo got up and walked towards the door and that's when I started to lean towards the spread,

" don't even think about it." I grumbled to myself and I kept eating my carrots, 

" Hey babe, look who's here." I turned around and smiled,

" Yebin-ya!" and I got up to hug her,

" Yebin-ya be careful with your auntie." I looked at my best friend,

" Hanuel-ya." and we hugged,

" Ya. How's my baby sister feeling today." I shrugged,

" the same.. waeji oppa?" he only smiled and hugged me, just than the bell rang again.

" I'll get it." why was my door bell ringing so much.. hmm, I looked at the door to see all of Teen Top, F(x), EXO, my ex members, and 100%.. why was everyone here?

" Uh.. annyeong.. why are you here?" I was really confused with what was goiing on,

" we've come to surprise you!" I chuckled,

" I'm defiantly surprised Ricky oppa.. guende.. waeyo?" 

" What else for a surprise is there? It's what we do best." I didn't say anything to L.Joe, how can I? It was still hard to be in the same room as him,

" Guende, this surprise is different!" I looked at Changbum, I smiled..

" Changbummie oppa.. you at surprises."

" Guraetji. He does ." I laughed, I started to miss Minwoo oppa.. but he'lll be back soon. Actually he'll be back tomorrow, but Jonghwan oppa does a good job telling corny jokes.

" Ya. Nina-ya.. are you ready for your surprise?" I nodded my head, just than.. Hyukjin's soft hands covered my face.

" Ya! Hyukjin oppa! Mwohya?" everyone chuckled,

" Nina-ya.. we know." still blinded,

" Mwoh? Know what Bora unnie?" no one answered me, that's when I was pushed onto the couch. Okay not pushed but gently set there, Hyukjin still covering my eyes.. oh goodness.

" Nina-ya.. gwaenchana. Don't think too much about it, arasso?" I groaned,

" Ya! Suho oppa.. waeyo?"

" aish.. this girl! Calm down. You'll see it soon." I kept groaning,

" Eh. Changjo-ya.. did you find them yet?!" I moved my head towards the back, Hyukjin's grib was strong but he didn't hurt me.

" Ya! What the hell are you guys doing back there?!" and I got smacked in th head, I only know 3 people who would do that..

" Ya! What kind of girl talks like that?! Do you not have a pretty word in your vocabulary?!" I bit the inside of lip, why am I being bullied?

" Ya! Babo-ya.. not that way! This way!" okay that's it,

" Ya! Oh Sehun! If I find a mess on my floor.. you are soo dead! Arasso?!" this time my brother didn't hit me, neither did anyone else.

" Arasso.. arasso. Geez women these days. Ya. Jonghyun-ya.. how did you ever get married." oooh.. that boy wants to die from my hands, I heard Jonghyun chuckle.

" Because I learned to love the demonic woman that's sitting on the couch over there." okay they both want to die from my hands, 

" Hyukjin oppa.." I said oh so cutely,

" Nope. Not going to happen.. mianheyo." I groaned,

" Oppa.. not even for like a split second?" he felt him shake so i've been rejected again.. darn it. 

" Ya. If you calm down maybe everyone will work harder and faster. You dork." I grumbled under my breathe, jerks..

" Nina-ya.. calm down, it's not good for the baby." wait.. what, I turned to the never ending voice of where he was. How does he know? At least he whispered it, hold on.. but how did he know? Will someone please tell me?

" Ya.. I need to pee!" everyone laughed,

" Just wait a little more. Arasso?" ahh the sweet and scary voice of Im Yoona, so I did what I was told.. I waited.. which seemed like forever. But finally Hyukjin spoke to me,

" Arasso.. ready?" I nodded my head, a felt a pair of hands grab mine.. I knew those hands a little to well. It was my husband.. with his really annoyingly soft hands,

" Okay. Babe just about 8 steps okay." okay? What a weirdo, I just let him lead the way and I was still blinded by the loser of a friend. Just than.. I came to a sudden stop,

" Ya. Mwohya?" I said while rubbing my head, just than.. Hyukjin removed his hands and I had to adjust to the light. After blinking at least 50 times, I saw it.. I was completely shocked.

Congrats on being parents!

I looked around, there was a cake.. there were presents and family of my friends. I felt a tear drop,

" Eotteokhae? How did you guys know?" 

" Babo! How can we not know? also because your husband over there told us." I chuckled and wiped my tears,

" Kamsamnida. Jinja kamsam." I kept wiping my tears while I spoke, Changjo held me and I laughed.

" Gwaenchana oppa." I pulled out of the hug and looked at everyone,

" Ya. Ulijima, you're so ugly when you cry." I chuckled.. that's my best friend right there,

" Ya. You're lucky you're my best friend." and he laughed,

" Babo-ya.. did you really think you could hide it from us?" I shrugged, but than I turned the tables on him.

" Ya! What about you?! You and Bora unnie were hiding your guys' relationship from the very beginning! Aish jinja!" C.A.P and Bora only smiled and held hands, I laughed.

" And you two!" I said while glaring at my sister and my soon to be brother in law,

" Hurry up and get married will ya?! You're supposed to be the unnie.. aren't you suppose to get married first?"

" Ya! Mwohya. How about you calm your roll. Araji?" I chuckled,

" Oh. Arasso!" my I was happy, everyone was happy with their lives. I mean everyone was either in a relationship or on the verge of it, it was either be eaten in this family of mine or control it. Obviousouly i'm in the middle.. aigoo,

" Ya. When the baby is born... I want to be the favorite uncle, araji? None of these boozoos will take that away from me, I will teach that baby how to master his/her's vocal chords!" I laughed,

" Arasso Hyukjin oppa." everyone laughed. We all started to eat,

" Ya. Do you know what the baby is yet?" I ask Hanuel when the boys went to the back, she smiled and rubbed her big belly.. can't believe she was already having her next child. So glad her and oppa are married now instead of him and Yoon Hee, 

" Yebin-ya.. do you want to tell emo what we're having?" Yebin looked up from her cartoons and smiled,

" Eomma and appa said i'm going to be a big sister, that i'm going to get a new brother." I looked at her,

" Jinja?! Omo! Chukkahaeyo Hanuel-ya!" and I hugged her,

" do you know the name for him yet?"

" Hmm oppa really likes the name Jungsu but I really like Jaejoong, molla. We'll decide when it's closer to our due date." everyone squealed,

" I know we're all hot... doens't mean you need to be squealing for us." we all turned around to see the boys have returned, I squinted my eyes at my husband.

" Not for you. For Hanuel-ya, she's having a baby boy." I could see the boys were hurt,

" Ya! Bora-ya! What's wrong with you? You need say that i'm the hottest man alive!" Bora scoffed and we all chuckled,

" Uhm. No. Not gonna happen, you are not the hottest man alive. Obviously!" everyone laughed, I looked at the time.

" ah. Mianheyo everyone, but we gotta go." everyone nodded their heads and said their goodbyes, than I sat down on the couch again. 

" Oh.. i'm tired." I herd Changjo chuckle,

" Ya opppa.. I need to tell you something."  he plopped down next to me,

" Mundae?" I looked at him and whacked him on the arm,

" Ya! What was that for?!" I smirked,

" That's for getting 3 tattoos without telling me, I had to find out the hard way! That's what you get for wearing tanks a lot, and I saw one of them in one of your videos.. babo-ya!"

* Seeing him with tattoos.. means I can get a tattoo too. Not all of them, one's under his arm.*

he kept rubbing his arm, but he smirked..

" Jagi-ya.. saranghae. Arajiyo." I smiled, I can't be mad at him.

" Oh, nado. So when our baby is born.. I can get a tattoo too, guretji?" he smirked and held my hand,

" Mianheyo.. but if you get a tattoo.. I will kick your booty." and we laughed. He got the tattoo's in honor of his family, the one on his neck is his mother's, sister's, and his birth date. The quote is something that he constently talks about or hears and the one on his arm is his mom and sister's name. I really love how he honor's his family, I got up and pulled Changjo with me,

" Arasso.. kaja, we need to get to the doctors." we walked towards the door and he grabbed the keys, we left the house and headed for the car. When we got in, Changjo pulled out and we started down the road.

" Yeobo.. do you think we're going to have a boy or a girl?" Changjo grabbed my hand,

" Either or is fine guende.. I want a baby boy, so we can play baseball and I can teach him how to dance." I laughed at him,

" Andwae. I will not have my child dancing around like a bafoon, like his appa." and we both laughed,

" Ya. I'm a gorgeous, amazing, y bafoon. Arasso?" I laughed some more,

" and you're all mine." he's my man, my boo, my rock, and my best friend. I don't know where I would be without him and i'm so glad that he's apart of my life, I mean.. the boy is my biggest impact Now he's the father of my baby, the love of my life and my ultimate bias. 

" Jamkkan.. oppa.. what would you have done if you didn't have me in your life?" I really wanted to hear this,

" I would go to the end of the world to find you, to make sure that our love will happen. If I didn't, I would die because I need you. You are the love of my life, the apple to my pie, the first mate on my pirate ship.. and best of all. My best friend." I squeezed his hand,

" Nado sarang." and we drove to the hospital. While we were driving.. I couldn't breathe, I grabbed my chest.

" Ah!" Changjo looked at me,

" Nina-ya! Gwaenchana?!" he pulled to the side and took off his seatbelt, after he did that... I was able to breathe again and my chest stopped hurting. I was breathing really hard,

" what the hell just happened?!" I shrugged my shoulders and kept breathing,

" Oppa.. mwohaji?" we looked at each other, that hasn't happened in a very long time. Changjo quickly pulled out of the side and sped to the hospital, 1 we need to check on the baby.. than we'll see why anything is stopping. I felt like my heart was stopping. We got to the hospital.. I felt better, but Jonghyun still held onto me just in case. We walked through the hospital and got checked in, while we waited.. I saw my usual doctor walking by.

" nina-ya!" I smiled,

" Annyeonghaseyo uisa-nim." he looked at me,

" Neo.. gwaenchana?" I was about to say yes.. when Changjo beat me to it,

" actually uisa-nim.. something really weird happened in the car on the way here." he looked at me, he looked at the nurse.. he asked for a cliipboard and a pen and paper.

" what happened?" I felt Changjo grab my hand,

" We were driving to the hospital for our checkup on the baby, when Nina-ya grabbed her chest and i could tell she was having a hard time breathing and she was in a lot of pain." my doctor looked at me,

" Jinjayo?" I nodded my head,

" Uisa-nim. It's because my body is stressing itself out because of the baby." he nodded his head and took down notes,

" You know the same thing happened to your eomma when she was pregnant, geotjeongmaljuseyo Jonghyun-ya. It'll all pass, guergo i'll prescribe some pills that are completely harmless to the child. Arajiyo?" we both smiled and bowed,

" Kamsamnida Uisa-nim." he smiled and got up,

" I'll send this down to the prescribtion area, stay healthy and congrats on the baby." we got up and bowed and we bowed back, than he left. I turned towards Changjo,

" It's good that you told him, kamsamnida honey." and he gave me a little peck on the lips when the doctor called us in.

" Arasso.. kaja." and we walked in.

6 months later.

Nothing we could do now.. I sat in the operating room crying, when she left.. Changjo held my hands. He was crying too,

" Oppa.. mianheyo.. jinja mian." It's my fault.. 

" Aniya.. it's not, geotjeongmal. I still love you." I kept shaking my head... this is a disaster, I felt so incomplete right now.

" Oppa.. it's my fault, mianhanago." I couldn't stop crying, it was my fault. I looked at the lifeless body of our son Issac, he had con heart disease.. he didn't make it. He only lived for about 10 minutes in this world, they tried to save him but they couldn't. Why couldn't I have been born healthy like my brother and sister, Changjo pulled me into a hug. I pushed him away,

" Oppa.. mianheyo, but oppa... maybe you should just find someone who can bear you a child.. someone who isn't sick and unhealthy like me." I said through my tears, Changjo looked at me..

" Hajima.. don't say those words, you are my one true love. It hurts that Issac couldn't have stayed with us, but it's not your fault. Arasso.." I couldn't get rid of the feeling of that it was my fault, I lost my first child... before I could even get to know him. I got up and walked to where Issac laid, I touched his little hand..

" Mianheyo Issac-ya, eomma.. jinja mian." my tears kept falling onto his hand, Changjo walked up behind me and held me while I cried..

 

Changjo's POV -

it's been a few days now and the doctor said it was okay for Nina to go home, but before we checked out. I was signing paper work while she was in the room getting all of her things, he came up to me with a new prescribtion..

" Oh.. yeogi mundaeyo?" he looked at me,

" It seems as if your wife is depressed, so i prescribed anti depression pills to her. Just for a while, I know how much to lose a child at such a young age. Guende you guys are still young, you'll be able to create more beautiful child for this world." I nodded my head, 

" Kamsamnida Uisa-nim." after I finished signing for everything, I walked back to the room to find Nina.. sitting on her bed... staring at the wall. I walked towards her,

" Nina-ya? Jagi-ya.." I sat on the bed and touched her hand, she blinked a few times and looked at me.

" Oh oppa.. mian, I was just watching Issac." I sighed and nodded my head, right now.. all Nina needs is a supporting husband by her side. I grabbed her hand and pulled her up,

" Arasso. Kaja. let's go home." Nina nodded her head and grabbed her stuff, i'm going to have to get her to eat her pills.. one way or another.

2 years later.

I came home from work to find it to be dark.. like always, I sighed and took off my shoes and I walked through the house. I threw my suitcase into the living room and walked to the kitchen and the lights, I grabbed a cup and got my glass of water. I looked at the fridge,

" Oppa. I'll be home soon. I love you.

- Nina."

I scoffed,

" Yeah, i'll be back soon my . Last note you wrote me was 2 years ago." I walked away from the note, this stupid. Just a stupid little note can make so angry, I walked upstairs to my room.. when I heard the shower running. The heck, I opened my door and walked quietly through the room. I stopped because there was singing.. there hasnt been singing in this house in a very long time. I opened the door to find..

" Hana-ya?" my 2 year old daughter looked up at me, what is she doing here? I swear  I heard her mother's voice, we divorced after she was born..

" Appa!" I looked at her,

" Nuhee eomma? eodiga?" she pointed and I turned around to see Nina standing behind me.. and she plunged a knife through my chest.

~ end dream~

I woke up with cold sweat running down my face,

" Oppa? Gwaenchana?" I turned and looked at Nina, she was sitting up and looking at me. It was just a  dream.. just a dream, I laid back down on our bed. She moved closer to me and I pulled her into my arms,

" Gwaenchana." I could tell she was still looking at me,

" Ya.. you wouldn't kill me right?" she pulled right out of my arms and looked at me,

" Mwoh?!" I chuckled and shook my head,

" aniya. come on let's go back to bed." but she didn't move, I sighed and looked at her..

" arasso. I had a dream where we had a daughter named hana and well we got a divorce.. and you were here at the house somehow because I found her in the bathtub, and when I asked where you were.. she pointed to you and you.. well stabbed me to my death." she looked at me and laughed,

" oppa.. you have weird dreams." and she laid back down,

" One day we will have a daughter and name her hana, we will tell her about her brother Issac and we most defiantly will not be getting a divorce. And I won't try to kill you. Arasso?" I nodded my head, she than moved closer to me and kissed me on the cheek.

" Okay let's go to sleep. We gotta wake up later and go see the doctor." I nodded my head and pulled her into my arms, I put my hands on her belly..

" geotjeongmal Hana-ya.. appa yeogi-da." and as if she heard me, she kicked right where my hand was. I smiled,

" She has her father's legs, she's going to either be a dancer or a really good kick boxer." I laughed and whispered in Nina's ear,

" than she better have her mother's looks, if she does.. she'll break a lot of hurts." Nina laughed and I hugged her, I didn't think I could love this girl anymore than I could. But everyday she  shows me that I can love her a lot more than I think I can,

" Oppa..." I pulled out of trance and turned to her, her eyes were closed but she was still talking.

" Oppa.. when Hana is born.. we need to be those parents where we give our child free choice, if she wants to play with dolls.. she can play with them, if she wants to dance. she'll dance.. if she wants to be an idol.. she'll do as she pleases. if she likes the color pink....... she can have pink." I chuckled, I knew how much nina hates the color pink.. so hearing her say that was actually touching.

" Mmm. arasso. go to sleep." after I said.. it was quiet, so I thought she fell asleep.. I was about to too when I heard her.

" Saranghaeyo." I smiled and hugged her tighter and nuzzled my nose into her neck,

" Nado saranghae." and we fell asleep.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A/N: hey guys. I've come to tell you that they story is over... i'm sorry. This was the last story, but I'm not quiting on writing teen top stories. They were my first bias group when I got back into kpop, hehe. I think my next story the main boyy will be L.Joe. Hmm we'll see. (; i'll put up a link when I get the story started if you're interested! Hehe, anyways you guys are the best because I wouldn't have gotten this far without you guys. Espically everyone who read the first part of the story, thank you! You guys are the bomb dot com, jangnan aniyo. haha sorry. i'm listening to that song right now. Well thanks guys! See you. 

 


 

 

 

 

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cupcake4215
#1
Chapter 27: Omo author-nim. Why must everything keep you so busy to update. I hope you find time to update this tear-jerking wonderful story.
lalangel #2
Chapter 26: ohmygodd. update soon please. :D
cyeolliewifey
#3
Chapter 24: don't tell me Nuhyun is.....
ok,update soon xD
TeenTopCuddyBear
#4
Chapter 24: im so confused O.O
_-Sumin #5
Chapter 23: ugh Yoonhee :P LOL..
TeenTopCuddyBear
#6
Chapter 22: im so confused I know most of the plot >< sooo is Andy Yoon Hee's father? and how did Yoon hee get Chnagjo to date her O.O?
TeenTopCuddyBear
#7
Chapter 17: a bit confused in these few chapts :(
TeenTopCuddyBear
#8
Chapter 3: LJKFAS;DJASJ; HATE THAT NEW GIRL
Inspiritalways7 #9
Chapter 22: OMG I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS STORY PLEASE UPDATE SOON ^_^
--vikseu
#10
Chapter 19: This story is UH-SOME!
Please update soon! ^-^