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A New Start 2

Your POV -

Everyone was looking at me.. I pushed the blankets off of me and started to move so I could get off my bed,

" Ani, stay right there. Do. Not. Move." I looked at L.Joe.. I made a face and stayed in bed, everyone started to move into my room.

" Gwaenchanayo?" I looked at Sehun.. I smiled and nodded my head,

" ne gwaenchanayo, gomawayo Sehun-sshi." I looked around.. my sister was here, L.Joe and Chunji, all of EXO and Seohyun.

" Wae? Waegura?"

" Nina-sshi.. mwohayo? Why are you asking why? We wanted to make sure you were okay, gwaenchana?"

" ne. Gwaenchanayo Luhan-sshi. Unnie.. is it true?" I looked my sister..

" Mwohayo? Is what true?"

" Unnie!"

" Nina-ya geuleon sig-eulohaji malgo."

" Seohyun unnie! Mwohayo?"

" Luna sunbaenim.. I think you should tell her."

" Yeah unnie.. tell me."

" Nina-sshi.. you should be more nicer to your sister. Arassaseyo?" I looked at Kris..

" Ne, arasso."

" Arasso! I'll tell you.. I've decided to move you out of TOP Media and make you join SM, i've already talked to seongsangnim.. he said it was okay but it's your choice also. All I have left is to talk to your seongsangnim and we'll be set." I looked at my sister.. what?

" Mwohayo?! Did you think that maybe I don't know.. that I could have a say in this too!"

" What do you want me to say huh?!" ( A/N; Everything that's bolded and Italic is spoken in English.)

" Give me a decision! I've been apart of TOP Media for 3 years now! Everyone at TOP Media is my family.. why are you making me move?!"

" Because I can't stand to see you in the hostpital anymore! I'm not losing you.. not like we lost mom and dad!"

" Nina.. maybe you should listen to your sister.. she does mean well."

" Yeah.. Nina.. Luna is only doing what she thinks is right for you, and even though Chunji and I hate it.. it's best for you to go to SM."

" What?! You just expect me to leave?!" I looked at L.Joe then to my sister.. I was about to say something.. but then..

" Stop. Nina-sshi.. Do you not understand what Luna has done for you?" I looked at Kris..

" She rather have you start all over then be stuck in this hospital for the rest of your life, you should be more grateful."

" But I didn't ask her to do it!"

" No you didn't but since your sister loves you.. so she did it anyways. Nina.. just listen to your sister okay." I looked at Kris.. he was right. I looked down at my hands..

" Mianheyo unnie.. I'll go."

" Jeongmalayo? Nina-sshi.. is coming to our company?" I looked at Chanyeol.. I heard he was the biggest derp ever.. I could finally see it.

" Ne.. i'm coming to your company." I looked at L.Joe and Chunji.. they were faking they're smiles.

" Ya, just because i'm leaving doesn't mean I won't be able to see you guys. I'll go to some of your concerts and we can still hang out, don't worry so much okay?"

" You better stay in touch with us, arasso?" Chunji said while trying to hold back his tears, I nodded my head and hugged him. 

" You'll always be our little one that we use to fight over." L.Joe was holding back his tears too..

" Oppa.." I couldn't do it anymore.. I let my tears fall.. I just let them fall while I hugged Chunji and L.Joe,

" Unnie.. take me with you tomorrow."

" Eh? Mundae?"

" I want to say goodbye to everyone before I go to SM.."

" Luna-ya.. that's not a bad idea."

" Arassaseyo.. I'll let you go but your coming back here when we're done. Arasso?"

" Ne unnie!" EXO said they had to go for schedules.. then Luna unnie left with Seohyun unnie.. before I could say anything.. to her. She was gone.. I didn't even get to say bye to her.. I guess i'll tell her tomorrow. The only people who were left was Chunji and L.Joe,

" Oppa.. will you guys go with me to find a doctor?"

" Waeyo? Apayo?" L.Joe was by my side again,

" Aniyo oppa.. gwaenchanayo, jinja!" But that didn't stop L.Joe he kept holding my arm..

" Oppa, I need to find the doctor so I can get an okay so I can leave and say bye to everyone.. it's a must." He kept giving me a look like he didn't believe me,

" Aish, move Lee Byunghun. Kaja Nina-ya." Chunji oppa pushed L.Joe out of the way and grabbed my arm, he helped me out of bed and we walked out of my room.

" Ya.. Ya!" We didn't turn back around.. but I could hear L.Joe running so he can keep with us, once we were out of my room. I was greeted by a nurse,

" Oh.. Nina-sshi, you shouldn't be out of bed. It's not good for your health, kaja i'll take you back." While she was walking towards me... she kept giving Chunji strange looks.. it was really weird. I shook the thought out of my head,

" Ani! I need to find Uisa-nim, is he in his office?"

" Nina-sshi, you must'nt move right now.. it's not good for your health, please go back to your room."

" Ya! Do you understand what i'm telling you? I need to see Uisa-nim." Right when I said that.. I felt Chunji's grip get tighter.. great. I was about to say something,

" Ne Nina-ya? Mwohayo?" I looked.. it was my doctor.

" Uisa-nim! I need to ask you a question."

" Jeongmal? Mwohayo?"

" Uisa-nim.. is it okay for me to leave the hospital for a while.. just for an hour or so.. Luna unnie is moving me to SM and I want to say goodbye to my family before I leave them.." I kept my head down.. I didn't want to cry in front of him.

" Arassaseyo, I'll let you go. But you have to promise me that you won't go anywhere else, just there and back. Arasso?" I looked up at him.. 

" Gomawayo!" I said while smiling.. he was the best doctor at my grandfather's hospital, i've always liked him the best. After my talk with him, Chunji and L.Joe walked me back to my room.. but they had to leave.

" Nina-ya.. don't be sad. We'll come back here when we're done. Arasso?"

" Oppa..."

" Ya! Andwae.. jinja andwae. Like L.Joe-ya.. we'll be back. Until then, you sleep." I looked at Chunji.. he slowly pushed me down until my head hit my pillow.. he pulled the blanket up to my chin and smiled,

" We'll be back.. don't worry so much. Okay? When you wake back up, we'll be here." and he kissed me on the head then he got up and walked towards my door.. I turned back around when I felt something my bed even more,

" And we'll have presents for you." L.Joe smiled at me too and kissed me goodbye, I watched them leave and wave at me.. then I was alone. I couldn't anything else so I closed my eyes and started to fall asleep.

~ few hours later ~

I woke up to the sound of my nurse checking my things,

" Oh annyounghaseyo." I said very sleepy,

" Oh! Nina-sshi, are you awake now?"

" Oh.. jogeum." I said with a laugh,

" Well I guess if your some what awake, you can take your medicine now. Here let me help you get comfterable." I was still in a sleepy mood so I didn't really care what she was doing until I felt something cold to my face.. I opened my eyes to.. see.. her holding a glass of water and a small glass of pills. 

" I don't want them, deul-eul delyeo." I looked away from her..

" Nina-sshi.. you need these pills so you can get better.. if you don't take them.."

" I know I know.. If I don't take them.. I'll die. So what? Do you know what those pills do my brain?" She just looked at me.. I kept going before she said anything,

" I'm pratically brain dead! How do you expect me to function in my life? While I was taking those pills.. I wouldn't do anything.. I was emotionless! I was pratically a robot! Take them away from me.." That was my last straw.. I looked at her. She didn't move,

" If you don't take them away from me.. I'll have you fired. GO!" and then she left.. once she was gone. I cried my eyes out, I hated how I used to be.. I didn't want to go back to that. My life used to revolve around those pills and I didn't want that anymore.. I wanted to experience things.. the way a normal person does.. but how could I? I decicded that before I moved to Korea that I would stop.. and I did.. but I only got worse... what should I do? It's either become a robot or die.. I kept crying.. I didn't even notice someone in my room, until I heard their voice.

 

Sehun's POV -

I got done with my schedules.. before everyone else, so I decicded to go check on Nina.. I asked my manager to drop to drop me off, I texted the hyungs.

" To Hannie hyung:

I'm going to the hospital to check on Nina-sshi.. see you guys there?"

I sent the message and waited for his response, I got it in a matter of seconds.

" From Hannie hyung:

Arassaseyo. Don't tell Nina-sshi arasso.. but we're bringing her presents, don't tell her arasso? Hunnie-ya?"

" To Hannie hyung:

Arasso! Buy something for me since I don't have time too. Saranghaeyo Hannie hyung! <3"

" From Hannie hyung:

Aish.. babo. Arasso, wô ài nî. Zàijiàn Hunnie-ya." After I read that, I put my phone away and leaned back and closed my eyes,

" Hyung! Wake me up when we're there, okay?" All I got was  grunt from him.. like usual,

~ about 30 minutes later.~

" Sehun-ya.. wake up. Ya! Il-eona!" I opened my eyes slowly to see that we were at the hospital, I was awake now and I started to put everything away.

" Sehun-ya I'm going to get the rest of the members, go straight to that room and don't leave. Arasso?"

" Ne hyung." I said while smiling,

I waved my manager goodbye and walked into the hospital, I walked past the gift shop.. when I saw a bouquet of flowers.. like the ones in the pond outside of Nina's window, 

I walked into the store and picked them, I bought them for her. When I walked out of the store.. smiling, I took the elevator up and was holding the flowers.. I looked up them,

" Aigoo.. I hope Nina-sshi likes these." The elevator dinged and I got off, I walked to her room. Luna sunbaenim gave us our cards yesterday so I got in with a breeze, I shut the door quietly cause I didn't know if she was sleeping; so I walked quietly towards her door which was closed.. I was about to open when I heard his voice. I froze right there and listened.

 

Your POV -

.. I wiped my eyes and looked up.. to see Changjo.

" Waegura?" I didn't like how my voice had sounded,

" Why aren't you taking your pills?" I looked at him.. how did he know,

" I was stopped by the nurse cause I was on my way to see you.. she told me, she was hoping that I could have a possibly of conviencing you in taking them."

" Well it's none of your buissness.." He stopped leaning against the door.. I just realized the door was shut, he started to move closer to me,

" Andwae.. stay where you are." He gave me a look that I didn't like,

( A/N; best one I could find..)

" Nina-ya.. why do you hate me so much?" I looked at him.. I could tell by his expession.. he meant his question,

" Oppa.. I don't hate you, I never have." I looked at my hands.. I didn't want to cry in front of him, I heard him move; I shot my head back up and looked at him,

" Aniyo!"

" If you don't hate me then.. why don't you let me explain?"

" Explain what? I saw the picture.. I saw you and.." I choked at the words..

" I saw you and Yoon Hee unnie kissing each other.." my head fell right away..

 

Changjo's POV -

I couldn't take it anymore.. she had to know the truth,

~ Flash Back~

*The day the picture was sent to Nina*

" noona.. what are you doing with my phone?" I looked at Yoon Hee noona.. she was looking through my phone, but she quickly put it away and looked at me

" Aniya, let's play a game? Loser get's punishment, yeah?" I looked at her.. 

" Arasso." we were bored anyways.. so why not.

" What's the game?"

" Kiss or tell." she said with a really creepy smile.. I didn't like the sound of the name but I already said yes.. I just nodded my head and went along with it. So the whole point of the game is to answer the question truthfully or you get a kiss.. it doesn't if your playing with someone you like and your single.. but it was going to be hell for me,

" Okay! I'll start.. Changjo-ya.. do you like being apart of Teen Top?" That was an easy question,

" Ne! Arasso. My turn, noona.. why did you choose to be a part of TOP Media?"

" Ahh gurae, it's because it holds value to me." I nodded my head, but her next question surprised me.

" Have you ever had seconds on being with Nina-ya?" I looked down at my hands,

" You have 5 seconds to answer me, 5,4,3,2,1!! Choi Jonghyun.. you lost!" I looked at Yoon Hee noona.. crap. She started to move closer to me.. I couldn't stop it, I lost and I had already said yes to the game. So I closed my eyes and waited to feel her lips.. then I finally did, they were warm and soft but they weren't like Nina's.. when I kissed her.. it felt like our first kiss all over again.. my body would get an electric shock going through me and I could feel her kiss on my lips for the whole day.. but Yoon Hee noona's lips.. felt awkward there.. but then I heard a click, I pulled out of the kiss and looked up. Yoon Hee noon took a picture.. with my phone.. but why?

~ end flash back.~

" I didn't want to do it.."

" Do what?"

" Kiss her.. she made me do it.."

" And how did she make you? Yes I get that she's your noona but you still have some self control over yourself.. right?" I looked up at her.. she was right, I could have said no to her.. but I didn't.

" Are you going to answer me?" I looked at her..

" your right I didn't.. I didn't say no, mianheyo Nina-ya." This time I got up and before she could say anything.. I ran to her and hugged her, hugged her like I meant it cause I did.. while I was hugging her. I was crying, 

" Mianhe Nina-ya, jinja mianhe." I was still holding her.. I felt her move her hand to my arm and I felt her head go down.. she was crying again.. and this was because of me.. I caused this to happen.. for her to be in the hospital all the time.. for her to be crying all the time. But I couldn't lose her.. I couldn't,

 

Your POV -

I was crying.. I couldn't do it anymore.. I couldn't be like this anymore.. I need out. I loved him.. so much but this pain he was giving me.. I couldn't do it, I just couldn't.

" Oppa." I put my hand on his arm so I could move it.. I couldn't, his touch.. I wanted it.. no I needed it to last longer. Just a little while longer.

" Joesongmnida.. jeongmal joesonghaseyo." I was about to say something.. but my door opened, I looked at it.. it was Sehun holding a bouquet of flowers..

" Sehun-sshi."

 

Sehun's POV -

I couldn't take it anymore.. I knew that she would forgive him and I didn't want to be there to see or hear it, I opened the door and saw them. He was holding her and he was crying and so was she.. but she was holding his arm. She looked up and saw me, she whispered my name and I dropped the flowers and left.. I didn't want her to see me cry. I went to the one place no one would find me.. I walked down to the garden outside of Nina's room, I sat on the bench and started to cry.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hey guys! So I've updated hehe, I hope you guys like this chapter.. i couldn't go to bed until I finished this chapter.. -.- and it's 2:30 in the morning where I'm at and I have school. D: I'm such an idiot sometimes.. well thanks for reading guys, I'll update agian soon! So please subscribe and comment, bye bye! <3


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cupcake4215
#1
Chapter 27: Omo author-nim. Why must everything keep you so busy to update. I hope you find time to update this tear-jerking wonderful story.
lalangel #2
Chapter 26: ohmygodd. update soon please. :D
cyeolliewifey
#3
Chapter 24: don't tell me Nuhyun is.....
ok,update soon xD
TeenTopCuddyBear
#4
Chapter 24: im so confused O.O
_-Sumin #5
Chapter 23: ugh Yoonhee :P LOL..
TeenTopCuddyBear
#6
Chapter 22: im so confused I know most of the plot >< sooo is Andy Yoon Hee's father? and how did Yoon hee get Chnagjo to date her O.O?
TeenTopCuddyBear
#7
Chapter 17: a bit confused in these few chapts :(
TeenTopCuddyBear
#8
Chapter 3: LJKFAS;DJASJ; HATE THAT NEW GIRL
Inspiritalways7 #9
Chapter 22: OMG I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS STORY PLEASE UPDATE SOON ^_^
--vikseu
#10
Chapter 19: This story is UH-SOME!
Please update soon! ^-^