Author's POV -

Your being rushed to the into the emergancy room, you didn't understand what was going on. All you can understand was someone was trying to talk to you but it was very faint, you weren't able to see anything. Your eye sight was all dark and air was getting harder to get because for some reason.. your lungs seemed to be locking up. After that you don't remember anything else expect pain.. excruciating pain.

 

Changjo's POV -

I dropped off Yoon Hee noona at her dorm and walked away.. I looked at my dorm, did I want to go home where I'll be ignored by 2 of my hyungs.. where i'll be pestered by my other members. I shook my head and walked away from the dorms, I looked up at the sky and saw how the sky was so dark already.. I let out a sigh and kept walking. I didn't really know where I was going and I didn't know how long I was walking, but then I looked up.. 

" Why am I here?" I looked at the building.. to much memories.. so much happiness.. so much pain, I shook my head and walked in.. the lights were blinding a little. 

" Sillyehabinda.." the nurse looked at me,

" Ne? Can I help you young man." I nodded my head,

" I'm actually here to visit.. a friend, I was wondering if she's here."

" Ireume mwohayo?"

" Park Nina." the nurse nodded her head and started clicking on her computer, 

" Hmm seems like she's going the surgery right now." I looked at her,

" Mwohayo?! Waeyo!?"

" Sir we need you calm down, she's going through surgery at the moment because when she returned from the market.. she seemed to have caught something. Whatever it was, it affected her bad. Right now the best doctors and surgens are looking at what happened, if you would like.. you can sit in the waiting room outside of the surgery room and see what happens." I nodded my head and ran to the surgery room,

I got to the room and looked at the moniter,

Surgery going on, stay out please.

I sat by the wall and stared at the moniter the whole time.. until I heard footsteps,  looked up to see Yoon Hee noona, my members, Sehun in a wheelchair, Expection noona, and Luna noona.

 

Luna's POV -

I was practicing when I got the call, I grabbed all my things and ran out of the company.. what was she doing out alone?! I got into a cab and told him to go the hospital.. the ride was pure agonization.. finally we were at the hospital and I paid him and thanked him, I ran inside and took the elevator. I got out to find Sehun coming down the hall.. smiling, did he know? I was about to walk towards him when my phone started to ring,

" Yoboseyo?"

" Unnie? Uhm are you with Nina-ya? She's not answering her phone and i'm at the old dorm picking some things up."

" Seohyun-ya.. Nina-ya is going through surgery right now.. "

" MWOH?! What happpened?!"

" Molla."

" Don't worry unnie, i'll be there soon." then she hung up the phone, I put my phone away and looked up to see.. Sehun staring at me,

" Luna sunbaenim.. what do you mean.. is it true?" I looked at him.. do I have a choice since he already heard me,

" Hajimarago Sehun-ya.. it's nothing to worry about, kaja. Let's take you back to your room." I walked towards him but he sat still and stared at me,

* a/n: so his stare yes.. the heart.. not so much. haha but I still love this dork.*

" Noona." I looked at him.. this was the first time he's called me noona after I gave him permission.. the day of their first showcase,

" Arasso.. ne, it's true. Something happened to Nina-ya and i'm worried way to much, so if you want to come.. we have to hurry." Sehun nodded his head and we sort of rushed down the hallway to see Seohyun.. and.. I looked at them when we reached each other.

" Seohyun-ya.." Seohyun looked at me,

" Mianheyo unnie.. they all followed me, I just went over to tell Chunji-ya and L.Joe-ya but I guess everyone was all over there.. mianheyo!" I looked at her.. 

" Gwaenchana.. kaja, something could've happened by now!" I grabbed Seohyun's and and grabbed Sehun's wheelchair, I didn't even look at everyone else. I ran towards the room.. to see Changjo sitting there, staring off into space. He looked up at us.. and stood right up,

" Changjo-ya?" I saw Yoon Hee run to his side and hold his hand, I looked at them.. what was going on?

" Noona.." he started to walk towards me and I pushed him away from,

" Hajimarayo.." I stared him down,

" Neo.. waegurae? Why are you here? You don't have a right to be here.." I turned towards to the girl holding Changjo's hand,

" Neither do you, ka." I said while staring down both of them,

" Luna unnie.. we're all here because we heard, we're all worried." I turned and looked at them,

" yeah? If all you guys were so worried about my yeodongsaeng, you wouldn't have pushed her away like all of you did.. for what?  A PATHTIC PERSON!?"

" Luna-sshi.." I turned towards her and looked at her,

" You don't have  a right to be saying anything about me, you don't know me. Honestly.. your sister isn't cut out for this group thats why they allowed me to join, I didn't even practice. That just shows how much of an effort they didn't want your sister anymore, so she should be glad to be starting off at SM and stop worrying about what's going on at TOP Media!" I looked at her.. she was asking for it, just then L.Joe pulled me back.

" Luna-ya.. hajima, she's not worth." he said while looking at her, I looked at him.. he was right. She wasn't.. my little sister is better then her and she's not standing in our way to succes, I just scoffed at her and looked at the moniter.

Surgery complete.

Alive.

My eyes got bigger and I ran to the door, I waited for the doctor to come out.. while I was waiting. I felt 4 hands on my back, I looked back to see.. my members.

We all had different hair styles now. * a/n: like the picture above.*

" Unnie.."

" Hajimayo Luna unnie, the doctors' coming out right now. Kaja." I looked at Krystal and nodded my head, we all walked towards the doctor who just came out and looked at him.

" Uisa-nim.. is she okay?" he took off his face mask and looks at me,

" Luna-ya.. why don't you go see for yourself.." I nodded my head,

" Jamkkamn.. can we go too?" the doctor looked at my members,

" How close are you to her?" I anwered for all my members,

" We're family to her.. after our parents died, Victoria unnie even lets all of us call her eomma.. Nina-ya too.. waeyo?" the doctor looked at all of us,

" She's has amnesia.. she's lost a lot of her memory but we believe that she'll get it back if she's surronded by all the people she's used to.." I looked at him.. Nina doesn't remember anything?

" .. does she know who I am?" this worried the most.. she's all I have left.. I needed her,

" we don't know that yet.. right now she's in a coma, what we need to do is hope for the best." I couldn't even move..

" Then how do you know she has amnesia if she hasn't woken up yet?"

" We took an MRI of her brain after the surgery and we saw that it formed during the surgerical operation, come to my office and we'll talk more about it.. kaja." I felt someone grab my hand and hold it.. it was Seohyun, I smiled at her..

" Jamkkamn! What about all of us?" I turned around and forgot that they were all here.. I looked at them,

" Jeongseonghaeyo.. but right now, this is something that needs to be done who are the closet to my sister.. Sehun-ya just go back to your room.. i'll come see you later, arasso? Teen Top.. Expection.. geunyang-ga." I turned away from them but stopped when L.Joe grabbed my arm,

" Call me if anything happens.. arasso Luna-ya? Don't go through this alone." all I could do was nod my head, we turned away and followed the doctor to his office, Seohyun closed the door behind her.. my members, Seohyun, and I watched as he pulled something out of his drawer and put on his desk.

" This is her brain.. normally it would look like this." * a/n: picture on the right, amnesia brain on the right.. i know confusing.* 

He said while pointing out the differences.. they looked the same,

" As you can see the difference.. the left one here is swollen." he circled the swollen areas and pointed them out to us.. this was the time i started to tone the doctor out.. I just didn't want to listen anymore.. what was I going to do with her? Those questions kept running through my mind.. the one question that I will never let go either.. I closed my eyes,

~ Flash back~

5 years ago.

Nina and I were sitting in the park at our home back in America.. we were sitting under the tree drinking bubble tea.. we were talking about our dreams,

" Unnie.. what if I die before my dream beome a reality?" I looked at her,

" Hey don't say that, you won't die. I won't let you, got it? Now come on let's go. We have to go find you a dress for that super date this Saturday night!"

I grabbed her hand and we walked to the mall.

~ end flash back~

I let my tears fall and I ran out of that room..

* a/n: I don't know what happened in this gif but I want to cry after seeing Luna cry like this.*

 

Yoon Hee's POV -

I walked out of the company with Changjo.. he was awfully quiet today, we were walking home when I felt him stop. I turned around and looked at him,

" Mwohya?" he kept giving me a straight face.

" .. why were you being so mean about Nina-ya back there? Luna noona doesn't need anymore stress does she already does.." I looked at him.. was he being serious right now?

" Wae?" he looked at me,

" I know this isn't right for me to say since we are dating.." he admitted it again.. I felt like I was floating on clouds, but I fell right back down.. when I heard his next words.

" But I don't know how I can be with someone who's so cruel to someone who's going through so much pain.." I looked at him,

" Mwohayo? What are you trying to say Changjo-ya?" he looked at the sky and at his feet,

" I"m giving you a chance noona.. but jebal, i'm begging you. Don't hurt Luna noona anymore. arasso?" I had to comply to him.. I felt like I was in love with him.. already, I smiled and nodded my head.

" Ara, ara. Kaja." I grabbed his hands and we walked together, but then I stopped again.

" Oh! Madjiyo.. I have to go to the company for some vocal lessons." I said while turning towards him,

" .. I thought you didn't have anything scheduled for you today." .. crap, he knew.

" Oh! Andy oppa wants me to practice a lot harder and more then the others since I'm new and I didn't have to train so he's just worried and switched up my schedule." I told him while waving it off, I looked at him.. I think he's buying it,

" .. Gurae, have fun noona. I'll see you later." I nodded my head and kissed him on the cheek, that felt weird since i've already kissed him on the lips.. but I have to take it slow. I waved at him and ran the other direction.. when I looked back, I saw that I was far enough from Changjo now.. I pulled out my phone and called the manager. After I told him where to come get me.. I waited.. there's no way i'm letting her back into TOP Media.. not after I just got on top. Finally the black van came and I got in, I sat in the car and waited.. we finally got to the company and I ran out of the van, not even listening to what my manager said,

" Yoon Hee-ya! Andwaeyo! Do not disturb!!!" but I shut the door on his face before he could finish, I walked into the company and went to straight to his office. I walked past his sectrectary, I didn't care what she was saying either, I barged right into his office.

" APPA!" my father turned around and looked at me..

" Yoon Hee-ya. Mwohayo? Can't you see that appa is busy." I looked around, I saw Minwoo and Eric ahjusshi.

" Gwaenchanayo Andy-ya, we can talk about this some other time. We'll just leave you 2 alone." Minwoo said and got up, he smiled at me and gave me a hug the same with Eric. Once they were gone, I turned to my father and looked at him.

" You know.. that ever since you came back from your mom's, you have been a more pain." yes, both my parents are divorced but my mother lived in America, I would only visit my father during the summer. But this year was different, I got the choice to come live with him for a year so I said yes.. I walked over to his desk and sat down.

" Ne, i'm quite aware of that appa. Now let's get down to business." my dad put down his pen and papers and looked at me,

" I had a feeling this was something bad, what did you do this time? Did you punch someone in the face? Yoon Hee-ya, I promised your mother that I would keep you out of trouble! Do you know how hard your mother is working to get your named clear back home?! Also begging to become an idol.. now? Without training?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE I WENT THROUGH FOR YOU?!" I flipped my hair and could care less what my dad was saying,

" Listen here old man, I could give a rats about all the trouble you and eomma go through. Arasso? Jowahayo, now lets talk about why I really came here." my dad just looked at me, I took that as a sign.

" Don't you dare let Nina come back here, Seohyun-ya whatever but never that wicked to faced witch!"

" What the hell are you talking about now?! I just thought you were crazy like your mother but I can now see that you're worse! You can't come in here and tell me who I can and can't bring back, this is my company. Not yours!  If Nina-ya want's to come back then she can come back, weither you like it or not. ARASSO?!" I laughed at my father,

" No I don't get it, if you bring her back here. I will tell reporters your darkest secrets that will definently bring down this company, arasso? I'll be going, annyoung appa." I got up and laughed my way out the door, I pulled out my phone and texted Changjo.

" To Jagiya:

It seems that he changed his mind again, let's do something?" I set the message and waited for him to text me back.. I walked back to the dorm which took about 20 minutes, I looked at my phone again.. nothing.. I gripped my phone until my knuckles turned white.

" Choi Jonghyun.. if you are with Nina, oh that will be the last time you'll ever see her!" I opened the gate and shut very loudly and walked into the dorm.

 

Changjo's POV -

I didn't wait for Noona to look back at me, I went straight into the hospital again and went straight to find Luna noona.

" Jogiyo.. do you know where I can F(x)'s Luna?" the nurse looked at me and nodded her head, she motioned me to follow her. I did, we walked to the other side of the hospital.. intensive care. She pointed to a private room and I nodded my head and thanked her, I walked into the room to see Luna noona holding Nina's hand and crying, she looked at me and her face changed.. into something I couldn't read.

" Mwoh? Waeguraete?!" she shouted at me,

" Noona.. hear me out okay?"

" You have nothing to say to me Changjo-ya, you mean nothing to me now. Geunyang-ga." she motioned her head to the door,

" Aniji, i'm not going. I don't care what you say, i'm not going!" this was the first i've ever yelled at her, this took her by surprise; this was my chance.

" Noona.. Nina-ya and I were fighting, but this is all my fault. I've loved her as much as I hurt her, if it wasn't for me. None of this would've happened, noona... what i'm trying to say is.. if you let me help I promise that i will leave Nina-ya alone forever. For ever how long you want me too." this broke my heart to say this but it was for the best.. I couldn't even bare to see her sick.. her constently in the hospital.. because of me? That killed so many parts inside of me, I watched as noona looked at me and then Nina then back at me.

" Arasso.. you may stay and help bring back her memory.. but nothing else Changjo-ya, if she doesn't remember you then you will leave and never come back. ARASSO?!" I nodded my head and felt my pocket vibrate, I didn't bother to answer it.. I already knew who it was.. I mean this person texted me at everytime minute of every hour of every day.. I couldn't say I loved her back the way she loved me but I did love her as a friend. I walked over to the other side of the bed and held Nina's hand.. I kept rubbing them between my hands because they were so cold, she always had the coldest hands. Luna noona got up and l looked at her,

" Eodiga?"

" Something came up, watch her. I'll be back soon or i'll send someone to make you leave." and she just left, once the door closed I held her hand and looked at Nina. This was all my fault,

" Hajimarago.. I promised noona.. and I don't break them easily, once you're all better. What we once had will forever be gone, mianheyo Nina-ya." I said while smoothing the top of her head, little did I know that someone was listening the entire time.

 

?? POV -

He better be careful with what he says.. theres no where i'm letting him hurt her. Not over my head body, I turned my crutches around and went back to my room.

" He's going to get.. I promise you that." I said while looking out the window.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

hey guys! What's up? So this author has officially got her laptop back and i'll updating much more faster but since I still have school, that is one problem. -.- stupid school. Anyways how do you guys like this chapter? I hope you guys liked it because i'm trying to finish this chapter while trying to clean my room and I is tired. It's like 12:30 over here haha. Well i hope you guys liked this chapter, I'll update very soon! Bye, please subscribe and comment. Bye!

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