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A New Start 2
Your POV -
I walked back towards Sehun.. I had just gotten off the phone with Seohyun unnie, when I sat down.. Sehun oppa looked at me.
" Mwohangoya?" I looked at him and smiled,
" Aniyo, she just said that I shouldn't stay out late. That's it." I said while stabbing my patbingsoo,
" Nina-sshi?" I didn't look at him, I just kept stabbing my patbingsoo and drank some of my bubble tea.
" Nina-sshi."
" Mwoh?" I avoided any eye contact with him..
" What's really going on?" I let out a sigh and opened my mouth to tell him until we heard someone scream his name, we turned around to see who it was. It was a young girl..
she looked about my age, she was cute. She came running towards us and I heard Sehun stand up.. I looked at him.. he had the biggest smile on his face,
" Sehun oppa!" she said when she got to us, Sehun smiled and hugged her.. this was awkward, I just sat there not knowing what to say. When they pulled out of the hug, she looked at me and smiled.
" Oppa.. nugusinikka?"
" Ah Lan-ya.. this is Park Nina. Aren't you a fan of them?" I looked at him and stood up,
" Annyounghaseyo chunin Expection maknae Nina imnida." I said while bowing,
" Omo! Jinjara? Are you really Expection's maknae?" I looked at her but I nodded my head,
" Oh.. duìbùqî. Oh I mean jeongseomnida." she said with an innocent smile, I looked at her.. she had big eyes like someone I knew.. but brown hair like Sehun's.. what?
" Lan-ya.. mwohayo? Why are you here?" she turned and looked at Sehun,
" I'm visiting my oppa, duh!" I was super confused.. but they seemed to be very close,
" Ahh, gurae. I knew that." The 2 kept having a conversation so I started to pack up my things.
Sehun's POV -
I couldn't believe that Lan was here in Korea.. last time I saw her was when we had our debut stage in China and during our trainee years, the whole time I was talking to her.. I forgot Nina was there. I turned my head a little to see that she was gone,
" Lan-ya.. did you see where Nina-sshi went?" she looked over to where she was sitting, then she looked at me.
" Wô bû zhìdào, I don't know where she went." she said while craning her next to look around,
" Oh! Oppa! Over there!" she said while pointing to the cashier, she was paying. I kept looking at her, she bowed to the cashier and walked out of the store.
" Mianheyo Lan-ya but.." but she stopped me in the middle of sentence,
" No need to say sorry, oppa johayo Nina-sshi.. majda?" I looked at her.. then smiled,
" Oh.. majda." she smiled at me and moved her head a bit,
" Ka, i'll see you at the doms later anyways." I hugged her and got up, I waved at her and ran out the door. I was out of the ice cream store and I looked around.. I couldn't find her, I started running towards one direction since I saw her turn to her left. While I was running, everyone was starting to reconginze me but I didn't care because I was trying to find Nina. I finally found her crossing the street, I ran towards her.. I didn't even realize the lights.. until I saw the truck.
SCREECH!!
All I remember was Nina screaming my name.. before I out.
Your POV -
While I was crossing the street, I couldn't stop thinking about that girl and Sehun.. was I jealous of them? No I couldn't be.. I barely knew Sehun as it was.. I couldn't like him already. I laughed to myself.. until I heard a crash, I turned around to see what was going on. I looked at the ground.. I dropped my bag and ran to the person, when I got to him.. his head was bleeding but he was still alive,
" Sunbae.. Sehun sunbaenim! Wake up!" he turned his head a little and smiled at me, then he out. Just in time the ambulance came and put him on the gurney, I went in the back of the ambulance and sat with him. I held his hand the entire time,
" Chogji.. do you by any chance know how this happened?" I looked at him at him and shook my head,
" Eoepso." I looked at Sehun again.. he was breathing very hard and his head had a patch on it so it would stop bleeding,
" Will he be okay?"
" Mollasinikka, we have to have go through some testing and see how hard the impact was." I nodded my head and looked at him.. I held his hand even tighter,
" Don't worry so much, he looks like a strong kid. I'm sure he'll be fine." I looked up at the nurse driver person.. he was giving me an encouraging smile.. I nodded my head and kept looking at him, we finally got to the hospital and they rushed him right into the emergancy room.. I hadn't realized that I was crying until my sister came.
" Nina-ya! Gwaenchana?" I looked at my sister,
" Unnie!" I said before blacking out also.
~A few hours later.~
I opened my eyes and flew straight up and looked around.. to see my sister sleeping right next to me.. we were in my room. I got out of bed really quietly so she wouldn't wake up, I walked out of my room and I looked at the time.
1:30 AM
it was so early in the morning.. what happened? I don't remember coming back to my room.. all I remember was.. I rushed out of my room and ran to the nurses desk, when I got there.. the nurse looked at me.
" Neo.. you aren't supposed to me out of bed. Come on lets go back." she started to walk around her desk to get to me,
" Aniyo." I finally caught my breath back and was able to stand up on my own,
" Jamkkamn.. I was wondering what room Oh Sehun was in?" she looked at me,
" Visiting hours are over my dear, you can see him in the morning. Kaja." she said while smiling at me,
" Aniji.. jebal. I need to see him right now. Jigeum.. jebal." I was begging this nurse.. hopefully she'll give in. Luckily she did,
" Arasso, just don't tell your grandfather, doctor, or sister I did this.. arasso?" I nodded my head and followed her.. his room wasn't that far from mine, that's good. She let me in and let me stay alone with him, I thanked her and walked towards his bed.. I pulled the chair closer to his bed and looked at him. This was my fault.. his head still had a bandage on it but it stopped bleeding, I looked at the rest of his body.. the only part he had a cast on was his leg. I looked at face, there was a few cuts and bruises. My hand moved to his face and touched it.. he stirred a little but then stopped,
" Mianheyo.. this all my fault." I grabbed his hand and held it.. I don't know how long I was in there, next thing I knew I fell asleep.
~ Next day~
Sehun's POV -
I woke up to the sun in my face.. I looked around, I was in a hospital room.. whenever I tried to move my body would hurt. How did this happen?
~ Flash back.~
I was running after Nina.. I didn't even look at the light and because of that I got hit by a truck.. I remember Nina running towards me,
" Sunbae... Sehun sunbaenim! Wake up!" then I out.
~ end flash back.~
Right.. I trying to stop Nina, I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt something warm in my hand. I looked over to see Nina sleeping and she was holding my hand.. I smiled and looked at her.. she looked so cute while sleeping. A piece of hair fell on her face and I tried my best to move it out of her face without waking her up.. that failed. I made so much noise, that she woke up. She looked at me for a minute then looked around like she was confused,
" Nina-sshi.. annyoung!" she looked at me like I was crazy and smiled at me,
" Feeling better?" I smiled at her and shook my head, her smiled dropped right there.
" ya! Don't be sad, arasso. Deok. Hajimara." I said while smiling at her,
I was about to say something again but then my door flew open,
" Hunnie-ya!" to see my members, Seohyun-sshi, and a lot of my family members from SM. Luhan hyung was the first on by my side,
" Oh.. Nina-ya.. you were here the whole time?" I saw Nina nod her head and look at me.. my hand felt cold, I looked down to see that she had stopped holding my hand.. it made me sad.
" Hunnie-ya... gwaenchana?" I smiled at Luhan,
" oh. Hyung gwaenchana, waegurae?"
" Sehun-ya.. what happened?"
" oh.. about that." I looked over at Nina.. she put her head down, then I looked at the rest of the hyungs.
" I'm an idiot, I was crossing the street and didn't see that the light had changed so that's why i'm in the hospital. Don't worry, i'll up again very soon." right when I said that.. no one said anything.
" Mwoh?"
" Sehun-ya.. the doctor said you broke your leg and you won't be able to be up for a while, plus you have to go through intensive physical therapy." I looked at Suho hyung.. what was he saying,
" Hyung.. mwho?!"
" You won't be able to dance until you have fully recovered.. mianheyo Sehun-ya." I felt like I was dying.. I wanted to cry and scream that they were lying to me.. I wanted to blame Nina, if I hadn't gone after her.. none of this would've happened. But I couldn't blame her, this was also my fault,
" So what am I supposed to do at practice?"
" You can't really do much until you've healed completely." I couldn't believe what I was hearing..
" What about Kai hyung? He's waist is injured and he still goes on with performs!" they were destorying my dream.. I then realized that Nina was quiet this entire time.. I looked at her,
" Neo! This is all your fault!" I screamed at her.. what was I doing? I wasn't supposed to be yelling at her.. but I was so angry.
" Sehun sunbaenim.." she had big eyes..
" Andwae! Don't sunbaenim me!" she hung her head low,
" Mianheyo.."
" Mianhe?! Can you turn back time and stop this from happening?! HUH?!" she put her head and I could see tears.. she didn't say anything just shook her head,
" Sehun-ya... mwohangoya?" Luhan hyung put his hand on my shoulder but I pushed it off and kept looking at Nina. She didn't say anything but she got up and left.. after she left.. I felt terrible.
" Ya! Babo-ya?! Who are you to make yeodongsaeng cry?!" I looked at Luna noona..
" Jeongsamnida.. I didn't mean to do it.. I was just so angry."
" Sehun-ya.. you really are an idiot." and with that f(x) all left to go find Nina.. I'm guessing.. most of the SM family had left, they only stayed to see if I was okay and had to go because of schedules.. the only ones who didn't leave were my members, Luhan sat in the chair that Nina was sitting in and looked at me.
" Neo.. johayo Nina-sshi.. madja?" I looked at him then at everyone else,
" aniyo." I had my poker face on this time..
" Ya! Don't go all emo poker face maknae on us, we don't need that. What we need is the truth so tell us what happened and why you yelled at Nina-sshi. Jiguem Sehun-ya." I looked around at the hyungs.. they were right.. I shouldn't be doing this. I nodded my head and told them everything.. they didn't say anything when I was done,
" Sehun-ya.. Nina-sshi is the one who brought you to the hospital and stayed with you the entire time until she passed out from so much stress that this caused her. We even found her with you this morning.. do you honestly think that blaming her is a good idea?" I looked at Kai hyung.. he was right. I shouldn't have done that to her, it was wrong of me and I felt so guilty because of it.
" Don't worry.. i'm sure the girls are calming her down right now." all I could do was nod my head.
Your POV -
I ran to my room and shut the door when I got there.. I walked to the couch and laid down, I didn't want to talk to anyone.. did I like Sehun? When he yelled at me.. it felt like the first time me and Changjo got into a fight and had broken up.. did I have feelings for this person that I barely knew? No I cuoldn't, I just feel bad for what had happened. That's it.. but I felt so empty inside.. and I couldn't figure out why. Then I heard my door open and heard their voices..
" Nina-ya.. gwaenchanayo?" I got up and looked at my door.. to see f(x)..
" Eomma.. wô bùxíng. How can I be okay? I have guy trouble after guy trouble and then this whole thing with my heart.. eotteokaji?" they all filed into my room,
" Nina-ya.. do you like Sehun-ya?" I looked at Amber..
" Ani.. I mean.. mollayo. Jeongmal mollasinikka."
" Well what do you think of when you're with him?" I thought about it.. what does that question mean?
" Molla.. I just know that i'm happy around him." Sulli unnie looked at me,
" Mwohayo?"
" Are you sure? Anything else?"
" Like do you feel anything around him?"
" Krystal unnie.. what are you talking about?"
" They want to know what does it feel like to be around him? To be around Sehun-ya." I looked at my sister.. she was sitting next to me and put her arm around my shoulders and held me close to her in case something happened,
" Molla.. i'm just happy around him. He makes me smile and I like that, he doesn't let me feel sad or anything. He makes me feel.."
" Like you're floating on a cloud?" I looked at Victoria,
" Ne.. madja. Eomma.. how did you know that?"
" Cause that means you like him!" I looked at them.. were they being serious right now? They all had big smiles on their faces..
" Mwoh?" I looked around and saw the expression on their faces..
" Aniyo.. we're just happy that you're happy. Guraeyo.. what was up with Sehun-goon today?" I looked at her.. I didn't want to talk about it, not now at least,
" If you don't want to talk about.. gwaechana. Wômen lîjiê." I looked at Victora unnie.. did they really understand?
" Aniyo.. i'll tell you." The girls listened, while I told the whole story about what happened at the company to what happened on the street.. why he was mad at me. Because it was my fault.. it was my fault to why he was in a cast and couldn't do what he loved the most.. which was perform and dance,
" You do know it's not you're fault.. right Nina-ya?" I couldn't even tell myself that,
" Aniji.. it is. There's no point in trying to hide it unnie."
" Nina-ya.. you are 18 years old.. you need to learn to stand up for yourself, araji?" she was right.. I was 18 now.. almost 19 but yet I couldn't even stand up for anything, not even stand up for my now ex boyfriend. I let a sigh and laid against Luna's shoulders.. until I heard a knock on my door, I got up to see who it was.. well actually we all did.
" Oh! Luhan oppa.. waegurae?"
" Aniyo.. I was just wondering if I could talk to Nina-ya.. alone?" I looked at my sister.. even though she trusts the SM family, I could tell by her face she wasn't ready to be alone with one of them.
" Jebal." after 5 minutes of her not talking.. she finally nodded her head and f(x) walked out of the room, Luna being the last one.. she stayed behind for just a second and looked at us. But she finally left,
" Please sit down." I pointed at the chair.. he nodded his head and sat down.. acrossed from me.
" Mwohayo?"
" I don't know how to put this.. but I'm Sehun-ya's care taker I guess, I worry about him all the time. Even when I'm in China.. I wonder if he's getting enough sleep, enough to eat, and even getting his daily dose of bubble tea." I saw Luhan smile and I looked at him,
he saw that my face was confused.. the smiled some more and continued,
" What i'm trying to say is.. that Sehun-ya means well. He honestly does, he's just inexperience when it comes to girls.. also in confining his feelings." I still didn't get what he was trying to say,
" In shorter terms.. Sehun-ya likes you but he's to afraid to tell you so for now he just enjoys being around you, guarego he's very stupid sometimes. He gets mad at things that aren't meant to get mad over and then when he realizes it.. sometimes it's to late. Nî zhìdào wô xiâng shuõ de?" I looked at him and nodded,
" yeah I get what you're trying to say.. so you're telling me not to be mad at Sehun sunbaenim?" he chuckled and nodded his head,
" Shì, xièxiè Nina-sshi." I smiled at him and nodded my head, I realized that it was getting late so I walked Luhan to the elevator and waved him goodbye. I started to walk back to my room when I stopped in from of his, I took a deep breath and opened the door.. he was fast asleep. I smiled and walked in, I closed the door very quietly so he wouldn't wake up; I pulled up the chair next to him and held his hand.
" Don't worry.. I blame myself too. I'm not mad at you, i'm thankful to you because you opened up my eyes to see what could've happened if you died." I said with a smile on my face.. for some reason I was so tired. I laid my head down.. still holding Sehun's hand and closing my eyes.. but before I closed my eyes.. the last thing I saw was him smiling.
hello my lovely ones! How are you guys today? I know... i'm kind of surprised too, I updated really fast huh? Well it's because since my sister's story got a double update, I get to double update my other stories. (: so to me.. even though my computer has been away from for so long, I still get it every once in a while. Also the first update was chapter 19 and this is the second update.. I know it's kind of confusing at first but since I haven't had my computer.. that's how my double updates work haha. (: so now it's time to spam you guys with gifs!
Luhan has some really muscular arms! O.o I like it. (: haha well thanks for reading guys!
Well i'll update again as soon as I can but until then enjoy this update. So please comment and subscribe, thanks everyone! Lots of from me, Teen Top, EXO, and apprently it's Daehyun today. (: Bye guys!
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