Sehun's POV -

I walked okay no I practially ran to Changjo and grabbed him by the collar, which woke him up. He looked at me,

" Hm... hyung?" I was pissed, I punched him in the face and watched him fall to the ground.. what I didn't know was.. that Nina was watching everything. I grabbed him by the collar again and glared at him,

" What do you think you are doing with my girlfriend?! Why are you sleeping in her room?!" Changjo just looked at me like I was crazy, he turned his head a little and I made me look at me.

" Don't look at her, don't even think about her while I am talking to you! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?! HOLDING HER HAND?!" Changjo just smirked and pushed my hands off of him,

" Nina-ya wasn't feeling well last night, she was walking home and I happened to walking the other direction of her. I saw her under a lamp post, she was on the ground; automatically I ran to her. I brought her home and hyung let me in, wae? Didn't she tell you? I always sleep over here, in the same room." I punched him in the face because his stupid smirk was just stupid.. like his face,

" Ya! She left you, get over her. She's into my now, I'M NOT LOSING THIS BET!" that's when I heard her bed move,

" oppa? What bet?" I looked up at her, has she been awake this whole time? I just stood there and looked at her, I watched as she walked to Changjo and helped him up. She checked his face, she turned her head towards me and I gulped..

" Neo... tell me right now, what is this stupid bet you were talking about?" I looked at her.. then at Changjo, this is what he wanted.. for me to tell so he could have her all to herself.. oh how his plan worked; I saw his stupid smirk again.

" Neo! You wanted this to happen! YOU STUPID!" I said while walking towards him when Nina just pushed me away from him, I looked at her..

" Nina-ya..."

" Answer me!" I looked at her.. then I looked down, this wasn't supposed to happen.. not now.

" the bet I made was with Kris hyung... 3 months ago.. I told the members that I liked you, a lot. So he being the infamous leader he is.. had to go and bet that we wouldn't even last a month, I got so mad and said that we'll last a whole 4 months. I knew once I said that.. he would make it official, it was either last 4 months or be forever the loser in EXO." I didn't even look up at Nina.. I felt terrible, looking at her would only make it worse.

" Nina-ya.. it's not as bad as you think it is, I swear.. this entire time I have loved you! Only you!" that's when I heard it.. her silent cries weren't so quiet anymore, I looked up at her.. her tears were running her face. Damn! I moved closer to her.. but she only move behind Changjo,

" Oppa.. as right now, I can't accept the fact that I was only a toy in your eyes.. please just go." I looked at her some more.. please not this..

 

Your POV -

No.. this couldn't be, why am I even crying? It's not like we've been together for years.. or longer, it's only been 2 whole months.. but I couldn't help but feel so sad.. I guess I truly did have feelings for him. But the words I said.. I knew I meant,

" Oppa.. I think we need to break up." I grabbed onto Changjo's arm and didn't even look at Sehun,

" Mwoh? Baby please don't do this.. don't tell me we need to break up. Jebal." I just shook my head,

" Don't make this harder then it has to be, you've brought this upon yourself.. I didn't force you to make that bet.. even if you knew it was going to hurt me!"

" Well I didn't expect you to find out!" that's when I shot my head up, I glared at him. That's when I saw him start backing up..

" Oh! So you think that our relationship would've lasted for however long you thought... do you seriously think that I wouldn't have found out?! This secret was bound to come out!" I looked at how he scoffed at me then rolled his eyes,

" Well your stupid best friend knew too! Luhan hyung too! EVERYONE ING KNEW EXECPT YOU!" I held my breath and let go of Changjo's arm,

" that's it.. Sehun oppa, get out of my room. Get out of this house... GET OUT OF MY LIFE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!" and that's when I lost it.. I fell on the ground and started crying even more, I heard Changjo crouch down to me and hold me.. I felt soo safe with him.. but why? Why couldn't I feel like this with Sehun? What happened with me and Changjo? I snuggled up closer to him when I heard Sehun's feet move,

" Oppa.. make him go away.. jebal." I whispered to Changjo, he nodded his head and I no longer felt his warmth.. I heard his footsteps walk away from me and stop Sehun from coming anywhere near me. Even though I was crying.. I could hear him talk to Sehun,

" Hyung.. don't make it worse then it already is.. just go."

" Choi Jonghyun! Don't tell me to just leave her here! She needs me look at her! It's not over between us, screw what she has too say.. it's not over until I saw so." I looked at them, I saw how Changjo's hand stopped him by the shoulder.. Changjo didn't even look at him but behind him..

" Hyung.. just go." and Changjo just walked away, he walked towards me.. he squated down and I looked at him. He smiled at me,

he helped me up and put his arm around my waist, I didn't mind it since he was my best friend. I just rested my head on his shoulder while the arm around my waist got tighter, I could hear Sehun leave.. and once he was gone; I pulled away from Changjo and glared at him. He didn't even look at me to know,

" Hajima.. don't look at me like that." he said while staring the door, he turned around and looked at me.

" I know I should've told you, but I couldn't Nina-ya... who were you going to believe? Me or him? Obviously him, I mean seriously." I looked at the floor.. Changjo was right, I would've believed Sehun over him.. I looked up at him.. and he smiled again. When he smiled... why did my tummy and heart feel different things then what my brain is telling them. I smiled at him,

" Arasso, I'm not mad anymore. Ya, Jonghyun oppa.. what are we going to do today?" I said while jumping on my bed and laying there, he chuckled and laid down next to me. I moved over a little and he laid down next to me,

" I have a surprise for you. Kaja." I got up and looked at him, 

" ya.. how can we go out? It's only like 10 in the morning." he turned to his side and smiled at me, 

" Perfect." and he got up and walked away.

~ 30 minutes later.~

I was sitting in Nuhyun's living room waiting for Changjo, he told me to dress up nicely and to look pretty. So I did,

I started to play around with the hem of my dress, why was I so nervous? I quickly shook my head and looked at the stairs when I heard footsteps,

" Hmm? Nina-ya? What are you doing here? Why do you look so pretty?" I smiled at him,

" Kamsamnida oppa, it's because Changjo oppa wanted to go home and change. He told me to get all dressed up, I don't know why though... " Nuhyun just smiled and nodded his head,

" Gurae? Mm, well I gotta go to work. I'll be out late, don't stay up to late.. arasso?" I smiled and nodded my head, he smiled and walked towards me.. he kissed me on the head and I looked at him.. that one was new. Usually it's just a wave or a smile or a simple hug.. but a kiss? And then he left.. how strange, I got up from the couch since I was bored and walked upstairs. I walked past Nuhyun's door and saw that it was open.. 

" Mwohya? Oppa never has his door open." I cocked my head and walked in, I looked around. wow it was actually clean compared to Changjo's or Sehun's room, I walked around and saw a book self. I walked towards it and saw that they were scrapbooks.. but why does a 23 year old have scrapbooks? I quickly grabbed out of it and sat down on his desk chair, I looked at the title.

" Family. 2005-2006"

I opened the book and saw a little note on the cover,

" To my beautiful children, whoever receives these albums will be very blessed,

here holds the memory of our beautiful family.

Eomma, appa, oppa, unnie, aegi.

our beautiful family.

jebal.. hold this album with love.

Saranghaeyo my children."

I looked at this, I wiped my tears and turned the pages, they were pictures of a happy family. I looked at the little boy, I took the picture out of the page and turned it around.

" Nuhyun. Age 14." 

I smiled.. I giggled at how cute he was. I put the picture back and turned the page, I stopped and looked at the next picture. I pulled it out and turned it around,

" Nina. Age 8."

I looked at her. I closed my eyes.. that's when it started to happen again.

~ Flashback~

I'm 7 again, I was running around in my back yard when my brother and sister came up to me. I looked at them,

" Ne unnie.. oppa?" they looked at me and smiled, Luna came beside me and told me to close my eyes.

" Unnie.. why am I closing my eyes? Do you have to eat my medicine again? But I already ate them!" I started to back away from them,

" Nina-ya.. gwaenchana. It's not time for your medicine, illiwa." I walked towards my brother and grabbed out his hand, my sister just smiled at me.

" Close you eyes.. jiguem." I did as my siblings told me and I felt something strange touch my face, I opened my eyes and saw that they shoved a cupcake in my face. I started to pout,

" Oppa! Unnie! Waeyo?" they started to laugh and they came and hugged me,

" Saengil chukkaihae Nina-ya." I hugged them back and we all went inside.

~ End Flash back.~

I quickly opened my eyes and looked around, I couldn't see anything. Everything was black, dark.. something I didn't like. That's when I heard him,

" Nina? Nina-ya?! Eodiso?!" I turned my head towards the voice.. I think,

" Jonghyun oppa? I'm in Nuhyun oppa's room... palliewa... I can't see." I could hear him running up the stairs, I got up from the chair.. which was probably a bad idea since I couldn't see.. but oh well. I started to walk towards what I thought was the door, when I bumped into something and landed on Nuhyun's bed.. I believe.

 

Changjo's POV -

I ran upstairs and ran straight to Nuhyun's room to see Nina walking towards his bed, she stubbed her side into the desk and fell onto his bed. I laughed a little but then went and to help her,

" Aigoo Nina-ya.." she turned her towards my voice and looked at me.. I think,

" oppa.. I can't see." I sighed, it's happening again.. she loses her vision when she thinks to hard.

" Arasso... kaja. Let's get you to the living room, so you can lay down." I picked her up so she wouldn't have to walk, the elevator was too far from Nuhyun's room so the only way down was the stairs.. and I wasn't risking her. She squealed and put her arms around my shoulders,

" a fair waring would be nice Oppa." I smirked and shrugged my shoulders, like it ever mattered.. I just knew I loved having her in my arms. I would have kissed her but that would have thrown her off, I started to walk downstairs and walked towards the couch. I stood in front of the couch.. debating to let her down.. but I did and laid her down gently so she wouldn't get hurt. 

" Nina-ya don't move, i'll be right back. I'm going to get your medicine." she nodded her head.. I knew that she hated those things but since she only has to take them when needed now... she took them with such ease now, I walked into the kitchen and opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed her a cup of water. I walked back to her with 2 small pills in my hand and a nice cold glass of water with a straw or else Nina wouldn't drink it... what a picky child. I sat down on the couch,

" Nina-ya get up, come eat your meds." Nina sat up and held her hand, I handed her meds, then the water. She put the meds in then she drank her water, I took the cup from her and then looked at her. 

" Open." she opened and i checked if she actually ate her medicine, then I check her hands.. when I was done. I smiled and looked at her.. she actually ate them. She is a very notorious person when it came to swollowing her meds, usually she would spit them out  when I wasn't looking. So now we have to check her when we have to give her meds, I saw that she was tired. I pulled her closer to me and let her lay on my shoulder.. I put my arm around her waist, I the tv and waited for her to fall asleep. One of the dislikes of her medicines.. it made her sleepy,

" Oppa." Nina whispered.. while being half asleep,

" Mm?" I said not taking my eyes off the tv, I felt her grab my hand that was on her hip and interlocked our fingers together. I looked at our hands, my heart was beating like crazy. I looked at her face, she was already asleep.

" Aish.. this always happens, you never finish what you have to say to me. Aigoo." I sat there for about 20 minutes and turned off the tv, I moved my hand away from Nina's and I moved away from her. I quickly stopped her from falling onto the actually cushion so she won't wake up, I put my arms underneath her legs and her neck. I picked her up and walk towards the elevator... I pushed the button.. the only elevator in the house which only went up to Nina's room.. once we got off, I brought her to the bed and laid her down. I brought the blanket to her chest and let her sleep, she'll be awake in about an hour and hopefully everything would be done by then. I walked towards her couch and her tv, but then I got up and walked to one of her cabinets.. I opened it and quickly grabbed the baby blue PSP.

I started to play it to kill time, for some reason.. Andy hyung hates me.. he never has schedules for Teen Top.. but I guess it's a good thing since we're supposed to have a comeback.. very soon and I dyed my hair before coming back over to Nuhyun's. While I was playing my game.. my phone rings,

I put my game down and answered it.. since the ringtone said it all,

" Don't answer the phone.. don't answer the phone."

" Mwohya?"

" Jonghyun-ya! Eodiga?"

" Nuhyun hyung's house. Waeyo?"

" Aigoo.. why are you over there. Come play with me Changjo-ya." I rolled my eyes,

" Andwae noona, I can't! Why are you even on the phone? You guys are supposed to be in Japan for your tour! Stop bothering me and be a good idol for crying out loud! I heard you even yelled at your fans! What's wrong with you?!" she just laughed,

" That stupid girl deserved it, she said that you and I don't belong. That you will always be Nina-ya's. How silly is that, gurae Changjo-ya." I sighed and now it's time to take charge,

" Noona.. listen to me, we are forever over. Do not bother me unless it is important matter about being an idol and friends but other then that.. do no disturb me with your crazy ideas about how we are madly in love, I no longer wish to lie about our relationship. We are only friends Noona.. nothing else. Jebal.. please understand what I am trying to tell you. I love Nina-ya. I always have and i'll most likely will."

" Arasso.. here we go again, listen here you little punk. Don't you ever learn.. she hates you, I mean why do you think she's with Sehun sunbaenim." I laughed at her answer,

" Her and hyung broke up this morning, so noona just allow me to be free. Jebal. I can no longer take this chain of a relationship. I need to breath, i'm dying wiith you. With Nina-ya.. I feel more alive.. more free.. I'm able to breath. Without her.. I am a robot.. a person or thing with no emotions."

 

Yoon Hee's POV -

I sat there and listened to Changjo's words.. he was right.. he was suffocating with me, I can't control him like a chained animal. He's a human.. I let a sigh.. what am I supposed to do? It's either forever lose the person who is helping me gain this much popularity or let him breath and be free.. I mean I am sick and tired of constantly watching this kid! He is such a pain in my behind,  I mean fans are always telling me to watch out or else changjo will slip away from me... when he already did, and they keep saying that I'm no good... blah. Blah. Blah. Blah. But right now I need to do what's right,

" Arasso.. let's break up, I can no longer date a snivealing child anyways. You were beginning to bore me." and I hung up on him, well there goes my fame.. I guess daddy's going to have to send me back home. I can no longer have fun here in Korea because I decided to become an idol.. but then again I got to see Nuhyun and that makes it even better.. since I need him to help me get rid of Nina.

 

Changjo's POV -

I looked at my phone.. did that just really happen? Did Yoon Hee actually agree in breaking up? What the hell? Is the world ending?! I looked out the window and saw that the world was just fine,

" hmm.. maybe noona really does want to break up." I shrugged and laid down on the couch while my PSP played some music, I closed my eyes but opened them again so I could set my alarm.. I need to be awake before Nina. Then I close my eyes again... and fell asleep.

~ 1 Hour later~

" I need you baby, baby, baby. Annyeongiran mareun hajimara, I want you babe, babe,babe. Wae iri sarangi himdeungeonji, neo jebal."

I pushed my off button and got up, I rubbed my eyes and looked over at Nina's bed.. she was still asleep. Good. I got up and grabbed my phone and walked outside onto her balcony, I dialed the number. I looked back to make sure Nina wasn't awake, when I saw her still laying there; I turned back around and waited for them to answer. And when they finally did,

" Yoboseyo? Hyung?" I listened to them,

" Jakkamn...hyung, noona.. is that a good idea? Do you think it would help?"

" Hyung! This is serious.." I rolled my eyes,

" Arasso, arasso.. just text me when you guys are ready or something." and we said our goodbyes, once we hung up I went back inside to find Nina sitting up in her bed.. looks like she just woke up. She turned towards me and looked at me,

" Mmm.. oppa what are you doing here?" I chuckled at little at her and walked towards her and sat down on her bed, she layed her head on my lap and I started to play with her hair.

" Did you forget? We had plans today." that's when Nina jumped up and stared at me,

" Oh! Oppa i'm so sorry, I didn't mean to fall asleep." I turned towards her and started to laugh, 

" Babo.. you don't remember much do you? You ate your medicne, that's why you fell asleep. Dwesso, kaja. Let's get some food into that fatty belly of yours." I said while poking her stomach, she giggled and pushed my hand away.

" Arasso but you're paying since you called me fat." I smiled and nodded my head, at least she's back to somewhat normal. We took the elevator down and walked out of the house, I already called my manager to come and get us. Even though she didn't know any better.. I swear.. she really needs to get her memory back. When we got in the van, she was looking out the window not paying attention to anything.. I would glance at her every now and then. I took out my phone and headphones, I leaned towards her and put them on while playing our songs.. I'm really hoping this would help in some way. When she realized what I was doing, she turned towards me and looked at me. I smiled at her and nodded my head, she smiled and listened to the music I gave her.. when I saw that she wasn't paying attention.. I turned towards my manager,

" Hyung.. is everything ready?" he looked at me through the mirror,

" Mollayo, call Jonghwan-ya and ask." I nodded my head and asked him for his phone, I dialed Jonghwan's number and waited for him to answer.

" Yoboseyo?" 

" Hyung?"

" Oh. Mwohayo Changjo-ya?"

" Is everything ready? I'm on my way there now."

" Yeah everything's almost done, just need a few more things. Plus EXO couldn't come because of their schedules but they sent their regards.. well everyone execpt Sehun sunbaenim." I nodded my head,

" Arasso.. we'll be there soon." and we hung up, I gave my manager back his phone and stared out the window.. little did I know.. was that Nina was crying.

 

Your POV -

Changjo... why do you do this to me? You're making it so much harder.. I closed my eyes and let my tears fall.. our songs.. why? 

~ flashback~

" Uisa-nim.. jebal. This is when I need your help the most." my doctor just looked at me like I was crazy,

" Nina-ya.. this truly defy's my job as a doctor, also your grandfather would have my head if he found out what I did." I let out a sigh and looked at him,

" Uisa-nim.. this is my one wish, I can no longer.. no. I no longer want to hurt the people I love the most."

" Guande.. Nina-ya.. by doing this.. you are hurting them.. neo ara?" I nodded my head,

" Naen ara.. but if they think that I've lost my memory.. everything would be fine, they'll try to get it back.. Uisa-nim.. I no longer want this life. This life where I am constantly hurt by the people around me, with me out of the picture.. my members could be happy. They can be together... like it was orignally.. execpt with Yoon Hee unnie.. then Teen Top can learn to forget me.. my sister doesn't have to worry so much about me.. anything. I just want to be away from it all.. it's not like I don't love them, but I needed to let them realize that they have bigger prioritys in life right now. It's also going to be a lot easier for me to leave when I know my friends and family.. think I don't remember them. I promise I will take my medicine when it is needed and I promise I will go to America.. just give 2 months. Jebal... can you please help me with this?"

" Arasso.. but you will tell your grandfather, araji?" I nodded my head, I knew grandpa is going to hate me.. but it's for the best. When the doctor left.. I sat in my bed and looked out the window.. I hope they don't make it any harder then it has to be..

~ end flashback.~

I opened my eyes and wiped away my tears, I looked over at Changjo.. and held back my tears.

" Changjo oppa.. mianheyo, I will always love you. But you need to be free from me." and I looked out the window.. I thought about the last 2 months.. my brother came back.. I smiled at the thought.. at least he was still alive and doing well. But that only made it harder when it's all 3 of us together.. I hate seeing Luna.. because she's hurting on the inside, I know she is. While Nuhyun... he's hiding his frustration.. he's trying to be the strong one, so it won't affect us to much. Everything.. was too hard, these 2 months were the hardest but I conquered through it.. and now it's time for me too go.. tonight. No goodbyes. I already have the letters that I have written to everyone.. I hope they understand what I am writing in them. I turned my head when we stopped the van, I looked at Changjo who didn't even look at me, he got out of the van and opened my door. He smiled at me and held out his hand, I smiled back at him and grabbed it. When I got out, he covered my eyes.. 

" Ya! Neo mwohya? Changjo oppa.. what are you doing?" I could hear him laughing.. 

" It's a surprise." He covered my eyes with a mask and grabbed my hands so I couldn't take them off, damn.

" Ya.. I thought we were going to go eat, what the hell." I said kind of grumpy,

" We are." and he just stopped talking, we were walking for quite a while.. and it was quiet. That's weird... it's a Tuesday and there's no noise? We kept walking when all of a sudden we stopped and I heard him open the door, we walked inside and I could only hear our footsteps.. that's weird.. it sounds like we're in a hallway. It's kind of scary espically since I couldn't see, I squeezed Changjo's hand.. and he squeezed back, assuring me that it was all okay. We stopped again and that's when I heard another's voice.. a voice that I missed all so dearly,

" Changjo-ya.. everything is prepared.. just give a signal and we'll start." my Bummie oppa.. I bit my lip down so I wouldn't start crying.. I didn't want them to know,

" Arasso hyung.. gomwaeyo." Changjo then pulled on my hands and now we were walking some where again, he made me stop and when we did... I regretted it. He picked me up, 

" ya!" I could hear his stupid chuckle,

" Mianheyo.. but there's stairs here and I didn't want you to trip and fall." I rolled my eyes, good thing he couldn't see me doing it. He then dropped me down in a seat and I could hear him crouch down in front of me, his hands where trapping us.. I could feel them! I felt him come closer to me. 

" y-y-ya... neo mwohya.. get away from me." I said while moving back.. but I couldn't damn, 

" Nina-ya.. you can't take your blind fold.. unless I tell you too, arasso?" I nodded my head, he patted my head and left me.. there.. alone.. what the hell Changjo. 

" Annyoung Nina-ya." I jumped at the voice of my ex leader, I looked around..

" Nugusoyo? Who's there?" I could hear her laugh over the intercom,

" There's no point in looking since you can't take that blind fold off unless told so, guraego.. there's someone here to tell you something.. or should I say someones." okay now I was beyond confused of what's going on,

" Nina-ya.." I moved my head around,

" You can take your blind off now." I did as I was told.. but since it was dark, it took me a while to adjust.. to another dark place.. what the actual hell. 

" I know you don't remember but on August 22.. you and I met for the very first time." that's when I saw the light.. a light on a stage, then 2 people came out.. it was Seohyun and Bummie..

" Excuse me.. but can you please move your bag." I watched.. I knew exactly what they were doing, they were reanacting my life.. my life here in Korea.

" Oh. Mianheyo." I watched as they has acted.. because I had remembered that day right when Jonghyun said August 22.. I watched as " Changjo" tried to take my earphone out.. I remembered that.. I smacked his hand away. After that everything changed.. it was me standing in TOP Media for the first time and running into L.Joe.. then running into Chunji.. then heading to my dorm to meet my members.. going to school.. everything.. now it was the end. Everything went dark and a bright light came out and everyone walked out.. I mean everyone. 100%, Expection, Teen Top, F(x) and Nuhyun... everyone execpt EXO and Yoon Hee.

I watched as C.A.P was the first one to walk out, he had a piece of paper and a microphone in his hand.. his hair was now a blondish color.. I smiled at him. Even though he couldn't see it,

" Uhm.. Nina-ya. Annyoung. C.A.P here, I just wanted to tell you that.. after all these years... I have never been so disappointed in myself then I am now. I told myself that I would protect you and be like your big brother.. but lately that hasn't been happening has it? Mianhanago.. jeongmal. Oppa mianhe. I just want you to know that.. I still love you and I don't want anything else to happen to this family. Please Nina-ya please try to remember." he nodded his head and stepped back and handed the mic down to Chunji.. I listened to his and I bit my lip down.. trying not to cry.. I listened to everyones.. I mean everyones.. execpt the last 2 people,

" Nina-ya.. please remember. It's us left.. besides Grandpa but for now. What's left of our parents live in us... we can't be strong without our baby sister.. jebal." That's when I started to cry.. when my beloved sister started to talk,

" Nina-ya.. we know this is probably the hardest thing for you too do, but it's hard for us too.. we will always love you even if you don't remember us. But we want you too remember, we need you to remember so we can happy again. As a family. Ever since eomma and app split us up.. I couldn't help but feel lonley and in dispear.. but then Luna came back and then you did too.. I knew that it was going to be a lot easier with you guys here.. but then everything happened and now.." I looked at my brother... he was crying.. oppa.. mianheyo.

" Now.. we try so hard to help you remember so many things.. Nina-ya.. you love to sing and dance and play any instrument you can get your hands on, you are pretty much a golden maknae. You came to Korea after I did when eomma and appa died, and you knew you wanted to be a singer.. but you didn't come to SM like I thought you would.. but you came to TOP Media and.. and you accomplished your dream..." now Luna was crying.. oh man.. I was crying as much as both of them..

" eomma and appa would've been so proud of you Nina-ya.. you are just an amazing child. You just need to let us help you remember.. please." I looked at them... 

" but you can't... you can't let me back in.. not now.. not after i've come this far.. I would let you guys help me.. but you can't. I need to leave tonight and I might not see you guys for a very long time.. jebal.. just stop." That's when Nuhyun gave the microphone to Changjo again and held Luna as they both cried, I looked at Changjo..

" So what do you say Niina-ya.. will you let us in?" I slowly shook my head,

" Mianheyo.. but I can't. You guys have been great people to know.. I mean honstly with all my heart.. I'm so happy that I met you guys and became friends with you but I leave to America tonight. I think it would be just a waste of time to help me get my memory back, i'm sorry guys." and I left. I left the building and called for a cab.. that's when I felt Changjo's body against mine,

" Please don't leave me.. Nina-ya.. I love you. I've loved you ever since we first met.. 2 years ago, if you leave me.. I don't know how i'll live. Jebal.. jaigya.. don't leave me." I stood there and listen to Changjo's words.. they broke my heart.. but I couldn't give in.. I needed to go,

" Yoon Hee noona and I broke up for good, she understands now on how much I have needed you.. all these times. I could never let you go, you are the love of my life.. if you leave me.. I won't love ever again. I WON'T LOVE ANYONE ELSE! Jebal.. baby.. you musten go. If you leave me.. everyone at TOP Media would be so sad.. espically me." I pushed him off of me and I turned around and looked him, 

" Mianheyo oppa.. but I'm leaving and there's nothing you can say or do that will make me stay." and I got into the cab and left, I turned back around and saw Changjo on his knees... I turned back around and started to cry. I told the driver to stay here while I went to get my suitcase.. but before I left.. I left my brother his note, I then went to the dorms.. where I left everyones' note in the mallbox.. and then I went to the airport. I got out and paid the driver.. then I went inside, I pulled out my phone.. everyone was either texting me or calling me. I turned off my phone..  I looked out the window.. where I could see the airplanes,

" Mianheyo.. yorobun.. jeongmal mianhanago." I said while crying,

" Plane A342 is now ready to depart.. everyone is board please head to gate 3. Kamsamnida." I wiped my tears and got up.. I looked around.. now it's time to say goodbye.. for now. I promise I will be back. I walked towards Gate 3 and boarded onto my plane.

 

Everyone's POV -

Everyone went home when they're plan didn't work..when they got home.. they saw things either in their room or in their mail boxs.. each person had a letter.. from Nina. Each person sat down and opened it and read it.. since each persons letter was different.. they all felt touched and began to cry even more, execpt for Changjo who read his in his room.. where he cried alone.

" annyounghaseyo Jonghyun oppa.. mianheyo oppa.. I am so sorry that I left so suddenly but by the time you read this. I would be already boarded onto my plane and about to leave Korea.. I write you this letter because I knew if I said goodbye to you in person.. I would start crying.. and then I would have never left. That's why I have been so cold to everyone these past months.. I need to everyone to hate me.. I needed to come to America so I could get better. Oppa please understand when I tell you this.. I have never forgotten you, or Expection.. or Teen Top.. or anyone, I could never forget the amazing people who came into my life. I only said I forgot you guys because I needed it to be a lot easier for me when I left, I needed you guys to think that I didn't remember anything.. or else I would've stayed and died in Korea... in about 4 months. So the doctor found a great doctor who could help me... but he lived in America so I told I would go if he helped me and told everyone that I had amnesia.. oppa i'm sorry. As I write this letter.. I have to keep wiping my tears away from my face, I never meant to hurt you. I remembered it all.. all of our memories. Of when we first met, our first kiss, our first date.. everything. Our 2 years of being together... were not a waste oppa. Araji? I'm so sorry for everything that I have done too you, but I needed to do it.. in order for a better future. I know this sounds selfish but I only left to help me live.. this letter is not a stating a goodbye where I would be gone forever.. it's just a simple goodbye for the time being. I promise that I will always support you and the rest of the members of Teen Top, 100%, Expection.. everyone. Oppa promise me that you will help take care of Luna unnie.. because once she reads her.. she'll be so sad. I don't think L.Joe oppa and Nuhyun oppa can handle her themselves.. be her friend again oppa. Show her.. you aren't a bad guy, I promise.. once I get better.. i'll come back to Korea. Yagsog. Guraego.. no matter has happened between us.. you will always be my love, I will always love you oppa. I hope one day when we meet again.. we can go back and think about our memories.. I hope you will find another to love because you deserve it oppa. You can't stay so hung up on me.. I want you to be happy. Araji. Live life as an idol.. don't turn cold because I am no longer by yourside.. be yourself. I will always be by yourside in spirit and I will always be an Angel. Until next time.. annyoung oppa. Guraego.. saranghaeyo."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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A/N: hey guys!  I know I . OTL I am so sorry! I'm sorry for not updating.. it's because school has just started and I am so busy, I mean I have practice everyday and I work Thursdays.. blah! I am soo sorry guys. Anyways. How about this update huh? It's kind of sad.. i'm sorry guys.. I mean I even started crying while writing this. I hope you guys can forgive me for not updating. Uhm... so please don't forget to subscribe and comment. bye guys!