Chapter 21:

Sehun's POV -

I woke up to the sound of something moving against my floor, I thought it was just the doctors and nurses checking up on me. But I didn't hear talking, I opened my eyes to see a blurry figure standing in front of me.. oh gosh am I dead?

" Sehun sunbae.. are you awake?" I listened to the voice.. did Nina die too? Is this a dream, then she started to walk towards me and my vision started to clear up.. am I dreaming? She sat down on my bed and looked at me,

" Mwohya? Gwaenchana?" I kept looking at her..

" Am I dreaming?" 

" Uh no, it's 12 in the afternoon. Baegopa?" she said while smiling at me, she got up and I realized she was wearing a dress..

She started to walk back to me and she was holding something in her hand, she started to take off the wrapping on it and I saw that it was rice soup.

she scooped some for me and blew on it, then she brought it to my mouth.

" Ahh." I looked at her and opened my mouth,

" Eolmanaibnida?" I smiled at her,

" It's delicious!" she smiled at me and kept feeding me, I looked at her.. I took the spoon away from and fed myself.

" Ya!" I looked at her,

" Mwoh?" she grabbed the spoon from me and started to feed me again,

" You aren't going to feed yourself today, i'm going to help you." she looked up at me and smiled, isn't she supposed to be mad at me?

Your POV -

I had finished feeding Sehun and started to pack everything up,

" Did you make that yourself?" I nodded my head,

" Oh.. when I was a kid we had lots of nannies I guess, so we had this Thai nanny and I would always be in the kitchen. So I would watch her cook and she showed me how to some things, she would be proud of me right now." I said while smiling, I finished packing up and walked back to Sehun. I sat down next to him and he looked at me,

" I have to go visit my grandfather today so I have to leave soon, but i'll be back soon. I'm heading to the market right now, is there anything you want me to get you?" I saw Sehun start to think while he was thinking I looked around his room.. it was so plain, i'll make sure to make it better tonight while he's sleeping. I looked back at Sehun, he was done thinking;

" Nothing really, just chocolate bubble tea when you come back." I nodded my head,

" Araji, i'll be sure to get that for you." I got up and gave him a quick hug and grabbed my things, before I left.. I waved him goodbye and walked out, right when I shut the door..

" Oh Sehun.. you won't know what hit you." I walked away from his door and called my grandpa, I walked down the stairs and waited outside. Finally the car came and I got in, I went straight to my grandfather's house. It took about an hour and a half, but once we arrived.. I looked at the house.

The driver stopped the car right in the front and opened the door for me, I thanked him and walked in.

" Halabeoji?" I walked into the living room to see him sitting on the couch looking at a book.. I walked closer.. it wasn't until much later that it was a scrapbook of our family, mom loved making them. They were here the whole time,

" Halabeoji?" I sat down next to him.. he was looking at picture of me when I was 4, Luna unnie when she about 7 and we were with mom and dad.

" Oh.. Nina-ya you're here." I looked at him.. he was crying, I pulled him into a hug. He hugged me back, 

" How I miss him so much.. both of them." I nodded my head.. I did too, he pulled out of the hug and smiled at me.

" Want to hear the story about how your parents met?" I looked at him.. I nodded my head, my parent's never wanted to tell me that story.. why I don't know.

" Well what happened was your father and mother went to the same college, your mother was the most beautiful girl at the college and she was very popular. She caught everyone's attention including your father, he would follow her around like a little puppy dog." I heard my grandfather laugh, I smiled and he went on with the story.

" Your mother never gave your father a second of her time, she friendzoned your father because she was always so busy with her studies but that never stopped him of course until one day.. the college they went to was holding their annual festival and your father was doing the talent show.. so was your mom. So while your dad was getting ready, your mom left.. this made your dad worry so much, so he went after her of course. He told me that she was standing by the stairs crying.. he walked down the stairs and grabbed her and held her.

He let her cry on his shoulder, after she was done. He asked her if she was okay, she nodded her head. That my dear was when they first fell in love." I looked at the book.. it was a picture of my dad smiling,

* A/N: Your dad when he was younger. ( yes it is JB from JJ Project but in this story it's your dad hehe.) *

Halabeoji flipped the page and I looked at the picture.. it was a picture of eomma and appa.. I looked at the picture..

" Halaboeji.. why is eomma hitting appa?"

* a/n: so I made your parents JB and Jiyeon when they were younger.. that's okay, right? :3*

" Well Nina-ya lets just say.. your appa wasn't always the smartest person ever." I laughed at that and watched as he kept turning the pages, there were so many pictures of them together or just one of them.. until he turned to the last page,

" Halaboeji." I looked at the picture.. it was the picture of their last performance at school, this was where my father proposed to my mom.

I was so happy to see that they were happy together for all those years of being together, I was about to say something when I was stopped.

" Did you know that your parents knew about each others illnesses.. they both were the most troublesome kids I have ever seen, well besides you of course." I laughed at him,

" They had so much stress in their life.. that your father had insomnia while your mother had anxiety." I looked at him.. thats why they were hospitalized a lot.. grandpa cared to much.. so much that he couldn't stand to see them hurt. I looked at the time,

2:30 PM

I got up and looked at him,

" Jeongsaeheyo halabeoji but I have to get going now, I have to get to the market and buy some things for my room at the hospital." my grandfather got up and looked at me,

" Arasso.. you just want to get back to your boyfriend, I understand. Ka." I looked at him..

" What boyfriend? You know that Changjo oppa and I broke up." it hurt me to say it.. but I had to move on somehow, right? My grandfather smiled at me,

" Not that one.. i'm talking about your new one, that one thats being hospitalized in my hospital at this moment." I looked at him and smiled,

" Molla. Kalke halabeoji!" and I ran out of the house, I got into the car and told him to take me the the market. That took about 30 mintues, once we got there I waited for him to open the door. Once he did, I got out and looked around, I turned towards him and said

" I'll call you when i'm done okay? For now go do what you want to do, get something to eat, take pictures, anything okay?" he smiled at me and nodded his head, I grabbed my purse and walked away from the car. I looked at my watch,

3:00 PM

" Lets see how long I can shop today." and I set out on my mission.

~ 2 hours later.~

I finally got to the last store.. I walked in and looked around, I finally found it. 

I paid for my things and left with my things, while I was having troubles putting on my purse back on without dropping all my bags. I finally managed and grabbed my phone out of my back pocket, I dialed the drivers number and asked him to come get me.

Changjo's POV -

I was sitting in my room looking at a picture of me and Nina, we were happy and smiling.

~ Flash back~

a year ago.

" Oppa! Let's go do something." we both didn't have any schedules so I agreed, we went on a walk around and went to the park. We stopped by the Han River and looked at it,

" Let's take a picture.. so we can remember it." Nina nodded her head and we took a picture, I looked at it and laughed.

" Mwoh? Let me see."

" Andwae!" I said while moving away from her, I kept taking pictures of her. She was getting mad,

" Oppa! Ya!" I was running away from her.. she stopped and walked away, I followed her. when I found her she was sitting on the ground looking at the sunset,

" Can I join you?" I said while sitting down,

" Andwae." she said while looking away, I smiled and moved behind her.

" Ya.. hajima, dont' be mad."  I wrapped my arms around her and put my head on her shoulders,

" Arasso, i'm not mad anymore." I smiled and kissed her on the cheek, she giggled.

" I love you too." after that we just sat there and watched the sunset together, happy as can be.

~ End flash back~

I was so frustrated.. that I didn't know what I was doing anymore, I wasn't myself. I acted out with my members.. I didn't want to talk to anyone, all I did was work out. I couldn't even believe.. I was.. I stop thinking when I heard my phone ringing, I looked at it.

* Yoon Hee*

I picked up the phone,

" Yoboseyo?"

" Yeobo!"

" Ne?'

" Lets go to the market today, it's just around the corner. Jebal." 

" Arasso, i'll meet you outside." I nodded my head and hung up.. what was I doing? Why was I dating my noona? I looked at my hand.. no ring, I let a sigh and held back my tears. I got up and walked outside,

" Changjo-ya!" I looked at who was calling my name, I was shutting my door when I saw Yoon Hee noona come towards me. I walked down the stairs and walked towards her, she grabbed my hand and we walked holding hands.. this doens't feel right, but it's the least I could do since she was there for me this entire time. Maybe in time i'll feel something back, I looked over at her.. she was pretty, kind, nice, and charming.. why wasn't there anything? That's because she wasn't Nina.. the girl who I loved for what seemed like my entire life.. and i'm sure that I'll keep loving her even if i'm married to someone else, we got to the market and looked around.

" Changjo-ya! Look aren't these cute?" I looked at them.. they were couple phone charms and there was so many of them! I looked at noona and nodded my head,

" Let's get one." all I could do was nod my head, while noona was looking around, my eyes started to wonder.. until it landed on a struggling person. I looked closely at her.. when she put her head up, my eyes got bigger. I was pulled back when Yoon Hee noona said something,

" Let's get this one.' I looked at it and nodded my head,

we paid for them and she gave me mine, 

" I'll put it on later." she nodded her head and I kept looking for her, where did Nina go?! I finally found her, she was on her phone and walking away. I started to pull away from Yoon Hee and she noticed,

" What's the matter?" I looked at her.. 

" Ah.. aniya, kaja. I'm tired." I watched as the love of my life got into a car and talk to the person driving it.. I was dying inside. Yoon Hee noona and I walked away and I put on the best fake smile I could wear.. for now at least.

Your POV -

I sat in the car and looked to my right.. that's when I saw them, his hair faded out.. now it's redish brown. He was holding her hand and they were smiling.. I saw something stick out of his pocket, couple charms. I wanted to cry.. but I knew if I did, I would get questions.. questions I didn't want to answer. I held back my tears.. and I watched as they left, they were smiling and happy.. he's already forgotten about me. I shook my head and we drove away, it seemed like forever but we finally got back to the hospital. I got out and thanked him, I walked into the hospital and took the elevator up.. I got weird stares from people but I could care les.. I wasn't in a good mood and I just wanted to go to bed, I walked towards Sehun's room.. and I opened the door.. I left the bags outside so he wouldn't see, I looked around. He was asleep, perfect. I'll come back tonight when he's actually sound asleep and put them up later.. I looked around.. why did everything seem so dark? Why did I feel weird.. I walked out of Sehun's room and into the hallway.. when it hit me, I was on the ground and my heart was beating like crazy.. I couldn't breathe. Is there where I die? My vision got worse and I couldn't talk, a passing nurse saw me and called for help. She knew me very well, they put me on a gurney and rushed me to the emergancy room.. the last thing I saw was my bags by Sehun's door..

Hey guys! What's up? Sorry no spam of gifs today. xP how are you guys today? I hope you are all good and everything.. so for the past week where I live, we've had a lovely snowless week.. sunshine, no snow, and warmth! But then Sunday and today.. I wake up to cold and snow. ): Sad day.. well I have updated on the story and I hope you guys like it, what is Changjo doing? He's dating Yoon Hee now?! Terrible day.. well please subscribe and comment, bye guys!

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