Chapter 19: Past Feelings!?

Yun's POV:

*That stupid idiot! getting mad at me or nothing! Did I choose!? No, Minwoo chose for me!* I lay on my-I mean our bed. "Stupid jerk!" I mutter. "Whose a stupid jerk?" Lu Han asks smiling coming into our room. I glare at him and roll over On the bed ignoring him. "Yah! Yun face me!" I ignore him and pretend to sleep. "I know you're not sleeping!" he says sitting on the bed. Still I ignore him. *Just leave me alone!* "Yah talk to me or you'll regret it!" he yells at me. I ignore him. He leans over and tickles my sides. *Resist urge to la--* I burst out laughing. "S-stop!" I say panting from laughing so hard. "Well then listen." "Fine." I say. "I have something serious to tell you." Lu Han says leaning closer to me.

"Yun...You know I like you for real right?" *Yes.* "Don't joke like that. It was all an act remember?" I say lightly shoving him and laughing awkwardly. "It's not a joke!" he says serious. "I really do like you!" *I know...I'm just not ready yet for this?* "I'm tired. Let's talk about this later ok?" I says rolling on my side and closing my eyes. Lu Han sighs. "Fine, we'll talk about this later...But Yun we really do need to talk about this...I need to know how you feel. About me, us. Don't leave me hanging." he says quietly. *I'm sorry Lu Han...I want to tell you...But I can't...I can't let what happened to me before happen again. Meeting you Lu Han brought all this memories back. I cant go through all that pain again... I'm so sorry...* I wake up to find Lu Han already gone with my breakfast on the table. 

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