What does the world wanted you to be so that it can appreciate your very own existence? What does people wanted to see so that they wanted you to be their friends. Why is it people have different likings and characteristics? Isn't it convenient to be the same so that you can't be seen as different? People didn't want to be alone, people wanted to be appreciated and be wanted. People wanted to have a life knowing that someone is happy that they are alive. Why do individuals born like this? Why can't they live without other people around?

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I once experienced a life to death situation. I am just 6 years old when my family went to my father's working place near the beach. As far as I can remember I am playing outside the balcony of the house and then a little boy attracted my attention. He looks like in the same age as I am and without hesitation I went out of the house and followed him. But when we are already near the cliff he suddenly vanished and I cannot find him anymore and then that time I realized that I walk far enough to the house. I was terrified, thinking that I cannot go home anymore. I step back without realizing that my distance to the cliff is just an inch away and without further ado the soft part of the soil that I am stepping on erode and I fall with it directly to the ocean water.

I am not good at swimming even my parents enrolled me in a swimming lesson last summer. It's really hard for me and so i quit. That time that i fall from the ocean, i cannot move. I feel like my body is very heavy and I am just going with the current under the sea. Am i going to die? Is there no one who will going to save me? Mom, dad, nee-chan, save me... I'm dying.

When I am about to open my eyes for the last time i saw a shadow approaching to my direction and within seconds I saw a human hand trying to reach mine. I saw it clearly, a Sagittarius mark on the hands. Sagittarius is saving me.

I open my eyes again and found my body in the soft refined white sand. I sit down and look around, there is a jacket covering my wet body and also there is a small fire giving warmth to my cold and trembling self. I am still in the beach but who...who is the guy  that saves me?

"You're awake." a voice said from my back. I tilted my head and saw the same guy that i am following before. He is holding food on his grasp and smiling back at me. "Are you hungry?"

He is good looking, that is what i thought that time. The reason i follow him is because i am stunned with his prince like looks. He emits a charm different from other people. "I...I..." i was about to say but my stomach made actions before i say a thing. I'm hungry and my stomachs growled as well. She smiled back at me and i am stunned again, that eyes, that lips, the mouth, that nose and that smile; it creates a perfect face.

"Are you from here? Why are you playing near the cliff? It's dangerous there." he asked while we are already eating. I watch him bite on that onigiri and i saw the same mark on his left hand. I am sure that it is the Sagittarius sign, Is it a tattoo? He seems so young to have a tattoo but that time i didn't care, he is my saviour and that is what matters. When we are done with our food we have a chat for a while, we watch as the sun says goodbye and the moon says hello.

"Stay here for a while let us watch the sky." he told me. "You know stars are really beautiful."

"I know" I immediately answered. Of course i know about it, my father is an astronomer and he loves talking to me and my nee-chan about the stars and i really love his stories. He introduced us about the constellations and also about that 12 zodiacs. They are great stories and because of that i decided to be like my father ones i grow up. "I love the sky at night especially when there are lots of stars and then also the constellations."

"You seems to know a lot." he told me as he ruffles my hair. His hand is still small compare to my father but it is warm and gentle. "There are lots of constellation but what is your favourite?"

"I am an Aries but i don't actually like it's constellation." i answered him honestly. "I love Sagittarius, the Archer."

"Why?"he asked interestedly.

"My father is a Sagittarius and for me he looks like a hero and so for me Sagittarius is like a hero. I love it's constellation and also i love Kaus, the brightest star of the constellation of Sagittarius." i honestly answered his question but in my answer I wanted to add more but it is something i can't say bluntly to him. Sagittarius is hero for me because you save me.

Without knowing each others name we separates ways. My parents came and get me, they are really worried and even my mother cried. He is also picked up by big men wearing black suits. He looks like a rich guy because there is a car waiting for them. I wanted to asked his name but  chance didn't came.

After that separation, i am hoping that we will meet each other again but fate is not giving me opportunity. 12 years has passed but it brought  me to nothing, I didn't see him again after that. I didn't see my Sagittarius again.

To be continued...