Hi guys. Yeah if you haven't noticed I haven't updated in years. :(

I know I'm a horrible writer. 

I think I just lost all motivation for this story line and with all the SM drama (uggg drama) I really have no intentions of continuing this story. I really had everything all planned out I just needed to write it. Also I reread some of it and God my writing was awfful. I mean its bad still now, but it was pretty horrendous before. I don't know what I was saying half the time. 

So I think I'm done with this fanficiton T__T I'm really sorry! Thanks for all the nice comments and motivation along the way!

ON THE BRIGHT SIDEEEEE! 

I actually have a lot of motivation and a whole storyline in my head to write. It will be a original character and exo story. I would really appreciate it if you guys would read it. It will have a lot of angst and romance and less of this cheesy story line. Please check it out! 

A preview of my new story: Flowerless Cherry Blossem Trees

Lips trembling she held her breath and slowly let the cold icy water overtake all her other senses. 

Even when her vision started to blur and her lungs began to scream for the air she still smiled. 

She knew if she had a heart she might have shed a tear over the pain. 

At least her wish was fulfilled she thought as her mind faded to black. 

Now I have solved the unsolvable he thought  with excitement.

HIs life finally had a purpose. 

All the hours of screaming, begging, and torture had a meaning. 

But why did he feel his heart breaking?

The irony of the beautiful and rich girl who could get anything she wished for, but could not get the one thing she wanted. 

Death. 

"Why do you suppose we feel love, pain, and fear Jong In?" 

"I don't know." 

"To let us know we are human. Perhaps are you not human?" 

"Stop staring at me like that."

"Why should I? You stare at me all the time. It makes me nervous and--"

"If you keep staring at me like that I might kiss you." 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1001273/flowerless-cherry-blossom-trees-angst-romance-exo-kai-sehun-kyungsoo-orignialcharacter