What are you going to do if you have a chance dating a superstar like Song Joong Ki? Happy? Sad? So-so? Tell me honestly, you feel like going to die because you are too happy but you felt kind of sad because he is too untouchable and have so much secret you are not allowed to know. What kind of dating is that if you can be transparent between each other? An openness and honesty is a must for a couple to maintain a good relation. If you cross the line and make a big mistake by doing a regretful act, you’re done. Unless you are so forgivable person. But, it goes just for normal couple.

How about me?

I date superstar but it just for cover our scandal. You can called it ‘fake’ relationship. No written contract just verbally agreement and done, we are dating. I remember I watch Full House really well when I was elementary school. Am I going to end up with him like bunch of romantic drama about marriage contract or kind of? That’s still a mystery.

Is he going to fall in love with me? Jung Eunji! Get yourself together! Stop to imagine something you cannot be responsible for. I have to remember Song Joong Ki is Hye Gyo Eonnie’s. Don’t go in their way or you will hurt. I have to note that.

Two weeks, I hide myself inside the apartment and Plan A studio. I used my break time to compose several song and read some script for next coming drama. No on air show, no off air show as well. Plan A give me a break time until they think netizen is calming down. I don’t meet him too since that night. Yeah, this two week, we decided not to meet because few of journalist keep following him and I think he just busy with his own schedule. Who am I ask him to meet me? I am a ‘fake’ girlfriend after all. My friends, from idol until actor or actresses, asked me over and over whether I really dated Song Joong Ki or not. Some congratulated me, and some disappointed on me.

I remember EXO Suho text me right away after the news broke out. I felt bad because he consistently approach me and confessed his feeling to me. But, I ended up with someone else, someone who have different level with him. It isn’t because he just an average idol, no, he is the most perfect idol in entire Korea. But, I just don’t have a slight feeling with him, I feel that he is my kind Oppa. Honestly, I did have kind of ‘some’ with him but we never date. I tried hard to have feeling with him. I have moments when he act so tenderly toward me and text me almost every day, asked whether I have been eat or not. But, because of my tight schedule, we slowly going apart. And for this entire time, I am still not attracted to him. Joon Myeon Oppa, I am so sorry to hurt you.

My phone ringing so loud, break my daydream. I found Joong Ki seonbaenim name on it. I wonder why he call me. I look at my watch and its 9 pm right now. Is there something we need to do together?

“Have you eat your dinner?” he asked me bluntly after I picked his call up. He such a random guy.

“No,” told me honestly. No one stay at the dorm. Another member left for their individual schedule. And I am too lazy for cook something to feed myself. Lazy to the boot.

“Let’s eat together then. Are you in your apartment now? I am around your apartment area. Let’s meet in front of your building,” he hang up the call before I can answer his offer. I need to make myself used to it. Song Joong Ki, that annoying senior, used to like hang up the call suddenly. You don’t know when he would do it, so don’t be sad about it. Don’t be sad Jung Eunji!

I wear my signature outfit, jeans and t-shirt combined with hat and sport shoes. He’s been parked his car in front of my building. I can find his car easily because I’ve been in that car two times. Song Joong Ki wait quitetly inside the car. I enter the car and greet him respectfully because he still my senior, especially in acting. He drive slowly in silence.

I have to think how I start the conversation. Think, Eunji! You’re easy to close with someone and have a lot of friends but you can’t start a simple conversation? Especially with him! Speak Eunji!

“Seonbaenim, what do you want to eat?” asked me finally.

“Me? Ehm, what do you want?” asked him, gazing to me while focus on driving.

“I bet you want to go to a place you know. Do you have something in mind? I can eat everything,” I can eat everything, right. Fortunately I am not picky girl.

“I know a tasty restaurant, let’s grab a dinner there,” he focus on driving again.

“Okay then,” he drive in silent. I am focus to enjoy night scenery of Seoul. There’s nothing I can do instead of it. I need to bear it. Maybe, he just got a bad day.

Now, I need to bear it till we reach the restaurant. When the first time I met him, I thought he is kind of bubbly guy who nag and whine a lot. But, after the scandal broke out, he is quieter and just talk necessary words. I just need to endure it for four months and I will be free again. At least I don’t have to hear a curse from fandoms because their Oppa look close with me or hit me.

We just arrive at somewhere I don’t familiar with. Here is so quiet, and I never thought that there is a place like this in crowded Seoul. We enter the small restaurant which is not many people eat there. I don’t know that Song Joong Ki know a place like this. He is smart though, he go to a places where someone else doesn’t want go. We order some food after find a comfortable table in the corner. He let me order whatever I want. Why he is so kind to me today?

“I bet you curious why I asked you out. You hold it not to ask, am I right?”

“Honestly yes,”

“Someone following me this past two weeks. They are paparazzi I guess. So I decided to feed them by asked you out. They need a news too, and I will help them,”

I am unconsciously look outside the restaurant while Joong Ki try to block me with his hand. He unintended touch my cheek by his big hand to block my sight. If someone from the other side saw us, they will think he act romantically toward me. No, he just don’t want me to look at the paparazzi which is maybe hide outside the restaurant.

“Don’t look that way. They can feel we are on act. Just act naturally and eat your dinner peacefully,”

He sure command like a boss. Now I know, there is a reason behind everything. So if Song Joong Ki suddenly act so lovingly, that’s mean there is something going on. Noted!

“Do you have someone? A boyfriend?” he asked randomly while I am busy chewing my meat.

“No. if I have one, why I ended up with you,” I tried to focus on my meat again. Fortunately, the beef is so good, or maybe I am too hungry so everything I eat is good.

“I bet you have ‘some.’ Am I right?” he keep digging my private information. Who is he?

“You and Hye Gyo Eonnie, what kind of relationship you have with her? I will answer your question if you answer mine,” I challenge him. Actually I am curious to death to know. I am still amaze how Hye Gyo Eonnie mad at him. Real like a drama.

“Some”

“Really?” I can see he answered it honestly. Hye Gyo eonnie never mention about their status that