To : All of readers

I'm really sorry guys about this, I don't want to disappoint you but I really have to do this. I didn't passed my exam twice, because of that I need to go back from the start. Honestly speaking, I really can't continue this story cause I'm on my midst of mournful emotion. Actually, I can't figure out what do I feel right now, the only thing I know is my heart is unstable, I feel the uncurable pain and how I was wish it was because of break up with a guy but its not because we're talking a dream, correction the broken dream. I'd rathered be brokenhearted because of broken relationship than to a shuttered dreams how I wish Im just dreaming right now when I open my eyes every pain was gone but its not. I feel like Im repeatedly stubbing of a million times on my heart, sometimes I'm falling from a high mountain when I reached the ground my body scattered in a tiny and million pieces. The hardest part whatever I do I cannot bring back all the pieces together, I feel like Im dying. Frustration, shame,self-discrimination and self-pitty swallowing me right now to point that no matter how many times I tried to stand up I can't. I disappoint those people who believe in me, my family, I'm a crap, useless, stupid and weak.The truth is, right now while I'm doing this note I can't stop my tears falling down. Now I wrote this guys just to inform you,I need a break I can't assure you, until when but one thing is sure I'll be back. It's not a retirement, its just