CHAPTER FIFTEEN:

"What? But I dont wanna do that movie! Not with her!" Kris screamed.

We were on our dressing room, getting ready for another live performance. Kris was talking to Manager Hyung. Hyung said that the chairman already approved Kris's movie participation. Tao was watching them with a worried face. Meanwhile, the other hyungs are changing their outfits. Some are just sitting and relaxing. Noona was fixing my make up and I just stayed silent on my seat.

"But chairman already approved it! We dont have a choice!" Manager Hyung said, trying to convince Kris.

"I dont wanna work with that... Yoo Hye Na! NEVER!" Kris said angrily.

We all stayed silent when Kris walked out of the dressing room. Tao, as usual, followed him.

"Why is he like that? What's wrong on working with Yoo Hye Na?" I asked Baekhyun who was sitting beside me.

"I dont know... We didn't even know that Kris hyung knows Yoo Hye Na. He never told us." he said.

Suddenly, Manager Hyung sat beside us and joined our conversation.

"Actually, Yoo Hye Na was Kris's ex girlfriend." said Hyung.

"Ha? Jinjja?" Baekhyun and I both exclaimed.

"Sssshh! Dont tell them that I told you two about it or else, I'm dead." said Hyung.

We both nodded. Both of us couldn't believe it.

"But why did they break up?" asked Baekhyun.

"I dont even know why. No one else except me knows about their relationship." said Manager Hyung.

"And how did you know about it?" I asked.

"I heard them. I saw them once on the parking lot of SM Building. I hid from them and eavesdropped. But I didn't mean to do that!" Hyung defensed.

"When and how long have they been together?" asked Baekhyun.

"It was actually a long time ago. During their trainee days." Manager Hyung answered.

"I see.." Baekhyun muttered.

"Okay, enough of this. Just dont tell anyone else about it, arasseo?" said Manager Hyung.

Both of us, Baekhyun and I, nodded in agreement.

After that, we all proceeded to the stage where we're gonna perform live. There were alot of fans and you can hear them cheering for us. It was so overwhelming.

After our live performance, we all rested a bit in our dressing and changed our clothes. Of course, Noona helped me get changed without being seen by the other members, because if they did, I'll be dead by now.

We all got into the van as soon as we all get ready to go home. During our drive, we all talked about what food are we going to order for dinner. After a very loud debate, we all agreed to just order some Chinese food. As always, chinese food. I sighed.

The drive to our dorm took about thirty minutes. We all ate our food and helped clearing the dishes. We hanged out for a little bit in the living room and talked about our live performance a while ago.

"Did you noticed how lively Shin was when we're performing?" asked Chanyeol.

"Yeah. And he looked so manly." said Suho hyung.

"Yeah. MANLY." said Sehun, giving an emphasis on the word 'MANLY'. I dont know if it was for Luhan hyung or for me but I dont care anyway.

"Who would have thought our little baby ShinShin can be such a heartthrob on stage?" said Chanyeol.

"Aww, please dont be like this! I feel very shy~~" I said. I dont really feel comfortable when people are talking about me.

"Aww, please dont be like this! I feel very shy!~~ Kkyahing~!" Baekhyun mimicked.

Then the other hyungs laughed. Baekhyun really is the king of impersonation among all of us.

"Kkyahing~?" I said.

"Yeah. Kkyahing, it when you're feeling shy. You have to say that. Just like Kkaebsong. Kkaebsong is when you feel sorry or regretful." Baekhyun explained.

"Oh I see." I mumbled.

"Yes. Baekhyun; the king of exo alienated words." said Chanyeol.

"Next to Sehun." Luhan hyung continued.

"And Luhan hyung." Sehun added.

"Huh?" I said, getting a little confused.

"EXO has a lot of 'alienated words'. Just like Yehet, Ohorat, Kkaebsong, Kkyahing, Enjoy the mayo, and a lot more." Suho hyung explained.

"Jinjja?" I said. I thought that's pretty lame but awesome at the same time.

"So Baekhyun had already explained Kkaebsong and Kkyahing. I believe there's something more.." said Chanyeol.

"Yeah. Kamjak noraesong." said Baekhyun.

(A/N: IDK if it's 'kamjak noraesong' or 'kamjak nollaesong' but anyways, it's almost the same, right?)

"Kamjak noraesong?" I asked.

"Yeah it is when you're surprised. You have to say 'Kamjak noraesong' in a surprised-but-still-cool manner." he explained.

"I see. So Kkaebsong is for regret or apology, Kkyahing is for being shy, and kamjak noraesong is when you're surprised." I said.

They all clapped as if I got a correct answer on a science quiz bee contest.

"That's right! That's right!" they said.

"Now it's Sehun's vocabulary." said Chanyeol.

"This is so lame." said Sehun, feeling a little embarrassed. He couldn't help but to laugh every second.

"Yehet." he quickly said.

"Yehet?" I said, raising one of my eyebrows.

"Yehet, when you're excited." he said, trying not to burst into laugh.

"Ohorat." he continued.

"Ohorat?" I repeated.

"It's when 'Yehet' isn't enough to describe what you feel." he explained.

"Ah I see." I said, giving Sehun a 'I-thought-youre-cool-but-I-just-realized-that-youre-lame' look and earning a headshot as he threw me a pillow from the couch.

I stuck my tongue out to annoy him more.

"So what about Luhan hyung?" I asked.

I looked at Luhan hyung but he just stayed quiet as he looked down to the floor.

"Enjoy the mayo." said Sehun.

"It's not 'Enjoy the mayo'! It's 'Geunjae de meiyo'!" Luhan cried.

"Ah I see." I said.

Luhan is so cute. He's like a baby specially when he's throwing a tantrum.

"Alright, I think you've learned enough for now. We're gonna teach you more next time. Meanwhile, let's talk about Yoo Hye Na!" said Baekhyun.

"Yoo Hye Na! She's so pretty!" said Chanyeol.

"So you're a Yoo Hye Na fanboy now, huh? What about Dara noona?" asked Kai.

"Dara Noona? But what about me?" Baekhyun pouted.

These guys are turning into some kind of weird alienated creatures again.

"Ofcourse, no one will replace you! You're my one and only, my only one, my precious... bestfriend! Bestfriend is more important than crush, okay?" said Chanyeol.

Baekhyun smiled as he give Chanyeol a hug. They look so cute together. No doubt 'BaekYeol' has alot of fans, too. How did I know? I did a research before I join them, right? Although I didn't know about their alienated words..

"Yoo Hye Na is so pretty. If I were Kris, I totally wont reject the drama offer. He's so lucky to have a lead actress like Yoo Hye Na." said Suho.

"You're right. She's pretty, intelligent, kind and THOSE LEGS! ... ... GAHD, Y!" said Luhan.

The room went quiet all of a sudden. All of us were just staring at Luhan hyung. Jaw dropped, eyes widened, SPEECHLESS.

"W.. what?" Luhan hyung stuttered.

"Since when did you became a lesbian?" asked Lay.

All of us bursted into our laughs.

"SINCE WHEN DID YOU WAKE UP?" asked Luhan hyung to Lay.

"AND HOW MANY TIMES AM I GOING TO TELL YOU I'M NOT A GIRL! I'M NOT LESBIAN OR ANYTHING!" he added.

"So you're not a guy?" asked Sehun.

"Ahhh~Sehunnie! Why are you all doing this to me?" Luhan cried as he hugged Sehun and buried his face into Sehun's back.

"Chen is that you?! ~Ahhh~Sehunnie! Why are you all doing this to me?" Baekhyun mimicked again.

"Haha! Waee? Why are you being like this?" said Chen, laughing.

"Ah... you guys are so funny!" I said, laughing.

"Guys, you're too loud." said Kris.

"Eh? How long have you been there Kris?" asked Suho.

"A while.." Kris answered.

"Wae hyung? Why did you reject the drama offer?" asked Tao.

"Yeah, Yoo Hye Na is like a dream come true when you get to work with her!" said Luhan.

"For me, she's a nightmare and.. she's not my style." said Kris.

"Not your style, huh?" said Chanyeol.

Kris walked out and went to the balcony.

"He's always like that." said Kai.

We all decided to play card games. All of us were having fun except Tao. He kept on staring at the way to the balcony but he didn't make it obvious to the other members. He must be really worried about Kris.

I stood up and told the other hyungs that I'm just going to get some water. I went to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. After that, I secretly went to the balcony. I saw Kris sitting beside Cheonsa. Looks like they're having a serious conversation.

Kris POV

Tch, who does she think she is?

She left me first and now, she'll come back again? Ha! She's crazy.

"Gangaji-ya. What do you think is the reason why she came back?" I asked.

No response.

Augh! Seriously Kris? Are you really expecting a dog to answer you?

You're crazy.

"Ahh.. Whatever." I sighed.

Yoo Hye Na, she's my ex-girlfriend. We have been together during our trainee days. We were so happy back then.

But..

We kept our relationship private. We both decided to just keep it a secret.

At first, we managed to keep our relationship going. After rehearsals and trainings, I'll secretly go straight to FNC and wait for her to finish her training. After that, we'll go somewhere we can spend our time alone. We'll go to the beach and hang out for the rest of the day. We'll watch movies or eat dinner in a restaurant.

But then, we got into some argument which caused conflict to our relationship.

FLASHBACK

"Oppa, I'm going to debut soon." she said.

"Really? That's great!" I cheered.

"How about you?" she asked.

"I.. I dont know.. We dont have any assurance that we're really going to debut soon." I said.

Her face fell and she frowned. It's like she was disappointed.

"But I'm sure, sooner or later, we'll go to that matter. For now, let's just be happy that my jagiya will finally be a performer." I smiled but she didn't.

"Ah.. Kris." she mumbled.

"Hmm?" I hummed.

"Actually, I need to tell you something." she said.

"Yes?"

"Also... I..."

She looked like she was hesitating. I dont know why but I felt nervous all of a sudden.

"I.. I think I'm going to need some space from now on." she said, straight faced.

"W..what?" I asked.

"Let's not meet for a while." she said.

Hearing those words, I felt a knife instantly stabbed my heart. My world fell apart.

"Are you trying to break up with me?" I asked.

She didn't answer.

"Silence means yes." I said.

"Oppa, it's not like that! I didn't mean---"

"---Arasseo! You dont have to worry about me! I'll be fine. It's not like you're going to choose me over your dream, right? You've worked really hard." I said, trying to hold back my tears.

No one made me feel this way except for the times when I missed my Mom.

But it's different this time.

Different.

"Geurae, let's end our relationship now. Let's just dont talk about this in the future. Just pretend that we didn't have any relationship before." she coldly said then slowly walked away.

"Goodbye."

END OF FLASHBACK

After that, I tried my best and worked hard so I'll be able to debut soon. And I did.

I became a member of EXO.

I didn't tell anyone about my past relationship with Hye Na anymore. I thought I could just forget about it. I did.

Then one time, I heard a news about her saying that she's going to try being an actress. She got casted in some of kdramas and movies. She became one of the most successful rookie.

She looked so successful now.

Now, tell me.

WHO THE HELL DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?

After what she did to me? She's going to come back and ruin my life again?

"HELL NO!"

"Arf!"

Snap! Did I just shout into a dog?

"Ya! Cheoncheon!" I heard a voice and saw Shin as he rushed towards Cheonsa.

"Ya! What the hell is your problem? Why did you shout to Cheonsa?" he yelled as he hugged Cheonsa.

"Uh.. I'm.. I'm sorry." I apologized.

What the hell is happening with you, Kris?

Suddenly, Tao rushed into the balcony with a worried face. He panted as he came towards us. The other lads followed too.

"Hyung! What happened?" Tao asked worriedly.

"It's nothing." I said as I got up and walked inside.

I went to the bedroom and collapsed into my bed. I reached out my hand to get Ace.

Gahd, sorry Ace. Kris-appa is just a little upset right now.

"Kris. Are you really alright?" asked Suho who had just entered the room.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"If you're thinking about the offer, you can talk to the president and tell them that you dont want to accept the offer." he said.

That's it. I've already decided.

I wont let her affect me again. I wont let her get under my skin again. I'll just act normal around her. Act as if I didn't know her. Act as if I didn't care about her before.

"I'm not going to reject the offer." I said.

"Huh? Really?" he said.

"Yeah. There's no reason for me to reject the offer." I said.

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