FUTURE

I think of it clearly many times about that OJT. But everytime i think that Yonghwa is leaving, i can't avoid to myself to be hurt. Sometimes a tear will just drop suddenly on my eyes. If only i can join him there but i know i can't. That's not my place. I'm also finding a culinary school that i can enter after graduation, Mama And Appa allowed me to study again for one year before start working

It's saturday today and no classes. I'm just here in Yonghwa's unit. I volunteered to cook for today

Course for today is "Dwaejjangchigae"

I'm chopping Onion and Garlic for sautè when Yonghwa peak at me in the kitchen

"Babes, are you okay there?" He asked

"Yes ofcouse babes!! Just rest there, I'll take care of this"

I turn my look at the onion when i suddenly shocked because Yonghwa shout

"Babesss!!" He went to me and hold my hand then move the knife in my hand "that's not the right to chop, you'll be hurt like that.  You need to hide your finger tips" he demonstate me "like this babes, position your fingers like this for you to feel the knife in your bones so it'll not slipper. Your pretty hands will be hurt"

I smiled "Sorry, Chef Yonghwa"

"Eeeiii, you just sit there and i'll continue this"

I follow his order to me and i sat on the dining room while watching him cooking

Did I already told you that i'm more inlove to this handsome man whenever i watch him cooking?? I feel like we're married already

I breathe. I suddenly felt sad, i remember the OJT again

"Yonghwa, i already found a culinary school i'll enter after graduation. It's good and the tuition is reasonable. And it has a good reputation, they are winning in competitions sometimes"

"Really?? That's nice babes!! You can do it! I'm just here for you always"

I smile at him "thank you Yonghwa. What about you?? What's your plan after graduation?"

He suddenly stopped "infact, i'm still not thinking. Maybe i should try applying to hotels or fine dining restaurants. Or maybe i should try culinary too. Whatever it is., i'm alright if i'm with you" he gave me a smile  then he went to the table where i'm sitting and put the food he cooked

"Here's dwaejjangchigae for my love. Try it" he said

I get a spoonful then taste it and as usual, it's delicious.

"What?? Is it delicious?"

I look at him "it's not. It doesn't taste good" i take away the plate "what is that Yonghwa?? Why it taste so bad??"

"Huh?" He taste it "but it taste good Babes"

"No it's not!! Eii you need to study more, so you can cook me a delicious food" i look at him seriously "it's just 3 years right? You will come back right?"

"H-hyun..?"

"Just promise me that you will come back to me" before i stopped myself, my voice broke "i-i'll be a-alright"

Yonghwa stood up and hugged me "babes don't be like that! I'll not leave you"

"No Yonghwa, you should go. I know you really want to go there. It's a good opportunity and you should not pass it just because of me. I really love you but i think we're really just young to tie ourselves to each other. There's more important things that we should think first.."

"But babes..."

I broke the hug and tried my best to give him a sincere smile "i'll be okay. I promise"

Yonghwa hugged me tight "thank you babes. I promise. I'll be back. You will wait for me right??"

"Ofcourse, i'll wait for you.. So you should come back to me"

The whole day, we we're just hugging. No one's speaking

There's still months left before he leave, but now i'm taking every minute of days i'm with him

The next day, he started finalizing his papers