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Seohyun is still sleeping here in my car. We also have arrived since earlier infront of her house but i can't carry her out to my car. I still don't want her to be out on my sight.

I look at Seohyun's face that's sleeping deeply

"Aish babes, even though you look like a lesbian nerdy again today, you're still the most beautiful woman i met" i whispered to her

I take a deep breathe. I really feel how much i love the girl infront of me. She's the one who taught me how to love and she's also the girl who made my life happy. My whole life is a sh*t until she cames. I realized how it's good to love

... But it's hurt to be hurt too much

I thought i'm going to be happy already when she came to my life. But like the other happy things, there's an end. When she told me she loves me, i really really want to believe that

But i'm just too scared to take a risk

I don't want to be hurt again and again. It'll be hard, i may not handle it already. It's enough that my Mom already left me, enough for my Dad to not care for me

Enough that the girl i love, just played me

I don't want another torture. But for the last time. I want to stare at the face of the girl i love, so everytime i close my eyes, that's what i will see. everytime i'll remember her, i will let myself believe that she really loves me

I gave Seohyun one last look then i get out from my car and opened the door where she is laying. I was about to carry her when i notice what's in her neck

It's the necklace i gave to her the day we became together

I removed the necklace on her neck "you don't need this necklace anymore Seohyun-ah, i'll just hide this" i put the necklace on my pocket then carry her out from my car

I walked to their gate then i click the doorbell

"ARF!! ARF!!" I turn my back and saw Seohyun's dog. Tofu

"Yah! Don't bark at me. I already send your boss "

"ARF! ARF!"

"Tsss okay bark at me then! Your boss and you should be together. She already hurt me then she will told me i look like a monkey"

"ARF!! ARF!!"

"You're a boy also Tofu right? Just an advice huh. Don't look for a girlfriend. That's just a heart ache. You might die. It's a waste cause You're so cute and you're chubby too! It's obvious, you're over feed already"

The door suddenly opened

"Tofu! Why are you barking!?"

I look at the person opened the door. I forgot. She already arrived

She also suddenly look at me

"Y-Yonghwa??.. S-son?"

I avoided my look at her "i'm not Yonghwa. C-changwook is my name.Seohyun's friend. She's drunk so i send her home"

"B-but.." Her sentence cut when someone went out of their house again

It's Jonghyun

"Juhyun? What happened to her?" Jonghyun went to us then get Seohyun from me

"She's drunk. I was told to send her home. Okay, i'll leave now"

"Thank you, bro.." After he went in while carrying Seohyun, me and her Mom just left here

I turn my back but i was shock when she hold my arm

"C-can i touch your face?"

"H-huh?"

"You look like someone i know. You're really look like him"

Before i can react, she already touched my face
For a second, my tears wants to fall now

My Mom used to do that to me. When i woke up, while eating, before i sleep, she's always touching my face.. I was so young that time but i can still remember that touch. It's so great in the feeling and i really felt her love everytime she does it to me. I thought i will never feel that again but now, my Mom is doing it to me again.

But instead to be happy, i'm hurting

I avoided my face to her hold "hmm sorry. But i'm already uncomfortable. I'll leave now" after that i turn my back and walk away going to my car

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My head so hurt!!!

I opened my eyes and massage my temple. It looks like it will broke in so much hurt. Blame Shinhye for making me drink that three bottles of vodka

'Yah! Man that looks like a Monkey! I love you'

'I love you too babes'

I suddenly sat up from my bed and touched my lips

W-wait... Wait, l-last night, is that really happened or i'm just dreaming?

I know i'm at Minho's house and drinking with Shinhye, until i got drunk and sung like crazy then...then... Aisshh, did Yonghwa arrived? But impossible. How can he came if his anger to me is so high??

Someone suddenly entered my room

"Oh juhyun, you're awake"

"Mama, how did i came home last night?"

"Your friend send you... Changwook is the name"

Changwook?? Changwook sent me home?? He went to minho's house and sent me home?

But i remember that it's Yonghwa. He even kissed me. And told me he loves me

Is that mean that's all not true?? That's just a dream?

I went downstairs to eat breakfast. I saw Jonghyun oppa there. I sat beside him then get the bread

"Oh juhyun, drink this" he handed me a cup of coffee "next time don't drink too much huh?"

"S-sorry Oppa"

I drank the coffee then I look at Jong Oppa. I notice that his eyebag is big. He's not even sleeping late because he's taking care of his looks for his photoshoot. And one more thing, his eyes are puffed

"O-oppa. Are you okay??"

He smiled at me "yes ofcourse"

I smiled back "when you will introduce Yoona to Appa?? For sure they will like her"

"Uhhmm Juhyun..." He avoided his gaze at me

I knew it there's a problem. And look like i know what it is. I smiled at him "Oppa, if you're thinking about me, then stop that. I will not be insecure to both of you! I really like Yoona for you. Just take the problem on the side and introduce Yoona now"

"Not that Juhyun..it's because..." He took a deep breathe "Me and Yoona broke up"

I stopped drinking my coffee and look to Oppa. I saw the sadnees on his face

"W-why?"

"I broke up to her because i can't believe that she did that thing to you. I know she don't want it but Juhyun, it hurts to think that the girl i love is the reason why my sister is hurting"

I stared at him. I wanted to tell him many things. But i got only one word to tell him

"Babo!!"

"Juhyun"

"You're so stupid Oppa.. I'm angry to you" i left Oppa at the dinning room and run going outside. I'm annoyed to him. He already got the Girl he loves that he left just for a thing that he don't know the whole story?!

It's so annoying!! Didn't he know how much it hurts to regret??

"Juhyun!!" Oppa held my arm and face me to him "why are you angry to me huh?"

"Do you really Yoona huh!?"

"YES I LOVE HER! Juhyun, i'm also hurt! It's also hurt to left her.. But i can't accept..."

"You don't accept??! What?! Oppa you love her! She's also hurting to what is happening and now you're adding it more? Oppa, she didn't force me to do that contract, i'm the one who said that i will do it"

Oppa stopped and suddenly let go of my arm

"W-what??!"

"I'm the one who want to do it. I'm the who let that contract enter in my life! It's my own decision, so i'm the reason why i'm hurting!! But what's all happening is i don't regret it because i'm happy that i've been with Yonghwa and i will do everything to make him come back to me! I don't want to be left and i don't want to be stupid like the stupid thing you did"

After i said that, Oppa suddenly run  back to our house. I follow him and i saw him going out already of our house holding his car keys. He suddenly hopped in and drove it fast

I smiled

Oppa, don't you ever leave your love again.

I enter our house to continue my breakfast and fix my things then Go to school

When i arrived at the school. I saw Changwook getting something from his locker. I went to him

"Changwook"

"Oh Seohyun-ssi"

"Uhhmm thank you for sending me home last night"

"Last night?? I didn't sent you home Seohyun"

"Huh?"

"What are y