THE CASANOVA IS BACK

"Yonghwa wait! Please. Don't walk so fast"

"Im Yoon Ah, how many times should i tell you, I want to be alone" i shout to her

I opened the door of my unit and Yoona chased me. I ignored her but instead i still continue to walk and flop in my bed

"The feeling is great! Atlast I'm free!! I can play with my Girls Again"

"Oh shut up Yonghwa! Don't pretend! I know you"

I faced her "why not? That's the new trend right? To PRETEND!" I smirked and stand up then went to her "pretend that you love the person when the truth is you're nor. Well i want to pretend too. Pretend that i don't know that person"

"Yonghwa please listen to me. Seohyun did that because of you too"

"For me?! What benefit will she get there huh?"

"Your life is in Danger! The three girls earlier, they are the daughters of a mafia group, they want to kill you and the contract is the only way to save you. If you got hurt, they will spare your life. Seohyun tried everything just to not hurt you. She attempt to back out many times too but you're important to her and she don't want you to be hurt"

I went silent in Yoona's explanation. I don't know. Shouldn't be my feeling will relieve now that i know the reason?? But uughhh it's really hurt

I look at her eyes "tell me, is seohyun love me?"

She avoided her look at me "s-sorry Yonghwa"

"You should've let them kill me, instead of that contract"

"Yonghwa-ah" i saw the tears dropped in her eyes but i don't care

"It's so hurt you know that? Because of what you did, you're like killing me softly too. What's the difference??!"

Yoona silent. I just can't believe that the Girl that i thought who love me, played me

I knew it. I should've stop my feelings in the first place to love her. Because of what i did, it's like I suicide

"Y-Yonghwa..."

"Im Yoon Ah Please Leave!!!"

"B-but.."

"I SAID LEAVE!!!"

I turn my back at her then i heard the door of my unit was being open and close, sign that she already left

I lay at my bed and covered my arms in my eyes. I felt the tears again fell from my eyes

Sh1t! I'm not a cry baby~ in my whole life, i just only Cried Once. That's when my freaking Mother left me~

Uggh it's so good to think what's happening to me. My Mother abandoned me. Now, i will know that she's standing as a Mother to the girl hurt me. It's so great! It's good that they will be together. They are really the same! 

I loved them both and trust then this is what will they give to me?! They both abandoned me like a cat in the streets. I knew it. Girls shouldn't be love. They should be played because once you fall, you will be the one who will they play.

I lift up from my bed. This is wrong. This isn't me. Losing isn't in the vocabulary of Jung Yong Hwa

They hurt this Cassanova. Now they will see what this Cassanova can do

I grab my car keys. They want my being Cassanova be gone then i'll not agree. I'll make sure that every girl will pay for the pain I am feeling right now.

I hopped in my car and went ro the bar where i always go to make fun with Girls.

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"Ddal. Please open the door. Please, let me explain. Listen to me. I beg you Ddal. I didn't abandoned Yonghwa, i didn't left him"

"Just shut up!!! Leave!! I don't want to hear your voice"

"Ddal.. Please i'm begging you.." I heard her cries but i ignored it

I don't want to hear any explanation from her. It hurts so much. Before, i feel like we're so lucky because Mama Anne became our step mom. She took care of us like her real children. She love us like a real Mother. Then her Son is experiencing difficulties because she left him. It really hurts

And it more hurts because, my feeling right now isn't enough to what Yonghwa is feeling right now

I cried more because i suddenly think what is really Yonghwa feeling right now. He know about the contract, then he also knew about his real mother. If only i can went to him and hugged him right now, but i can't, because i'm one of those people who hurt him.

What i did hurt Yonghwa so much but why does he need to hurt more because of Mama Anne. He doesn't deserve this. He's not a bad person. Yes, maybe in other girls they think Yonghwa was bad. But do they know how he loves? Do they know what pains he pass through?

I know all

And i still hurt him

I saved his life but not his heart. It's like I killed him too. In this situation, not the three girls are the Killer , it's Me

I killed the person who didn't do anything but to love me so much

I heard the door opened and i saw Jonghyun oppa there holding the key

"Yah! I said leave me alone first"

"juhyun.."

"Oppa please.. Let me be. Please Oppa!!"

"No i can't do that" Oppa sat on the side of my side and hug me "it hurt for me too to heard that, Juhyun. Yonghwa is also our friend but i know that's it's not just what you're crying about. You know, even when we, your brother's are very strict to to you, in times like this we're here for you. You can tell me, i'll listen"

I sobbed to Oppa's hug and i told him all i'm feeling. I told him starting from the contract, the daughters of mafia until what happened earlier in the school. While i'm telling it to him, he's just quiet listening to me while hugging me so tight

When I finished telling him. I'm still crying but Oppa didn't let me go until i already slept deeply

The next morning, though my body and heart don't want to go to school to face another sequence, i force myself to get up. I need to talk to Yonghwa. I don't care if what he would do to me if he saw me. But i will not agree until this day end not telling his anger to me

This is the only way for me to help him lessen the pain he's feeling

After i take bath and wear my school uniform, i went down in the dinning area to eat breakfast but i saw there's Appa and Mama Anne eating already

"J-Juhyun. Come, eat here" Mama Anne told me

"No thanks" instead of going in the dinning room, i walk away going out of our house. I heard Appa calling me

"Juhyun! Stop this!!" Appa pull me arms and face me to him "you didn't respect your Mom"

"Mom? Who's Mom? My Mom is already dead"

"Juhyun! Can you please fix yourself?"

"So,It's me to fix myself huh?! Appa i know that you already know that Mama Anne has a son but how did you still marry her?! Answer me Appa, are you the reason why Mama Anne left Yonghwa huh??"

Appa avoided his eyes to me and not answer my question

"See??! You can't answer, it means it's true!"

"Juhyun, please listen to us first! You don't know the story!"

"Even what story it is, it will not remove that She left Yonghwa"

"She didn't forget Yonghwa, ddal. Please listen.."

"Didn't forget?? Of all this years, she didn't even visit him!?" When i said that, i already went out to go to school

Gosh I'm so tired of crying..

When i arrived in school, i went directly in the Comfort room to fix myself. When i enter inside , my knees turned jelly to what i'm seeing

Yonghwa making out with a Stranger...

The girl is sitting in the sink while Yonghwa is busy kissing her. I saw how Yonghwa's hands touching the girl's private parts

He caught my eye but instead of stopping. I saw him smirk at me. He run his fingers on the face of the girl down to her and removed her blouse's buttons one by one

I turn my back and run out of the comfort room while still jelly

No. The thing i saw is not true. He's not Yonghwa, he's a different person. Yonghwa will not do that thing. I'm just being illusion

He's not My Yonghwa.

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"Hwang Kwang Heeeee! I don't know what will i do now. I'm going crazy because of that two. Ugghhh why this can be happening?? Ha! Answer me!!" I grabbed Wanhee's collar and shake him

"Aiishh sis. Can you please let go of my blouse?! It's expensive! If it broke and my body and chest exposed, you're dead to me"

"Eii my heart is aching from what is happening right now"

Wanhee removed my hands to his blouse and he put his hands in my arms "this is how it is sis. Seohyun is still in the 'Numb' stage. She feels it's Changwook oppa is still her love when the truth is it's Yonghwa oppa already inside her her heart. Then here's Yonghwa, ofcourse he's hurt because he knew that seohyun didn't love her so,