THE GREATEST FEAR

"Hey, you know what Wanhee, i think we really need to plan for Shinhye and Minho"

"Uh huh"

"Look! I didn't expect that my bestfriend is that heartless!!"

"Yeah"

"And look at minho! He's so fool to made a mistake, so thats what he get's"

 yesterday, Shinhye told me that Minho told her to come at the activity center in school after class because he has a surprise for her. She went there and Yes, she was surprised. She saw Minho was kissed by his ex-girlfriend Suzy Bae. We were supposed to go out that time but then she came to me crying

"Hmmm"

I look to Wanhee and saw that he's busy with his laptop "Wanhee!! Are you even listening to me? What are you doing?"
I glimpse at his laptop and saw that he's using facebook
"Since When did you learn using that?"

"Hey, what do you think of me, no social networking account?"

"Yeah it looks on your face"

"Hmmm"

"Noona..." A young boy suddenly tapped and called me. "Someone wants to give you..." He handed me one medium sized tin can that has a label "Bear Cuddler". I opened it and saw a super cute teddy bear

"Wow! You have a stalker??" Wanhee asked

"I don't know. Who would give this to me??" But i think i already have an idea who is this

Another young kid came to me, this time it's a girl "someone wants to give you this Yeppeun Unnie (beautiful sister)" again, i received another tin can with a teddy bear

"Oh my gosh sis. So sweet"

Young kids continuously coming to me until i received 12 teddy bears. I tried to ask them who wants to give me but they just always run

"Waahh sis. Okay, you're so beautiful. I hope i'm the next to receive" wanhee said

Another Young boy came to us

"Oh what's that again? Teddy bear again? Tell to the sender that send himself here this time not always teddy bear" wanhee said to the young boy

"Ya! Wanhee. Can you not?" I look at the boy and smiled at him "what is it?"

The boy didn't look at me but instead he look at Wanhee

"Oh my ggooooossshhh.. Someone wants to give me?" Wanhee said

The boy just nods and wanhee shout out loud "what is it? What? Whaaaat?"

The boy hand something to wanhee

3,000 ₩

"What will i do with that?"

"The sender said you will Buy two Goguma then go to the corner near there. A handsome man is waiting for you there"

"Oh my geee.. Me is so thrill"

"W-wait. Are you sure it's for him? Not mine?" I asked to the boy. I should be the one to meet that handsome man. Why it's Wanhee??  He didn't even received a teddy bear.

"Yes he really is" the boy said then run away

"Eii bye sister!! I need to buy two gogumas hihihi stay there huh?"

"Y-yah! Wait~" before i even react ,Wanhee already run away from me

Unfair. Why it's only teddy bear for me?? 

Someone suddenly cover my eyes from behind

"W-wah who's this?"

"The man who's ready to give all for you" the person who's covering my eyes whispered

And in that line, for sure you already know who's this. And Yes, you're not mistaken, he is and no other than

"yonghwa!!"

He removed his hands from covering my eyes then he went to face me "For you babes!" He handed me a bouquet if flowers

I smiled then i get it "thank you. You're also the one who gave these teddy bears?"

He smiled "did you like it?"

Eii i knew it. Even he's such a ert, i know that he's also sweet

"Yeah yeah. I like it. But wait, you're also the one who gave Wanhee a 3,000 ₩ ?"

"Yes so i can only have you"

"So, who's the man who he will meet in the corner?" I asked him

"Ah that? That's HAHAHAHAHAHAHA because it's like this HAHAHAHAHAHA that's the Hahahahahahaha i can't tell it because it's really HAHAHAHAHA"

What?? He just laughed. I don't understand

Looks like Wanhee got played huh?

When he already calmed down from laughing, i asked him again "are you okay now? Are you calmed down? Can you tell it to me what did you do to Wanhee?"

"Eeii babes, let's not talk about that now. I'm not yet done. I'm laughing already if i'll think of that. Wait, smell the flowers i gave you, it smells good"

I did what he said, i leaned and  closed my eyes then smelled it and yes he's right. It smells .... So good! Yonghwa also smelled the flower while closed eyes and smiling. I noticed that Our faces are inches away only

I suddenly stand up straight.. He already does it many times but now, it feels different. My heart races so fast

"Does it smells good hyun?"

"H-ha? Ahh Yes"

He smiled at me. "Let's go to the park Hyun!" 
He held my hand and pulled me then We rode his car 

I was shocked because yonghwa brought me to the park where Changwook and I went.

Weird. I can't feel any special in this place anymore
I dont know. I should be hurting right now right? Thinking the happy memories we shared here. But why like that? I can't feel anything anymore?

"Babes!!" Yonghwa hold my hand , and he filled the spaces between my fingers "let's hold hands the whole day huh?"

I just nod. Ugghhh this stupid heart. Why it is thumping so fast. What's happening to me today? Why i'am feeling this way? I'm confused.

We hold hands the whole day, he'll just let it go when its needed and when we rode the bicycle
When we felt tired already , we sat under the mango tree

"Oohh i had so much fun.." Yonghwa said then hugged me
"If only i knew that loving serious is fun, maybe i already get serious before"

Bam! I got hurt to what he said

If only he knew what will i do to him

"Y-Yonghwa.. What if one day i suddenly disappeared from you"

I saw the serious expression on his face "don't say that.."

"I-I mean.. What if i replace you with another man? What if i'll say to you that i don't love you?"

"Then i'll kill that man!!"

I hit his arms "yah! You're not funny.."

"Because you're so serious there.." Yonghwa suddenly stood up
"Come. Let's dance" he hold my hand and lead me to stand up. He suddenly touched my waist and pulled near him while wearing his killer smile

Eeeiisshh why is he so handsome??

"Hyun.."

"SeoHyun" i corrected him

"Hahaha i prefer Hyun"

"Why do you keep calling me Hyun? Since we started talking to each other, that's what you called me already"

"You want to know?" He smiled at me again. We're swaying here but we don't have music

"Hyun. Short for JuHyun. Since from the start, i already invented that name for you. A nickname that only me can call you, only me. So even if you can't see me, if you already hear that name calling you, you already know that it's me"

My heart raced fast again, like it will already want to disapear from my body. Why Yonghwa's like this?? There's no even new to him. He's still the same

He still love me....

Looks like it's me that has changed...

He broke our hug then he touched my left cheek "Hyun, i want you to know that ㅡㅡㅡ"

He didn't continue it because the rain started to fall so hard

We run "palli babes, we will get wet"

We run together going to the parking lot. The problem is it's so far from our position right now. And there's no shelter

Yonghwa suddenly stopped running

"Ya! We'll get wet. Don't stop running"

Yonghwa laughed "HAHAHAHA. We're like crazy. Why are we still running while we're already Wet?"

That's when i realize that there's no dry left in my body. He's right. What's the use of running if we're already wet

I smiled. And he smiled to me also then come near me
"I'll justs continue what i'm going to say earlier..."
He look at me in the eye "i just want you to know that.."
He went closer to me and hugged me then he whispered something in my ears that made my heart race so fast

"...I really really love you"

I don't know what i'm going to say. Yes, he said that to me many times

But this day was different

Because this is the first that I didn't felt hurt of what he said but instead

I felt Happiness.

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"Babes, do you know that you're so beautiful wearing my shirt?" Yonghwa told me while smiling

"Can you not.."

Ofcourse, i'm in his condo again. You know, everytime it's raining and we're getting wet, where am i going??!! Hahaha that's why this man is enjoying eveytime it rains he knows that i'm trapped in his condo and will joke around me..

I borrowed an oversized shirt to him because the clothes of his girl cousin that i usually wear, is he already gave me all. Instead of wearing my very-wet shirt, i'm okay with this. Though it's kinda awkward because it's like only one wrong move, my undergarments will be seen already. You know i have a ert boy around me.

"Babes" yonghwa sat beside me in his bed "let's make a baby"

I hit the back of his head

"Ouch babes! Why did you hit me?"

"You're so ert"

"What's wrong with that? We love each other"

"Are we married already? Huh? HUH?"

"Why? I will take responsibility"

"Excuse me. I don't plan on being pregnant early"

He suddenly stood up from his seat then get his jacket. Get an umbrella then wore a slippers then went to the door..

"Errr where are you going??" I asked him

"I'll buy a so you'll not get pregnant"

SON OF A ㅡARRGGHH

I threw a pillow to him "ugghh you're so ert. You're pissing me off. I'll go home now"

He laughed to me "aish this girl. I'm just kidding babes. You're just so cute if you're blushing like that"

I rolled my eyes "it's not a funny joke"

He sat beside me again then hugged me "sorry babes. I'll not do that again. You know that i won't do that to you. Well not unless, if you really want"

DugeunDugeun

I gulped when i felt like my heart will explode anytime. The rain was so heavy and the air condition here is already on the highest but I FELT HOTNESS

"Uhhmm i'll just drink water"

He let go of me then i went to the kitchen and drink some water. I'm still feeling my chest pumping then
I saw Yonghwa coming near me while grinning

"Hyun"

"W-why?"

Yonghwa went to me and put his two hands on each side of the table so i was trapped

"I want to do something right now" he told me

"W-what is it?"

He gave me an evil grin "what does people do when it's raining?"

I gulped and the pumped on my chest got louder. Aigoo not this time lord

"Uhhhmm y-Yonghwa, i-it's wrong you know that"

The smile on his face got bigger this time "wrong? I don't think so. There's nothing wrong with that." He went his face closer to me

"Y-Yonghwa"

"Seo Joo Hyun..." He went his lips near my ear and whispered something which made me shiver all over "I Want You" i felt his breath on my neck

"Y-Yonghwa.."

"But i also want a hot chocolate. You want too?"

"H-huh?"

He let go of me from the trap while he was holding two mug and has a winner smile on his face

So, he just get the mugs behind me?

AAUURRGGGHHHH

"Oh babes. Why do you look like disappointed there?"

I just stare at him with a bad look on my face then he laughed out loud

"Sorry babes. It's just so funny. Even though you know that i love you, you're still affected on my seducing powers. But because you