HANDKERCHIEF

Seohyun's friends came, followed by her family. They asked me a lot of question but i just only answered one

"She was hit-and-run and i didn't do anything"

I sat again and put my hands on my head. I heard Shinhye and my Mom's sob

"She'll be alright, my daugter will be alright" Hyun's father said while a tears forming in his eyes "she's a tough girl. She can fight this"

After that, no one spoke to us. We are all waiting for the doctor. Hyun's other brother's are back and forthing and i know they are nervous too

"Son.." Mom went to me "you should eat first. I know you're not yet eating dinner"

"I don't have appetite mom"

"Please Yonghwa, eat first"

"Sorry, but i really don't have appetite"

Shinhye suddenly went to us "Imo, i'll handle this" she get the food Mom handed to me and sat beside me

"Yonghwa, seohyun will not like it with what you're doing. Eat first"

I didn't answer her but instead i look at her in the eye "sorry" i whispered to her

"For what?"

"Maybe this is my karma. I hurt many girls before, and you're one if them. It's my fault, why this happening... It's all my fault.."

"Don't say that to yourself!! How would you be karma if what you did to me, became the way to my happiness?? If you don't did that, do you think i will know Minho?? Are we going to be together? Yonghwa, you're not at fault. We all don't like what happened. Just believe Seohyun. She can survive. She'll not leave us"

"Thank you Shinhye.."

"So eat this now!! If you didn't eat that, i will tell Seohyun when she wakes up. She will be angry to you, for sure"

I gave Shinhye a sad smile then get the food and eat it

5 hours. We're waiting for 5 hours outside the Emergency Room but still no doctor is going out. It's already midnight but no of us are sleeping. We're just waiting silently, no one is speaking

The silence just broke when a doctor came out. We all stood up and went to him

"Who's parents of the patient?"

"We are" Mom went and Her Dad to the doctor

"How's our daughter??" Hyun's father asked

"I'll be honest with you, you're daughter's situation is bad. Many blood was lost to her. And she got many injury too"

"W-what do you mean?"

The doctor's answer broke my heart

"I'm sorry, but she only got limited time to live. Only the machine is living her and once we cut the machine, she'll die"

"N-no. My daughter!! That's not true~ NO!!!"

"I'm really sorry"

"No!! It can't be!!"

I heard their cries and protests

Our world broke... Especially mine

This can't be, Hyun can't die just like this.. The doctor is lying!! This can't be~~!!! NOOOOOO!!

I went to the doctor

"What Seohyun need to live?? TELL ME!!! DO YOU NEED MONEY?? I'M READY TO PAY, EVEN HOW MUCH IT COST!! YOU SAID MANY BLOOD HAS LOST TO HER??! THEN GET MY BLOOD!! EVEN ALL OF MY BLOOD, GIVE IT TO HER!! IF NEEDED, GIVE MY LIFE TO HER ALSO~  CONNECT MY LIFE TO HYUN's LIFE!! JUST DON'T EVER SAID SHE DON'T HAVE HOPE!! I WILL DO EVERYTHING TO SAVE HER!!" I grab the doctor's collar "I'M BEGGING YOU, PLEASE SAVE HER!! SHE CAN'T DIE!! DON'T LET HER DIE PLLEEEASE!"

"Yonghwa..."

Seohyun's brother pull me away to the doctor. I felt my Mom hugged me while crying, and i sobbed hard too!!

"Hyun, can't die Mom!! We're still going to talk, i will still give her necklace, she will still attend Dad's wedding. We will still be together. This can't be happening!! She can't die Mom!!"

"Y-yong.."

"You can go inside now .." The doctor said

Mom broke our hug and they went inside the E.R. I followed them

"Juhyun, ddal.." Mom went to Hyun and rubbed her head. On the otherside is her father, holding her hand. Her brothers surrounded her bed and also Shinhye

They are all crying

I look at her. She has many injury in her body. There's also many cable connected to her body

And if they cut it, Hyun's heart will continue to stop beating

I can't handle what i'm seeing. I quickly went out and went to the rooftop of this hospital. When i arrived, i shouted there all the pain i'm feeling. I don't care if they say i'm crazy here or whatever

My feeling is so heavy to the point that it almost explode to my body

Why it has to happen when we are going to fix everything now?? When we're going to be happy already! Why did she need to be gone right now to me? Why now?!

I can't accept that Hyun will be really gone. God,Even though we can't be happy, just don't let her die. Though she still hurt me again and again, i don't care, just let her live more

I'll give anything to see her smile again

I kneeled down and cry continuously

"DON'T GET HER  FROM ME!! IT WILL ALSO BE THE DEATH OF ME IF SHE GONE"

I put my hands on my head still crying hard

Hyun will be gone.. The love of my life will be gone.. She will leave me... It hurts.. I cannot!!

I stood up and went to the place i know i can say all my feelings right now

I went to the chapel

I sat near in front

"Why do you have to get her from me so sudden? Is it not enough that you separate me away from my Mom in such a long time?