T H U N D E R

[REMINDER: Better read the previous chapter. If you forgot what happened. So you can understand what's going on]

"... you need to do the step 9 and 10. Seohyun, Y-yonghwa's life is in Danger. They can't wait. I-It's time to break the Casanova's heart"

Right after i heard what Yoona said, i didn't even had time to speak. I ended the call while my tears are continiously flowing.

Why is this happening?? Why did i even enter this kind of situation. It's so hard

"How can i Save him?"

"Fall in love with him"

I remembered what Yoona said. Fall inlove with him?? But How can i teach my heart?

Yes i know lately, yonghwa has this Big Effect on me. But could i say that i already love him because of that? I admit that i have different feeling  to him, but to call it love, isn't it so low of me to feel that.

Can they still give me a little time?

Little time to teach my heart to love Yonghwa

I get the notebook where the contract has written. I read the step 9 and 10

9. Be his Girlfriend
10. Break his Heart

This is so hard. How will i do that? How can i see him hurting, the man who didn't do nothing but to love me?

Is it right that it's me to punish him for his sin before?

Is right to punish him, if the reason why he became like that is because his mother left her and his father didn't cared him?

I look at the notebook again and read the last part

But there is only one rule you must abide

Do Not Fall For Him

If you break this rule, the operation is considered failed and you need to face a severe punishment

Signed by: SeoJuHyun

I just remembered again this one and only rule. before, i don't have any care for this because i know to myself that i will Never fall in love with Yonghwa

But right now, i can only save him if i fall inlove to him. But if i fall to him, there's a punishment waiting for me. If what is it, i have no freaking idea

All i wanna do right now is to jump in the top of a building and die to left all the problems i have today

My situation is so hard. There's no other way for me to escape this

I only have two options: Save Yonghwa's life or Save Yonghwa's Heart?
I can't choose both, because of this stone heart of mine is not even beating for Yonghwa

I covered the pillow to my face still tears flowing all over
I hope all of this are dream

I closed my eyes and it's really annoying because Yonghwa's face is what i'm seeing, the time i closed my eyes. His face that has a Smile of Happiness

Can he still ever smile after i do the Step10?

Yonghwa, please forgive me to what will i do. Forgive me...

I sobbed again until i slept~~

The next morning , my feeling is so heavy. As expected, when i woke up my eyes are so puffed. I look like i was punched hard. 

Before i go downstairs, i fixed my bed first and also my things for school. I get my Guitar and put it inside the bag. Last night, while i'm sobbing, i already thought of how should i answer Yonghwa today. Yes, isn't it weird? i was already crying so hard last night, yet i still thought of a plan. Just Blame the song i remember

I took a deep breathe. I really want to back out now though i know i can't

I fixed myself then go downstairs going to our dinning area to eat my breakfast. I also saw them there waiting for our breakfast while smiling so wide. Looks like their morning is good. 

"Good Morning JuHyun!!" They greet me while still smiling

"Morning" i answered them

I sat beside Jonghyun oppa. Later, Mama Anne went out of the kitchen then put the food infront of us

"Thank you Mama! Wow~ it looks delicious" minHyuk oppa said

"Ofcourse" appa agreed

"I missed Mama's cook uh!" I said

I suddenly stopped
I look at the woman who put our food on the table. I looked at the woman who's wearing an apron that just got out of the kitchen

W-wait. Is this true??

"M-Mama??" O___O

She smiled at me then i just run to her

"Mama!"

"Eii i miss my baby" she said while hugging me "i thought you will not notice my presence anymore"

I suddenly cried to her "Mama~~! You're already home, why didn't you went up to my room?"

"I went to you, but you're already sleeping" she let go of our hug then rubbed my cheeks
"May i look at our Princess? You're Brothers are all right, you're so beautiful now. Is someone courting you huh?"

"Eii Mama"

"Aigoo mama anne, because juhyun has a crush already, that's why" Jungshin oppa teased

"Y-yah. What crush are you saying"

"Yes, you have. Don't be shy, we know who he is" Minhyuk oppa said

"And who's that huh?"

"Yonghwa! He himself admit to us that you confess ,you have a crush to him!"

"Aisshh maknae! You have already courting someone? , you didn't even tell to me" Appa added teasing me

Aiiii that son of a turtle Yonghwa~ so over acting making a story.

Speaking of Yonghwa, hmm i just forgot what will i do to him later because of Mama Anne's arrival. Then here's my brothers, reminding me again. Tsssk

"W-wait. Yonghwa?" Mama Anne asked

"Yes Mama, why?" Minhyuk oppa said

"N-nothing" Mama Anne said then She look at me "your crush's name is beautiful"

"Eii Mama, don't believe them! There's Jonghyun oppa, he already have a girlfriend"

"H-hey Juhyun, why are you passing it to me now. And I said it's a secret eii"

"You have a girlfriend already?" Papa Asked "why aren't you introducing her to us?"

"Ah Yeah Oppa~ introduce Yoona to them" i smirk

Jonghyun oppa glared at me. Waahahaha my revenge

"Yah Hyung~ introduce her to us. Is that the girl who's always with a gay?"

Jonghyun oppa just rubbed the back of his head. "Yeah she is. I'm just waiting for Mama Anne to come home so i can introduce Yoona to you. Hmm i'll will introduce Her now to you"

"Oh yeah~ bring Yonghwa also to introduce him to them"

"Y-yah! And W-why?"

"Yes. Ddal, bring that Yonghwa t