January 14 2004, 16:36, Wednesday

We did it. We finally debuted. Officially. Our first song was released, and boy, are we surprised to say, the result was amazing. Our song reached to number 4 in the MIAK monthly music chart! We were thrilled. 

I could see everyone was happy. Their faces were practically glowing. I love seeing them like this, happy and laughing. When we had first heard the news, we were of course, shocked. Shocked and overjoyed at the same time. Our hardwork payed off.

The first thing Changmin did was jump on me, hugging me and crying. I won't deny, I cried too. Who wouldn't? Yoochun and Junsu were crying in each other's arms. (Aww, how sweet! Really) Yunho was crying as well. But beneath those tears there was a huge smile. Seeing him like that made me happy. More than I can describe. 

His smile was one of the things I loved most about him. A sweet, caring smile. I want him to always keep smiling. I don't want to see his sad face, and deep inside of me, I wish he would smile like that at me. Just me, no one else. Am I selfish for thinking like that?