Just the way you are

"I feel really old," Lu Han whispers sadly when Kai pulls him to lie on his chest. The younger one starts rubbing circles on his back. "Kai-ah, tell me. Am I still attractive to you?"

Kai doesn't say anything back and it bothers Lu Han even more. He lifts his head and pouts adorably towards his lover, searching for answers in his eyes.

"What makes you think you're less breathtaking than you already are?"

Lu Han is pleased to hear him but decides to press further. "Well. I look in the mirror before going to bed and found these." Luhan runs his finger on the area beneath his left eye. "Wrinkles."

Kai stares at him with an amused expession. His lover, though eight years older than him is getting more charming as the days go by. Lu Han will  always be beautiful, Kai thought.

"I can pass as your older brother now. Or worse, uncle." Lu Han sighs hopelessly. With a lot of insecurities clouding his mind, he didn't realize the eyes of fondness staring lovingly at him; admiring every feature of his face. Admiring everything about him.

"Kai-ah.... There are younger, more gorgeous girls around you that admire you alot. What if... what if you'll get tired of me and--"

"Don't." Kai hushes him by putting a finger over the plump lips.

Lu Han is usually the one who thinks maturely in their relationship. Kai is the one who always needs assurance since he gets jealous easily so it's a surprise when  Lu Han confessed his insecurities that night. He didn't expect Lu Han to think gravely about his appearance.

"You have no idea..." Kai murmurs before leaning close to kiss Lu Han. "...how beautiful you are to me." The latter slowly closes his eyes and wraps his arms around his lover's neck. Between lip locks, Kai assures him earnestly. "No one can make me feel this way but you." Their lips are moving passionately, asking for more and not having enough of each other. "This," Kai brushes his thumb along Lu Han's face. "will always be perfect to me."

Lu Han is melting underneath him.

"Your eyes will always be brighter than the morning sun." Each words are uttered sincerely before Kai kisses Lu Han's eyes.

"Your nose. Your cute little nose that I love to feel on mine whenever we share a kiss. This will always be perfect on you." A kiss on the bridge of his nose makes Lu Han giggle softly.

"And this lips of yours," Kai captures Lu Han's lips once again and moves in deeper. "I will never get tired of this; how it can take me to the moon and back." Lu Han's cheeks are now burning with fervor. 

"Don't ever feel like you're less beautiful. You're perfect the way you are, inside and out, and I couldn't ask for more. Young or old. Even with grey hairs. With or without wrinkles. I will still love you, Lu."

("K-Kai-ah. I think I'm feeling much better now."

"You sure?"

"Uh..yes. L-let's go to sleep."

"But I still want to make you feel beautiful."

"Kai!!!! You're touching my--!"

"You're not only beautiful. You're pretty hot, too, especially when you whine like that."

"*pouts*"

"That's cute but it won't work."

"Kai-ah..."

"It's not like we haven't done this before."

"*covers his mouth to suppress a moan*"

"I have only admired your face. I haven't reached on the good parts yet. The exciting ones."

"Oh gosh! This is going to be a long night!"

"*chuckles* You bet, Lu.")
 

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A/n: I so love KaiLu in bed. <3