Mix Feelings
Only TearsAnother chapter for my dear readers…… hope you’ll like it.
As soon as he opens his eyes a sudden wave of nausea hit him hard. He ran to the bathroom and throwing up everything he had in his stomach once he reaches the toilet bowl. He keeps vomiting until nothing would come out. He felt weak. He was trying to get up to clean his mouth but he can feel his feet wobbled and it was hard to support his own weight. After some struggle and so much hard work, he was able to stand while holding onto the sink and washing his mouth and face. He want to get back to his bed but he knows that he will not make it since his feet was shaking badly just by standing .Tears start flowing from his eyes and fell on his shaky hands that is still holding the sinks tightly. He was crying again. He knows that he cried a lot lately but he can’t help to feel how lives were being so cruel to him. Was he going to experience this more frequent in the future or it will be worse than this? He was afraid of what will come in his life after this.
Without any apparent reason his mind suddenly brought him to Infinite café where he find his angel. He was almost convinced Woohyun was an angel not only because of his perfect appearance but because he was able to make his heart beating again. Most importantly, he made him feel alive. Blurry image of Woohyun smiling face appeared in his mind. He knows nothing about Woohyun except for his name and the fact that he is the owner of Infinite café but other than that, nothing. He knows it might sound absurd but Sunggyu know this feeling very well. Although he was struggling hard to deny it, he knows he failed miserably because he still falls in love with that guy call Woohyun. In just short period of time and without even any conversation, he was deeply in love with him
Was he supposed to feel happy or sad he is not sure himself. In the time when he feels like giving up, hope came in the name of Woohyun. When he feels darkness slowly swallowing him, there is light in the form of Woohyun. When he feels lonely are eating him in the inside, Woohyun voice became a magic spell that make his heart felt warm. Can someone tell him how to resist those charms because he can’t. he want to get to know him. He wants to become his friend and more than that he want Woohyun to love him as much as he loves the younger.
Tears that never fail to accompany him lately taking chance of rolling down wetting his face with it. Breaking any walls that kept it running through those chubby cheeks. He was not sure for how long did he crouching down hugging his knees while crying his heart out on the
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