I knew that a fan breaking in to my home would be distressing but... at that moment I looked back at my career.
I might be overreacting but I don't know if this is what I love to do. Modeling was not done by choice but dancing and sinning was and is still my passion. But now I think about it, I don't know if I can deal with screaming and yelling fans and random people breaking into my house. What's going to happen when I get married? Will they try to hurt him or her? What about my child?
Right now that's not what matters, I need to find that picture.
I ran into my room just to see all of my belongings on the floor, some button ups practically ripped from left to right.
"Looks like a cat fight," I mumble to my self as I walked by the pile of clothes, I searched on my desk and saw my white picture frame with its glass shattered. The picture was taken with my cousin.... a female cousin... guess that triggered something. But what I’m looking for isn’t here. I need to move on.
I paced my self to my study, and from there I saw all of the pictures of me had smooch marks on it. Love? Let's leave it at that. 
The desk was a mess, thankfully they didn't touch my piano and recorder. Where is it? I could of swore I put it on my desk! 
Okay Yunho, think. Let's take it slow.
·You wake up.
·You got out of bed.
·You saw the time and freaked out.
·You got dressed really quickly.
·After having corn flakes you lightly kissed the picture.
·Manager hyung bashed in here saying your late while you were doing so and… and…
"YOU SHOVED IT IN THE SHELF!”
I ran to the kitchen and opened all the shelves practically tearing the knobs off of them.
I found you… The picture is there... It's quite funny because when we were taking the picture I almost pushed him off of me. Now look at me, I'm going to go crazy if I don't see this picture everyday. *Sigh* What have I become?
After an hour, manager hyung told me I couldn't stay at that apartment for obvious reasons.
I stayed at Heechul's house of the night and he was being a mean person and didn't give me any food or leave me hot water to take a shower. In the end of December it’s not the greatest time to have a cold water shower.
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The next day...

"Yunho," Heechul said as he rapped his hand around my shoulder.
"No."
"What? I didn't even say anything!"
"Your going to ask me to do a collaboration with Super Junior."
"NO!"
"Liar! And no is my final answer, I'm not going to be on a hectic schedule all though the Christmas season!"
"COME ONNNNNNNNNNNN"
"NO!"
Heechul suddenly grabbled my cheeks and yelled…
"YOU.WILL.RECORD.AND.PROFORM.THAT.FREAKING.SONG." 
"NO. I'm not giving up my Christmas!"
"Okay then, how's the following week?"
"NO"
"WHAT NOW?!!!!" He snapped back, flapping his arm like a penguin.
"N-nothing!!! Dear lord!!" I stuttered trying to snap back.
"Good. Now here are the lyrics. Oh and..." he paused for a moment to think.
"What?" I said as I read the lyrics.
"Oh, umm... here's the recording schedule!!" He said as he shoved it into my hand and ran out.
"What's up with him?" i mumbled to my self.

[Rap(Micky)] Yeah~ What a sweet time!
 Us five (yeah) and Super Junior!!
 The reason why I’m shy! Because of your blue eyes! 
Pure Beauty! Don’t hide it from my side! 
You know it. It’s like bling bling ball! 
Can’t stop it even though it’s not that cool.
(Hee Chul) These beautiful snow flowers remind me of cotton candy from my childhood
 if only I was lucky enough to have memories of us.
(Hero) Let me see the feelings you have for me
.
(Sung Min) I don’t like any of the people whose phone numbers you have.
(Xiah) You still don’t know I’ve been waiting here all along…

(Shi Won) If only your heart was a place I could visit.

(Xiah, Shi Won) That’s what I see in your eyes..
(KangIn, Donghae, SungMin, ShiWon, ShinDong, Yunho, Choikang, Han Kyung, HeeChul)
 Just Show Me Your Love! [(Han Kyung) Just Show Me Your Love!] So we can always be together
.
(Yunho) I will pray for it
.
(KiBum, SungMin, Hero, Xiah, EunHyuk) These feelings of mine are covered by white snow.
(Xiah) There are too many clouds.
(SungMin, RyeoWook, Micky, Leeteuk,YeSung) I’ll go anywhere!
 [(Micky) I'll go anywhere!] Anywhere you want me to go
.
(Han Kyung) Hold my hand.

(KangIn, DongHae, SungMin, ShiWon, ShinDong, YunHo, Choi Kang, Han Kyung, HeeChul) When the white snow falls, I’ll ride it and fly.
(Choikang) To I can look upon the whole world.
(Ryo Wook) Among the large crowd, you’re the only one I see
.
(Choikang) I’m so happy, I can’t believe I’m alive.
(KangIn) The loud beating of my heart is uncomfortable, but in a way I like it
.
(Micky) I can accept lies, I just want to hold you
.
(Kang In, Micky) That’s what I see in your eyes.
(Ki Bum,Sung Min,Shi Won, Ieeteuk, Hero,Yeh Sung,Yunho, Eun Hyuk) Just Show Me Your Love!
 [(Leeteuk) Just Show Me Your Love!] Words I want to say to you.

(Leeteuk) Are so many
.
(Han Kyung, ShiWon, Choikang, Yunho, YeSung, KiBum) Just for today, look at me
.
(YeSung) In my eyes, I’ll be holding you.
(Ki Bum, Sung Min, Shi Won, Leeteuk, Hero, YeSung, Yunho, EunHyuk) I’ll go anywhere! [(Sung Min) I'll go anywhere!] In your warm eyes
.
(Dong Hae) I’m falling in
(Ki Bum,Sung Min,Shi Won,Ieeteuk,Hero,Yeh Sung,Yunho,Euh Hyuk) I’m just happy having you near me
.
(Ryo Wook) During this winter that has silently approached.
(Dong Hae) Always look like you do now
.
(Young Woon) I’m a little afraid I won’t know enough about you.
[Rap(Eun Hyuk)] Cause I love you, My princess. 
You’re the one I love, I won’t ever change my mind. 
Don’t hesitate to show me how you look at me.
(All) Just Show Me Your Love! 
[(Choikang) Just Show Me Your Love!] 
So we can always be together.
(YeSung) I’ll pray for it
.
(All) These feelings of mine are covered by white snow.

(Xiah) There are too many clouds.
(All) I’ll go anywhere! 
[(Shi Won) I'll go anywhere!] Anywhere you want me to go.

(Yunho) Hold my hand.

(All) When the white snow falls, I’ll ride it and fly
.
(Xiah) To look upon the whole world.
(Rap) (Shin Dong) One (One) Two (Two) Three (Three) Four (Uh!) 
Shin! Let’s have a good time Dong! Even if we get frostbite
 I’ll keep you warm in this cold winter Ha~
(Hee Chul) The words I screamed out to the sky. 
If they’re covered by snow, they’ll bloom as flowers.
(Eun Huyk) You still don’t know
 how we’ve become one over time.
Forever we’ll be together…

"Hmm I have no solos, what ever… So we'll have Xiah, Yoocun, and Changmin too? That's nice, I’m not going to be over thrown by SJ..."
Wait, is that what I think I see?
"Hero?"
"Hero…"
"HERO"
"HERO?!?!"
“HEECHUL!!" I heard a racket in the living room as I heard him storming into the room.
"WHAT? What's wrong? This Better be a life or death situation…"
"Is... Is this Hero… Meaning THE hero?" I said griping his shirt.
"No, it's super man. Of course it's that hero, why would SM make another Hero, when the Hero is alive?"
"Well, yeah," Leeteuk nudged in, as always.
"So he's not dead?" There's actually the possibility for me to meet him?
"You better not try to him on the spot~" 
"Oh my, HeeChul Shut your mouth," I glared at him.
"Oh okay~ Teuk-ah, let's go."
"You see why HeeChul got you to do this?" Leeteuk whispered into my ear.
"Thank you HeeChul hyung!" I quickly closed the door and jumped on the bed. "I'm going to meet him!!"
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At Jaejoong’s apartment

"ACHOO~ ACHOO~ ACHOOOOOO~" Why am I sneezing so much? 
"Hey Hero, maybe someone's bad talking you," joked Donghae. Ohh Donghae what a joker, why would anyone talk me?
"So hyung... SM told me that you were going to have you come back song with us."
He what now?
"No, I was supposed to have a solo song," I stared at him mesmerized.
"Well, I guess not anymore," he said as he pet my head and walked over to the refrigerator. 
"Hey, it's too late to have a Christmas single, isn't it?"
"Yeah, that's why it's a seasonal greetings thing," he said as he scratched his neck.
"Why? I bet he was busy with SHINee."
"Eh," SM's favorite active boy band, SHINee. *Sigh* when SJ get's a petty poster they get a 30 second ad. "It's okay hyung," I clenched my fist when he said that.
"How? He has favorites! He's not far on you guys! When the company does the ads for SHINee and they get no.1 prize, but you guys have to run around like new-bees!"
"Hyung it's okay, were fine. That prevents us from becoming arrogant," he looked at me worriedly.
"Anyways here's the song and the recording schedule," he tossed me the paper and walked to his room.
I read the lyrics and saw Yoochun and Junsu's name. Well I'm not alone with SJ at least... Oh and Changmin, wait who's Yunho?
"Hey Donghae…"
"Yeah Hyung?"
"Who's Yunho?"

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http://sjfantasy.wordpress.com/media/lyrics/show-me-your-love-translation/
This is where I got the full translations for Show Me Your Love~
I feel like I should of translated myself but I don't have the patience to do that!
Did you like my "lover's vision?" LOL
btw in Korea, no matter what religion you believe in you celebrate Christmas…
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ambotheorange: Sorry if I stuffed up editing some of the lyrics of the song. But you get the point ^^