Still The Same
Does He Hate Me Or Not? { ON HIATUS }The next day, I woke up, washed up and went downstairs for breakfast.
Again, like yesterday, everybody was quiet.
I only ate a little, before storming out of the house. I was still feeling angry from yesterday.
"I'm not going for work," I texted Choco when she asked me where I was.
I turned my phone off and headed towards the park.
I sat on one of the benches and watched the people walk past me.
I bet I looked like some homeless person, sitting there.
There were dark circles under my eyes, since I didn't have enough sleep.
I didn't know how long I sat there.
I didn't want to go home, I didn't want to go to the hospital.
I didn't want to hear the silence, I wanted to talk to somebody.
I didn't want to face people who seemed like they didn't want to see me.
"What is wrong with everybody?" I whispered to myself.
What were they hiding from me?
Maybe it was true, something bad was gonna happen.
Was something going to happen to Appa?
Was he dying?
What were they talking about yesterday?
So many questions were running through my head, and my head started hurting.
I pulled my knees up and hugged them.
Why wouldn't anybody tell me?
I hid my face in my arms and started crying softly.
"Jiyoung is that you?" a familiar voice asked.
I wiped my tears and looked up.
It was Eli.
"What happened?" he seemed worried. He sat beside me and handed me a piece of tissue.
I blew my nose into it.
"Is it Kiseop? Is he being bipolar again?" he asked.
I shook my head.
"Then?"
I shrugged.
"Tell me," he said, putting his arms around my shoulder.
"I don't know what's wrong.. Since yesterday, at the hospital.." my voice broke, but I didn't care.
"Hospital? Why were you in the hospital?" he asked.
I told him everything, from how Appa came back here till the part where him, and Mr and Mrs Lee seemed to be hiding something from me.
He was quiet the whole time, listening.
It felt better, telling somebody about it.
"Maybe-"
he was being interrupted, by somebody who seemed to be screaming my name.
We turned to the direction of the voice and it was Kiseop.
He was running towards us.
"What?" I asked, irritated.
"Hurry up, something happened at the hospital," he said, pulling my hand.
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[EDIT]
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